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zondag, november 30, 2003

i stole tis from brin's blog!yayy!i gt nuthing better to do.so im goin to slp.btw just abit of updates.friday,me went my dad's fren hse.THe youngest dotter is K1!very chio ok!!!her face is lyk the mix2 type!just my type.her mom is filipino,dad is indian muslim.But not tat black2 kind lah.she very fair!her face not lyk shankar type ah.very chio.u noe the duo in 'sister to ssiter'.Tat singer lah..her elder sis looks lyk malay lil bit,the 2nd one lyk indian lil bit.THe 3rd one chio!wow!if she in sec skool,sure many guys want jio her!!she owaes smile2. haha.. lolz.my stupid ygr sis is singing sum malay song.stupid jiwang2.yucks.
i want to read my love-hina.ct bought me vol9!yayy! btw ash,i oradi noe her name is zak.i'm the one who told ct.

WHAT TIME DO YOU WAKE UP IN THE MORNING?
today i so guai!first tym since hols i woke up at 12.30pm!

IF YOU COULD EAT LUNCH WITH ONE FAMOUS
PERSON, WHO WOULD IT BE?
why one?!!!not 3?!!if i have lunh wif ayumi,whre to put kristin and cheryl fox?nah..i want krisin kreuk!!can we have dinner instead?


GOLD OR SILVER?
silver


WHAT WAS THE LAST FILM YOU SAW AT THE CINEMA?
it has been a longggggg tym i went for a movie.not a movie person.

5. FAVOURITE TV SHOW?
lydia lum!-screams "hi billiy bong!"- axn got anime.smallville,klinik kita(its gd ok!!)


6. WHAT DO YOU HAVE FOR BREAKFAST?
no..i dun lyk to have brkfast!

7. WHO WOULD YOU LIKE TO BE LEFT IN A ROOM WITH?
woooooooow!uh.. kristin kreuk?nah..she lunch oradi.oh!ayumi hamasaki!


8. CAN YOU TOUCH YOUR NOSE WITH YOUR TONGUE?
yeah!


9.WHAT INSPIRES YOU?
i duno

10. WHAT'S YOUR MIDDLE NAME?
do i have one?

11. BEACH, CITY, OR COUNTRY?
village? i duno..anywhere can.cnt decide

12.SUMMER OR WINTER?
winter


13. YUM? WTF?
are u toking abt food?


14. BUTTERED, PLAIN, OR SALTED POPCORN?
salted not nice lah!might as well have soured popcorn!stoopid.buttered pls


15.favourite car?
a sport car!i want the mercedez one..the door must open and go up.not side one!!i love sport car!racing!!!whee

16. FAVOURITE SANDWICH FILLING?
tuna!must put tomatoes and veggies!!!!

17. FAVOURITE TYPE OF MUSIC?
indie,ska,j-pop,techno,trance,rock



19. WHAT CHARACTERISTIC DO YOU DESPISE?
proud.selfish.tat action2 type..


20. FAVOURITE FLOWER?
i duno!flower for me?


21. IF YOU HAD A BIG WIN IN THE LOTTERY, HOW
LONG WOULD YOU WAIT TO SPEND ALL?
i spend rite away!!but not all

22. DO YOU WEAR PYJAMAS?
no..tats too trubblesum

23. WHAT COLOR ARE YOUR EYES?
dark brown


24. HOW MANY KEYS ON YOUR KEY RING?
one letterbox,gate,door=3

25. WHERE WOULD YOU LIKE TO RETIRE?
tokyo! chio jap gers to drool on!


26. CAN YOU JUGGLE?
yes!

27. WHAT IS YOUR FAVOURITE DAY OF THE WEEK?
friday and sat (i never copy u ah brin)


28. RED OR WHITE WINE?
wine??hw i noe..i neh drink.

29. WHAT DID YOU DO FOR YOUR LAST BIRTHDAY?
was busy with hari raya!my bdae on hari raya.so busy collecting money and presents frm my aunts!


30. DO YOU CARRY A DONOR CARD?
my dad does.nah.. i wish too.but dad told me they will ask "Are u homo" I am one so i wun lah..i skared maybe tat person will be a homo too..


31. WHAT BOOK ARE YOU READING NOW?
love-hina comic vol8

32. FAVOURITE BOARD GAME?
monopoly!

33. FAVOURITE MAGAZINES?
haha..aniting!i read cleos too!

34. FAVOURITE SMELLS?
eee tengek!wahaha.. ok.. uh.. escada,cerruti image,versace,polo sport,ralph lauren,aniting..lah..

35. COMFORT FOOD?
carrot!

36. FAVOURITE SOUND?
is there such tings meh? but i find tat knd of sound when u go down ur hill in a fast speed and u turn n break,n ur wheel will lyk turn.screeh i tink.duno hw to say.haha..tats kewl


37. WORST FEELING IN THE WORLD?
lost in love,heart pain,being alone

38. WHAT IS THE FIRST THING YOU THINK OF WHEN
YOU WAKE UP IN THE MORNING?
wat tym is it?

39.FAVOURITE FAST FOOD PLACE?
long john,bk

41. FINISH THIS STATEMENT. "IF I HAD A LOT OF
MONEY...
uh.. i will build up an army..and we gonna go against the spore govt, i'll be ur new ruler and we gonna build the most sophisticated weapon and destroy USA.

43. DO YOU SLEEP WITH A STUFFED ANIMAL?
no..

44. STORMS, COOL OR SCARY?
sumwhre in between

47. FINISH THIS STATEMENT, "IF I HAD THE TIME, I
will uh..i duno

48. DO YOU EAT STEMS OF BROCOLLI?
yes!

49. IF YOU COULD DYE YOUR HAIR ANY COLOR, WHAT
WOULD YOU CHOOSE?
green!(kaypoh sia tat woman!)


50. WHAT IS UNDER YOUR BED?
toolbox,shoebox,sum stupid junks..

zaterdag, november 29, 2003

i'm just tooooo lazee to go out!!
why must go out?
just call them and can apologize from there what.
and all the kueh are all yuck
tats cz im sick of the same thing.
some gave some duno wat drink,
sour lah,sweet lah.
The most yuckiest drink i drank is corn flavoured!!
Y-U-C-K!!

And the most fucker-est(sori if i doesn't exist), thing is tat,
tt stupid non-dick father,
he will ask the house owner "got some calon means got some recommendatations to match-make?"
Lyk wtf ok?!!!
They praised me pretty n tt stupid non-dick want to interfere.
I will always scold him infront of dem "dun tok nonsence ok!"
I AM SO S-I-C-K OK!!!
if he duwan take care of me,
my sis hse is always open for me!
if he want marry,
go lah marry.
i no his dick itchy,
so old oradi still active,
want to marry summore
juz cz islam allows man to marry 4 wife.
he sd can amrry anudder 3.
why am i born into this stupid family.
i tell u if he marry anudder wife,
i will stay my sister hse,
n wun acknowledge him.
Nt cz he marry anudder one i jealous,
tats cz he is a stupid,non-dick,pervert person.
i go out frm d toilet,
he want to see.
and he always went up to me n sd "why u no breast?!!why so small?!!"
and ask wats my breast size.
does ur father talks lydat to their daughters?!!
f-u-c-k-e-r
tat shows he's eyeing on me.
i'm just afraid tat one day he will turn into a beast and rape me.
blardy idiot.
mad dog.

vrijdag, november 28, 2003

tis pix of mine is soooooo yuck yucks!face lyk pervert manx.sorri..its kinda blurry..

donderdag, november 27, 2003

i'm angry lah.argh!lyk want to beat that fucker up!dump her in the rubbish centre and her stupid best fren or maybe her secret lover.i want to beat her. i duno..i just hate her to see her face.wtf lah.

woensdag, november 26, 2003

i am very tired.agn.Haha. I wanna go to sleep agn.We did not go out cz lil bro is down wif fever.

hey..i noe abit of cheryl fox bio's. i am not a psycho ok.i was jus browsing for her pix to display for gorgeous woman voted.Yea.. she's 23 yrs old. she graduated frm KC!Wow!i've noticed,mostly pretty babes r from gerls skool! But i tink,KC is the best lah.Got alot of gd looking pple. She's frm a gerl skool! yayy!! -smirks- Orite..i shall stop dreaming. she rock climbing!! wow! cool! Hehe..she's reali pretty! u noe wat,i watch #newsasia cz i want to see her.Sumhow,cheryl fox is an influenced.Haha.. Ct n brin agrees she's pretty. See!!i told u.i say pretty means pretty.gorgeous mean real drop gorgeous lyk kristin kreuk! Ayumi is beautiful!Make up lerr...


HI

Hari raya,early morning,everytym sure kena scolded by mom.I min,my siblings. Tats cz,we very lazee to wake up to go to my maternal grandma hse!Must wake up 9am cz,my dad's aunties's,lives next blk.And we'll be late if they will come to tat hse n singgah our hse.

Reached the hse dere arnd noon.Uh..and den reached,i sat down.Duno lah. Skared.My tat uncle,quarrelled wif her wife.So loud summore.TT tym,only got my family.My tat maternal grandma,d hubby,my mom,mak su is d mediator. Den wat lah came out abt divorce.. wadde.I did not listen.i DUWAN to listen too!I was busy watching 'koi mil gaya'. The movie lyk wadde..The 1st indian sci-fi movie!Haha..budden,i very jealous hrithik std wif pretty zintha in tt movie.So long the movie duwan tell u all ah.Wats very funny is the alien, understands hindustani lang n can sing and dance. ????!!!! Haha... later on after 1pm,my cousins flooded the hse.They oso watch.

Oh i 4got to say.B4 i watch,i eat oreadi!!Yumyum!! But i lyk my paternal grandma cook nicer.THe sambal cuttlefish very hot i love it!So its delicious. Ok stop it.i'm hungree agn!!Not hungree..but drooling.Haha.. My tat pretty cousin,ida rina beryyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy chioooooooooooooooo!!!!!!!!!!!! Alamak smell so nice cannot stand.Pretty summore!! (Ryann's in love wif her) Haikx..if only i am a guy n is 25yrs old.Den i will jio her!!She's 27yrs old. N yes i love older girls!! PRETTTTTYYYYYYYY.Sms-ed ct n sd "eh my tt cousin pretty.lyk ayumi.omg,i lyk her!!" "wow!dun b crazee she's maybe not passive. u ah," ct replied.haha..why she so pretty one!!she smell nice,the more i love her!!Orite..its crush.NO!!cnt!tt my cuzzin.haiz..ltr if she marry,i sad lah!!haha.. tt woman 27 oso duwan to marry.Budden nvm.she pretty so its ok!

Uh summore wat ah.. oh the kids go n play in d rm,ima n i played the laptop together w nurul!Haha..d kids bery bad to nurul.She n i very gd. We tok2 n i entertain her.She dun speak to anyone.She's quiet.U noe wat,i get to win ehr heart.Not as in TT case.We tok2.haha..see ryann the frenly bung! She nex yr K2!! Acherli,wif d kids i'm ok one!Bcz i frenly. Speaking of tt,reminds me of tt young kid/toddler. Yest 24th nov,we went to my paternal hse ah.Tis 3 yr old kid,evrytym cry if she see her guardian(my aunt) out of her sight.She skared one.I was standing bsde her,suddenly she cried.CAPT ryann rescued her.She turned to me n spread her arms.Lyk want me to carry her.Hello..i duno her ok! Yah..i carried her..n tok2 to hr for awhile,n she simmered down.Never cry.after den,she cried agn wen i put hr down.She hugged my head so hard hw to breathe so must put hr down.Maybe she panic lah. Haha..i entertained her..she hapi2,den i leave her.OMG!lyk slut rite??entertain haf fun den got money leave?haha jk.Wow!!i'm gd wid kids!!I did not noe tt!

Sian worx... 1st tym we sat at my maternal grandma hse until 830pm.Usually, 3 or 4pm,we go out oradi.But today,evryone stayed!Except tt auntie who quarrelled wif my uncle n d 2 kids.Wait ah i remembered.I duno..sudenly my grandma kol the child.The eldest one.She sd "next tym ur mom quarrel du ninterfere.u lyk when ur mom marry new husband.." etc..den she cried! I skared lah so i go eat at anudder place.I skared i cry oso cz i see old pple cry very sad.haha.. lyk baby ah me??babies cry when dey see the other baby cries. sum sorta lah..we went to the shop!!HELLO!we tot the shop is near oni. Budden,must walk lyk so long?!!Pasir ris stupid izit duno to build more hse?!! My grandma lives duno whre lah..149 i tink or 148.DUno wat lah.. must walked until so far!!Go to 'dennis' .Ima sd "walk so far,shop so small!!" wahaha... hrms...hr ygr bro very cool lah.He's very soft.Lyk to mix wif gerls. He's not gay laj..he's jz the soft type.Boy play soccer,he dun lyk.He rather sing.Haha..cool!

etc2..my sister came wif her hubby at 8pm!!kewl. Btw,my aunties irritating play match making wif deir sons.Mostly tt family side gt around 5 or 6 guys whom are above 18.Dey kept bugging me "eh..u take my son lah.." another one "u take my son lah..he handsome rite" blabla n den one of dem sd "if u marry her son,u gt her jewellery..alot..car.." and my mak su oso join. wah shiok2 izit,ask me marry deir sons?? Every year summore u noe. Got ima lah..den tt auntie sd "duwan lah..she look fierce.." mak su "she very pretty,sweet n very soft cn.very eligible!" Wadde ok!!i want to run away man. Bug bug me.Budden dey jk lah.. but its lyk pressing me.I lesbian hw to marry?!! siaox.

Dey kept praising me pretty/beautiful/sweet-looking my head in the cloud oradi.Thank u ah.Be gerl pretty.if bung,handsome.Gd ah.interesting. Waha jk ah..tt one i myself sd one.Oh..bugged my mom to drive jia fu's (bro in law van!Not van lah..its the mercedez type one..haha.. She ah..fail one ah!! Go up kerb lah,she drive bery noisy.Lyk garbage truck.Wahaha..n the smoke BERY BLACK.Tt cz she stepped the accelerate n wat clutch too much. I tink so lah..the road black siax!! Waha..she testing at the carpark oni.Haha.. if she want bring us home,no way ok!!haha..she long tym neh drive.The 1st one to own driving license in her siblings n married.Waha.Eh..hr father,my grandpa, ool ah!Last tym my grandpa owned,volkwagen.N den opel.Wow! Last tym, ple got car considered rich.He changed over 4 cars at tt tym. WOW!!

aiyah..tired lah.so much to talk abt.Wed we go out agn.I LAZEE AH!!WANT TO SLEEP ONLY!! oh.love-hina comic!i shall read it later.

I want to buy a bike ok!I cnt live w/o bike.after hari raya,i go slpovr sis hse. She must slp wif me.DUwan slp alone.Skared lah..no internet?!!DIE AH!!! Net so slow one.If i want go cycling i duno d way!I only noe hw to cycle frm choa chukang north 5 to kranji war memorial! If her previous hse at queenstowm gd!cn cycle to borders dere!Den come back.My bike nice so nvm can show off!!sad lah nw cz of some reasons..orite taa

dinsdag, november 25, 2003


BLUE



You give your love and friendship unconditionaly. You enjoy long, thoughtful conversations rich in philosophy and spirituality. You are very loyal and intuitive.




Find out your color at Quiz Me!



BLUE


You give your love and friendship unconditionaly. You enjoy long, thoughtful conversations rich in philosophy and spirituality. You are very loyal and intuitive.




Find out your color at Quiz Me!


imagine ur father duno when is ur bdae.
he tot 24th is my bdae. Haikx nvm.
Atleast my aunties made me happi n my SISTER!!! I LOVE HER!
My aunties all give me money lah sia as bdae present.
My sister bought me love-hina comics vol 7 n 8.
And she gave me some money too!

I wonder what my parents will give me.
Haikx.dun care dun care lah.dey duno give present.
i dun ask for much.no present atlst wish cn lah.
Budden tot 24 my bdae!my uncle noes 25th my bdae.
Oh i shdnt brag.Im happi i got my comics!

Ct wants to buy me vol9 as bdae present!KEWL!!
Waha.. hapi2! Oh god,over $7 present i'm sooo hapi oradi.
I told u i dun mind cheap stuff.2ocent one oso can!haha.
Haha..i din noe tat my frens,harry,masd all wld rem by bdae!
Haha.. lolz. Dey gr8 frens.
Hari raya!No nid to fast anymore!

SELAMAT HARI RAYA TO THE MUSLIMS!!!! YAYY!! And maaf zahir batin jika saya terkasar bahase,termarah ke,and mintak halalkan makan dan minum!!

zaterdag, november 22, 2003

I dun fl gr8. I feel so cold.I'm goin to be sick! Oh wat gr8.Evry yr on my bdae is lyk dat.A gift from god.Oh well,hari raya is my bdae!I'm looking forward on the hari raya tingy.Got money.Not my bdae.It sux since 2 yrs ago.And the following year also.Tat mins,on tat day i'm goin to my maternal ah ma hse at pasir ris!! WAT WRETCH PLACE!!! I h8 to go dere since 2 yrs ago. I am over it 100%.Budden,i h8 evryting... Cruelty! I'm not angry but its lyk very hard to forgive tat person. I duno. Its lyk,cannot pick on other days. Of all the days in the year.

I'm bored. I'm listening to savage garden-hold me. Tis morning,i watched mtv. The taped one.Long tym oradi.GOt savage garden,jz nw at tamp popular too,dey played tat song 'i knew i loved u' Oh yeah,i bought my love-hina comic vol 6! Atleast i have sumting to do other den rottin. Im gona wake up early later.I wanna play red alert!! Ok gtg.bye

donderdag, november 20, 2003

Ohayou! God gracious. Oh nvm. -burps- Tym to crap for a while "Good morning.Im ryann de souza and ure on channel newsasia". Wahaha...de souza sey!Wee wit. Nah.. U noe wat.. After sahur,i will wait until 6am,got the sclub7 encore. Rachel is gorgeous.Last tym,when i make frens, and dey told me deir name is rachel,i will bet dey gorgeous!True enarf.Lolz.But uh.. some are not. -clears her throat- This channel newsasia sux larhx!Acherli i wanted to watch tat pretty cheryl fox! Doushite she's not dere??Demo since last week takde.Hmp!!Today,i will watch channelnewsasia. Hoping to catch a glimpse of her! hehx!

I just read khai's blog! haha got bart simpson.Luckily neh choose tat. Headache lah.She writes queen lah princess lah. Her codeword!If me i want put, my queen,my concubines!!Wow!!

To that cute "bung" a.k.a birdie,u action ah neh kol me!! Samsiah miss u!!Bang..samsiah nak kenal2 boleh?

I'm still thinking abt buying tat 'hw to draw manga' bk!Watakushi hontou want to draw manga!! I love their hairs and bodies. If anyone want buy one for my bdae and need a lil bit of chippings, i can help! Yare yare, watakushi can just zutto on.Haha.. (tak tau malu peh pompan!) Shimata!U noe the drawing i helped my sister? Guessed wat,she got 1st!Its a competition! Wow! Tat mins dey also love my work!! Sugoi!Its class ones lah.So she got 1st among her classmates! I helped her to colour! GOt toning of coz lah! Yoshe,owari

woensdag, november 19, 2003

Helo!
Alright..my hair is still wet!Haven dry.Woke up at 3.40pm.Mom woke me. She went "Mai!!alamak u pig wake up!!!Why my dotter lyk dis?!!". She shouted my name,my heart almost stopped beating.I straight away woke up.Can still feel my heart want to drop lydat.WARGH!I hate morning kols to be lydat. Boo... so sad.(ryann sad cz she omoz died frm heart shocking)Not heart attack. Choy!I dun haf heart attack.

hmp...lets see wat i just did. I just bathe,wore berms n t-shirt!i want buy s******* haha...codeword!Maybe girls will noe wat ah.Haha..nvm..ltr after hari raya.Haiyah...today wat day? Wednesday.Wat date? 19nov.Woohoo! Later hari raya!Got marnee!I tot of buying that 'how to draw manga' book. But its $43.50 or $43.15.Cnt remember.I remembered it $43 n few cents. If i buy that book,i can draw manga cartoons!If i draw bery nice,i can make a story! When i make a story,i can bind dem as a book!Sory lah,i duno any publishing factories to serialize my comic.Wow!After i bind dem,not bind my tat one,i can keep dem!Read dem! Larf at them!It will be interesting rite? Not rite?Tui mah? Tui pu tui??!! Nvm.I noe it will be interesting!WHen i grow up, i can make dem into comics..serialise dem..n sell!! Tat way i make money!! marnee!! (ryann larfs lyk lydia lum)

wait ah..i on the bass.Alright now can rock. -sings he's everything u want.he's everything u need.he's everything inside of u that u wish u could be.he said all the right things at the right time and he means nothing to u and i duno why-
Haiyoh..why im singing tis kind of songs?? -ryann sings the line agn- Its not lyk im in love or lyk someone. Haiyah..nvm..some of my frens sad2 lyk sumone.I also must kaypoh n pretend2.Haha.. jk. Ash!u can do it!Dun give up hope.U'll find a gf one day!!!I have support in u.U dunid support me.I'm single not available.I'll turn dem down n give u ok?? -headbangs- Oh god..i suddenly feel sad. Siao lah... I love vertical horizon when their first hits came out! Its he's everything u want.and den, you're god and best i ever had.

I wonder why i kept dreaming about food whenever i fall asleep??I noe god is testing me.He noes i love food so much. Argh!N just now i dreamt abt *toot* and den *toot* n i duno at where.and den *beep* oso got.*beep* tat tym slpng.oh i remembr!We in my bedroom.Dun tink too far.Not sex ok! And den yah..i stop dere. Yuck man!Yucks! Why i have nonsence dreams all these days?? Pls lemme dream about christina aguilera or ayumi or kristin kreuk lehx. Haha...

Hot lah... Just now it rained! Whee!i want go buy sunglasses ah and my rewetting eye drops.Its rewetting not eye mo or optrex! Haha.. sumtyms i fl lyk my eyes is dry and i kept blinking to see tings.If i wash my eyes wif water, my eyes will hurt n turn red!Aiyah..must buy dat one.Must use it b4 slp. Oh especiall ltr hari raya,i walk2 den got dust enter!I sure will go around cursing! haha.. jk2 ah.But 4 tube is lyk $1.75. The tube small oni. Haiyah..i wear tat lyk as if im wearing contact lense!Haha...dat fana pendek,tat tym was singing national anthem.I kept blinking my eyes n i whispered to her "my eyes pain lah!" den she sd "contact lense??" I have gd eyesight.Thanks to my carrots and veggies.Haha lolz. Oh speaking of contact lense,boy wears tat.Tay tym i want give her my history bk.The colour dun suit her.She wear lyk.. grey lydat? I neh take a closer look cz i had to rush home.She wore a snowcap,and hip hop wearing n she brought her sk8brd! Wear nice2 for wat? Haha.. nvm.. vanity purposes. Tapi aku lagi better lah walaupun de kai cam gitu.haha.. jk. Alright enarf of my boring entry.. tata....

dinsdag, november 18, 2003

NOVEMBER: Has a lot of ideas. Difficult to fathom. Thinks forward.
Unique and brilliant. Extraordinary ideas. Sharp thinking. Fine and strong. Secretive. Inquisitive. Knows how to dig secrets. Always thinking. Less talkative but amiable. Brave and generous. Patient. Stubborn and hard-hearted. If there is a will, there is a way. Determined. Never give up. Hardly becomes angry unless provoked. Loves to be alone. Thinks differently from others. Sharp-minded. Motivates oneself. Does not appreciates praises. High-spirited. Well-built and tough. Deep love and emotions. Romantic. Uncertain in relationships. Homely. Hardworking.High abilities. Trustworthy. Honest and keeps secrets. Not able to control emotions. Unpredictable.
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I'm so bored... i miss birdie!! Later,after hari raya,i want bring birdie watch looney tunes n elf!!Very kewl!Birdie pei wo kan elf... ke yi mah? =) Went thru my haloscan. Alamak ian,he wrote comments on the wrong entry. Haikx. Nvm.. comments shd be written on evry recent of the new entry if u want to. Not the previous ones.I wun check it the previous ones. Haha..

Alright.. hmp.. tat britney n madonna song is always playing on the radio. Hen sian lehx.. Argh!Futhermore,i find that the song reali sux.100% sux. Wadde.. 'hey britney..' Yucks!Sori guys to those who loves tat song.I dun lyk britney.She dun have a beautiful voice.I want a voice lyk Christina Aguilera. When she lyk..u noe must scream duwan wat lah u kol it.. when she have to pull her voice,its so wow!Reali.. i love i turn to u!I love christina evry mtv! Her mtv is sooper kewl!The fighter one!She lyk sum kind of beast wif the long black tingy!Haha.. and tat part her hair rocks.Looks layk as if she shaved the sides.Her i turn to u rocks!wow!Omg.. and her 'cmon over'.I wish that i'm the guy who danced wif her!Wow!! Britney song is irritating.. esp tat 'i'm a slave for..blabla..im not trying to hide it'.Tat mtv lyk bitchy manx.Even thou Christine looks lyk one,i admire the voice.Her style too.Althou some sd tat she's rude,but hello,evryone have their rudeness side.Rite?The 1st mtv genie in the bottle,she got style oradi.Not lyk innocent.i love tat kind of girls! Britney tat sometimes cute only and looks innocent.Now her mtv slave for u,go lah n see. I lyk christina!! How i wish i have a voice lyk her!Den i can sing!! My voice lyk cartoon only.Dun lyk! haha..

Alright..i want go play neopets!My ygr siblings influenced me to play!I'm a new comer!yayy!Tat stupid pet of mine,give toys,asked me buy more toys.Give toothbrush soap,ask me buy more.And i give food,evrytym eat. Siao.Not full one.Haha.. lyk me.OK!tata

~i say all the right things.at exactly the right time.but i mean nothing to u and i don't know why~

Im singing! follow me and evrything is alright!!

wahaha! im so glad now.I've managed to get the haloscan rite! Sum html probs. Waha.. whose the man?!!! I AM I AM!! ALL HAIL RYANN! The city of ryanngrad. Haha.. duncha lyk the pop up guys?? Haha...

Yayyy!my new blog is now officially declared open!! -ryann cut ribbon-

Alright. Tis one i write in malay.
Tadi aku gi sembahyang terawih wif mak aku.penat siak 20rakaat.Si imam tu bacer Quran.Kaki aku berdengek.Mcm nak patah.Haha.. tapi best lah sembahyang.Skali-skale buat ibadah baik tym puasa.Aku ni siang mlm maki hamon.So ramadhan kene baik sket.Haha..abeh kene sembahyang withir,abeh yg last rakaat kene ade doa qunut.Aku almost sujud lepas rukuk. Nasib aku tak sujud sials.Kalau tak org angkat doa qunut,aku sujud.Mampos sials. Malu giler peh!If betol2 terjadi,aku betol2 tros sujod sampai org balik.Tanak tahiyat akhir dgn dorang. Mak aku nampak.Wahaha... alah..nak gi terawih lah.But mak aku maybe tmr menses. Alah..tanak gi sorang2.Takot...

Haha..sori abt tat for those non-malay.haha... I'm having a bad day. In the morning kena scolded by parents.Wtf. I want to eat oso cannot. I ate abit oni. Then afternoon wake up,tummy pain.Mom cooked fried chicken for sahur. But stupid dad go take my chicken!She cooked fish n chicken!Chicken is for me bcz i dun eat fish.Fish sucks.Stupid man take mine!Mom oso want the chicken. Haikx.If she take the chicken,i dun mind. Mom cooked one piece of chicken cz its only for me!The rest eat fish.I ate half of the chicken.I want the other half den dad took it! I want to scold him! Den just now,break fast also quarrelled wif him.Hello!Wat my ygr bro is saying is the fact.Dick took the spoon n scooped it in the jug.After drinking from the spoon,he put it back in. Not hygienic rite?!! My younger brother sd to him "unhygieneic" ANd he got scolded.He yelled "Im ur father!!I dun eat pork or wat!Why cannot?!!" Wtf ok. He sd islam promotes us to share.If share one jug,more drink from the jug, got saliva.I think,wat it means is lyk the jug,den u share by pouring it in each mug!Rite?if share lydat,might as well drink each other saliva! Yuck!After he put back the spoon, i neh drink the water.Yucks!Dun lyk lah.. lyk hygienic. I'm not really used to sharing last tym.Last tym i can't share cz too hygienic. Now can lah..bt not to evryone.

And wat fucks more is my sim card is blocked!Stupid ygr bro want to on my hp. ANyhw pressed pin code.Nw block.Bodoh nak mampos.Do wrong oradi duwan to admite!I hate pple lydat!

Wow!Gayboy is onlyne!gayboy handsome lah. His brother,is pretty!wow!Told him to buy me comic for my bdae.Wahaha.. so hapi.gtg b4 dick returns.bye.

maandag, november 17, 2003

Argh blardee fuck! I can't egt the haloscan rite?!Oh my god!Ryann,an easy task u cnt do?!!But that's wat the instruction sd wat.Paste n den Yah!Fuck fuck. I duwan to hav a tagbox.Cz i want my layout to be clean.Tats why the navigation is the scrolling button.I want a simple layout.Tats why the layout lyk so plain.But i love it!Cute! Arghhhhhhh!!! -sumday i'll soar!!cz im bigger den my body!- If im bigger den my body,i'll fucking crash tis stupid comp. Shit lah.Wat manual publishing tools?!! Duno lah..heck care. No mood to design.
When i feel lyk doin the layout,i'll put some of my bio n sum details below the navigation.I reali got not mood to do manx. Stupid angelfire fucks manx. Fucking fucks.Fuck is angelfire!

Alright.gtg n eat.Bye

zondag, november 16, 2003

Life reali sux.
I duno how to pour it out how.
It could be my loss.
Not a loss maybe.
But then when i think about the memories,
its so beatiful.
Those rushing feelings.
And we dread going home.
Ended up getting scolded by parents.
The sentosa.
Where we stayed near the bridge dere.
Looking at the fishes.
Got so excited when we saw a big turtle.
And she wanted to buy more tortoise.
Madness.
Those after school dates.
The late night calls.
Those sms-es
I will wake up even thou when my hp beeps
to reply those sms-es.
Calls until 5.30am.
And i end up sleeping in class all the tym.
Yet managed to top the class.
How on earth i did that.
Those morning breakfast.
Sleeping with her for the night.
City hall incident.
haikx.

vrijdag, november 14, 2003

oh god!! oh god!! oh god! -catches her breast breath-
i was sooooooo terrified ok! I duno how cum tis program is in my comp. i clicked on it.N it asked "Wats ur name!" so i put "mai". Den.. suddenly,it automatically launched notepad! it wrote "hello mai.i'm a restless soul from the other realm.i'm here just to have some fun.Ur pc is haunted ur pc is hautned!" it kept typing on its own 'ur pc is haunted'. I was so petrified.I tot my comp kena virus.I quickly close the prog.But still got 'ur pc is haunted'. I almost died cz i duno wat to do if the comp breakdown!Thankgod the program stopped.Before it stopped,the cd-rom tingy came out.Ejected by itself. Kaoz! Reali haunted manx! Siao! Oh god.I want to make such program lah.So can scare my frens.It will write "i'll cum after u..i'll cum after u!" Haha... den automatially their comp will reboot.Kewl.But nah.. evil manx.Its no joke man i tell u.

Aight...i'm searching for my new layout.Sucks.Oh god angelfire reali fucked up i tell u.And the envy.nu reali dun werk.I reali envy the webmaster neh do job. I upload the pix still not dere.N my stupid mother noisy lah.Cheebye!My prob ah. Tmr no skl i can play wat.Kanasai dat one.

My morning slp was intruded by my stupid mei.I was slpng..mind u i was awake for the whole nite helping her to colour her art ok! Her art,i do.GOt exhibited pple tink she do.Wtf ok!My art,oh god.Dat suzanna lee stingy cheebye. Pple draw her face put a big mole sure she'll give full marks.Shit ok! ok get back.She woke me up n she asked me to help her color the backgrnd too! Hello! its not mine ok!N why shd i sarifice my slp! So i dragged myslf.I screamed wen i saw wat she did to all my colourings.I used the watercolor pencils.I toned it ok!Oh god..im capable of toning wif watercolor pencils only. I color-ed den i brushed abit of water to have the watercolor effect.DAt woman go n put summore water.N it looks so watery.I felt lyk screaming at her "U MIGHT AS WELL POUR THE WHOLE BOWL OF WATER LAH!!CHEEBYE!" Stupid fool.Or maybe she shd have wet it n rinse the the paper. Stupid. I told u if i am a bad sister,i will just walkaway n heck care abt her art.DAts cz i coloured it so hard she made my lydat?!! She sd see frm far nice.Wat for see frm far nice!Pple want see near n far must nice.Monkey dat one! Now she's scolding me.UNGRATEFOOL!! Argh! Bcz of her dat tym,jijie,bro in law,me,mei n titi went to batam!DUno lah go dere for wat.Want make donation cz d pple dere so poor ting.GIve me better.Haikx..nvm..but atleast i learnt how dey live. Deir toilet bowl no flusher u noe!Just lyk hole can liao! Den no door! Hello!!! And the toilet no lights!SO dark larhx!Dats the mosque toilet.Not develop. Deir mosque no standard lyk s'pore.All 2 or 3 stories toilet all nice2.DAt toilet oh god manx.Yah..got back frm batam n dat stupid ygr sis asked me to do her art.She's crying asked me to help her.Jiejie refused to help her cz wen jie slpy,dun ask her aniting.SHe'll yell at u.Kena scolded.WEnt to batam 10am,reached home 10pm.So tiring!Summore dat nite we slpt jie's hse! Choa chu kang so far go WTC.I pity my ygr sis so i stayed up until 4am to help her wif her art.Bcz of dat wretch mei mei,i missed skl.I overslept!And den the afternoon we quarrelled.She got mad and yelled "U NOT MY SISTER!!" Kanina i so mad wanna throw her out of the window!How dare she scolded me until lydat?!!N den..my older sis is the judge.I so sad i cried dere.SO sad lah if ur ygr sis scolded u until lydat n u sacrificed ur slp jz to help her n bcz of tat missed skl. Cheebye! I duwan help her anymore ah!

How dare she read my hp sms?!!! Dat woman reali must slap her.Teach her lesson.Hand itchy long tym neh slap her.Stupid mother oso.Evrytym defend her.Just now dat mei helped make drinks.Mom went saying "See!ur ygr sis jsut got back frm skl,helped me wif the drinks.U!Whole day at home neh help me!" I stayed cool n say back "ya lah..she just make drinks only want tell the whole world.I evrynite clean the kitchen for u.Wipe table,sweep the floor wash dishes u neh praise me.She just make drinks want make it big??" Den she kept quiet.I neh mean to be rude.Dat stupid mother,my ygr sis helped her abit,want praise.I owaes do the chores n one tym neh do,she wanna scold me lyk as if i kill her chicken lydat! Mad ah dat one

orite..byebye..i slpy..want slp... tata