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ahhhhh

vrijdag, december 31, 2004

Your love is the sweetest thing...

Hey guys!
Its 1240am.
Lala..i'm munching on my 'ruffles'.
And my tongue now feels so pain.
Too much salt la from the potato chips.
=(

I just finished,
  • wash dishes

  • clean the grease from the stove

  • Mop the kitchen floor

  • scrub the toilet's hand basin


  • Haha..too 'chore'-holic today.
    That is because i'm sufferinf from ,
    A terminal disease,
    Its called 'Saedah's withdrawal syndrome'.
    It can cause extreme uncontrollable chore-holic,
    excessive sleeping & eating.
    =)
    imissyougirl.
    Aww...

    Did some financial planning.
    LOLS!
    Sorry la,
    Now must plan what to buy,
    So i won't be broke when it is the middle of the month.
    Hah.
    Bought 2 sport bras!!
    WOOO.
    wth.
    Sorry..i just love the color la.
    Purple and black!
    I wanted purple and red.
    Hot red.
    But don't have.
    ARGH!
    Got it for $29 each,
    Bahh...from insider,sister's friend works in Nike.
    Way too much discount la.
    And, shall go for a haircut next month,
    Buy some long sleeve shirt.
    I wanna a green shirt AGAIN!!
    Sorry i love green alort!

    Ooh..
    You know what?
    I just bathe at 1130pm just now.
    From morning never bathe.
    Lol..too lazy can.
    Well..i don't smell what.
    Haha.
    Stop that disgusting look and thoughts ok!
    Haha.
    Went to the clinic just now,
    Because the baby did not pass motion for 5days.
    So maybe just went to the doctor to check on her.
    Lol..the doctor insert this medicine thingy,
    Its a tube la,
    And it got this LONG thingy,
    He push it into her anus,
    And pressed it la to ooze out the medicine.
    Hooohooo...
    Just as we left the room,
    The baby shit liao!
    Foul smelling.
    YUCKS.
    After she shit,
    FINALLY SHE WENT TO SLEEP!
    From morning never sleep.
    Haha.
    Maybe shit liao,
    And the feel so 'oohh god!my tummy feel at ease now.ha'
    mujarrab eh obat tu!wah lepak sials!power dok..korang nak kene cocok jubo kalo takle berak??

    OH MY GOD!!!
    CARRIE CHONG IS GOIN TO PLAY u2-VERTIGO!!!!!!!!!!!
    OH MY GOD!!!
    LOLS.
    Sorry la i love u2 since young.
    Ahh...especially their 'sweetest thing','elevation','stuck in a moment' 'beautiful day'.
    Lols...
    Sings:ITS A BEAUTIFUL DAY!!DONT LET IT GET AWAY!!!

    Haha.
    Ok..
    I'm hungry.
    I don't know le.
    I don't want to eat.
    I mean,
    Its like,
    I just want to eat but not hungry.
    Cook fried noodle again?
    Siao ah at this hour cook?
    Maybe fry egg la.
    Lol..by the way,
    I am so happy because i cooked today.
    All by myself.
    What the hell sia this Ryann,
    Cook also excited.
    Sorry la,
    I don't cook at home,
    But i cook at here.
    Very delicious because its spicy!!
    And i put too much ingredients!
    FIshball,fishcake,beef,hotdog,egg,veggies,chopped chillies and prawns!

    WOOOOO..u2 song!!!
    UNO DOS TRES....CAPO!
    Wth.
    Oh,
    Work was great.
    Haha..easy to handle la.
    I make the baby to sleep,
    I also slept!
    Wahaha... she is so adorable!

    I don't want to sleep,
    Want play game,
    This room so comfy,
    I'm sitting on this comfy chair and air con.
    Ahhh..and blasting this vertigo song.

    Shall go running 4km later in the morning.
    2days never go running.
    Fat!
    Bahh.

    Bye guys~!

    donderdag, december 30, 2004

    When u say nothing at all....

    I just played this dumb game 'sin'.
    The reason i call it dumb,
    Cause i'm the dimwit.
    I still prefer DOOM.
    I don't understand how to play this 'sin' game.
    Ahh..one day,i shall buy DOOM III.
    Its 5am,
    Just put down the phone with her an hour ago.
    Oh,later i'm gonna babysit le.
    TRAINING!!
    URGH.
    The baby wakes up at 8am,
    And doesm't sleep until 10pm at night.
    All she does is just,
    U make her sleep for an hour,
    She sleeps for only 10mins.
    :(

    I am bored bored bored.
    *yawns*

    Went to 711 with elder sis just now.
    Spent a total of $15.75.
    Bought,
  • 1bar of 'Dove' Choc

  • 1bar of 'Time Out' Choc

  • A box of 'Kinder bueno' choc which contains 3 bars

  • A heeeuge packet of 'Ruffles' Snack

  • A packet of nuts from 'Tong Garden

  • 2cans of 'Nescafe'

  • 1big bottle of 'Seasons-Ice Lemon Tea


  • Wanted to treat Sis,
    I only bought Dove,Time out,a can of nescafe and ruffles for myself.
    The rest are hers.
    But she chipped in like $10??
    Lol.
    Everytime i want to treat her,
    She says 'ok',
    And then when bill comes,she will pay.
    =(
    Wanted to treat her ice-cream at 'swensen',
    She said ok and then she forgot about it.
    Nevermind la..La dee dum,
    I love staying here,
    I can just throw my money around the house,
    And if i lose my money,
    There is always the bank!
    What the hell.
    -exaggeration-
    *evil larf*

    I want to eat my 'ruffles'.
    Nono..I want to go delifrance!
    Is delifrance open at this hour??

    Nevermind,
    Should go to sleep.
    Need ta wake up before 11am.
    Work at 11am-3pm?
    And just sit at home,
    Can watch Tv,use the phone,
    Sleep in bwtween & etc.
    Take care of that naughty kid.
    Waha.. how easy ah my job?
    Teehee...

    //*Being with you is like taking a ride to heaven
    Wahaha..what the hell is that quote?
    Nevermind..i made it.I LOOOIKE!!

    dinsdag, december 28, 2004

    Cmon cmon..do the loccomotion with me...

    Hey guys..its 0221hours.

    OH FUCK!!
    I'm suffering from sunburn!!
    BOOHOO.
    That explains why i hate the sun.
    WHY?
  • I love bein fair as a pork.

  • I'll develop rashes if i have too much sunlight.

  • I have sensitive eyes.That is why i put on shades.

  • I get burnt easily by the sun.

  • I'll sweat(duh) and my wax and sweat will be mixed together.
    I have to wipe them all the time.
    That is why i carry tissue.


  • ARGH!!

    Some of my friends still 'unemployed'.
    Lols..cmon guys!!
    WORK WORK!!
    Cmon..lets feed the govt some money!!
    Tax payer income!!
    Wth.. CPF right??
    But..how old ah then got CPF??
    Oh don't care.
    Me?
    I'm still unemployed!
    Oh don't worry,
    I'll be working next month.
    As a nanny!
    Bahaha..gonna take care of sis's baby.
    Oh i so love babies and kids.
    Sorry la..i'm more to people lover,
    Than to animals.
    I don't get excited over stray cats/cats and all.
    Neitehr do i touch them.
    Sorry la..i just don't really like them la.
    Ok la..but i love ducks and rabbits!
    Hehe..

    I've completed my 2nd set of jigsaw puzzle.
    Left another 3 more set.
    Ahah.. 2k pieces of puzzle fixed.
    But minus 2 piece.
    Coz they're missing.
    Swoosh!

    Ok..wanna watch some vcd la.. or dvd.

    Should i sleep outside or sleep in this aircon room?
    Sheesh.

    My damn hotmail account,
    Been trying to delete stupid mails.
    But its not working.
    Argh!
    Shall block incoming messages.
    Actually hotmail is to log in to msn one.
    My yahoo one then is important.
    HAHA.

    I'm going to set fire to that bloody *creep,
    Who maligned me!
    JUST U WAIT!
    I know la u jealous of me.
    Ahh..too bad i'm attached la,
    Or i shall be a bitch and steal your that girl from u.
    AHHH!!
    Try me.
    *bitchy look*

    I wanna get shania twain's greatest hits album la.
    I love her alot.
    I mean her and her songs.
    Even though she's aging,
    She's still hot.
    Like kylie minogue.

    Bon nuit~!

    maandag, december 27, 2004

    Soak with love all my thoughts of you...

    Hey guys!
    I'm finally like writing.
    Better make it a snappy one.
    Goin out wif sis for breakfast,bank and the clininc.
    Yeayea..im down with 'extreme' rashes,
    For swimming in some stupid cheapo swimming pool,
    Where u have to pay $0.80.
    No wonder i develop rashes.
    An irony why i always develop rashes if i go swimming.
    Bahhh...

    Ok..so i'm gonna write in point forms.

    Those are my 6days daily dumb encounter.
  • Monday

  • Supposed to meet nora at 9am for swimming.
    Woke up late..Instead went at 11am.
    Nora obsessed with sun-tanning.
    Me being the busybody,
    Also put on the sun tan lotion.
    Haha..

  • Tuesday

  • Nothing happen..Met saedah!
    Bought puzzle. 3 for $10

  • Wednesday

  • Swimming again... can see the tan line.
    Stay awake at night again,do puzzle.

  • Thursday

  • Angry at Saedah.
    Damn angry cannot sleep the whole night.
    Did puzzle until 720am.
    THen went running at the infront stadium.
    Ran 10 rounds=4km.
    Ran 8 rounds, brisk walk 2 rounds.
    Felt so happy when i had freed my mind.
    Went swimming agn.
    As again,did puzzle

  • Friday

  • Went swimming.
    AFter swimming hang my swimming suit near the pole there thingy.
    Forgot about my underwear still 'intact' wif the swimming suit.
    Hold the swimming suit and i see the my underwear,
    Is slipping off.
    Managed to grab the underwear,
    ANd my swimming suit 'parachute-ed' down the 13th storey.
    'Anticipate' the moment.
    HAHA.
    Gasped.shocked.
    It landed on the 11th storey's pole.
    Went knocking at the owner's door to ask for it back.
    Told the man "my swimming suit stuck at ur pole.."
    He stood there watching me.
    I was lyk "OMG MY SWIMMING SUIT!!GET IT FOR ME!!U TINK THAT WAS STANTA's GIFT AH??"
    THe wife took for me.
    Walked to the yew tee mrt.
    Took a train to CCK.
    A station away.
    TO buy my calamine lotion.
    So,
    bought the standard ticket.
    PRessed yew tee.
    THen my plastic bag hit the screen,
    And when i put $1.80 which is the amount,
    It still wrote $2.60.
    I was shocked.
    IT showed 'Raffles place'
    Second time still the same,
    Wrote 'Eunos'.
    Wanted to kick the damn machine.
    Long queue behind me.
    EMbarassing.
    THey might think i'm some china woman stuck in spore.
    Ok.
    Did not look at the sign route of the mrt.
    I always have to check the route.
    Instead,took the wrong mrt.
    Sat down,
    and it went "next stop,bt gombak"
    My eyes kinda popped out.
    TOo late.Doors closed.
    Suffered 15mins of ass-testing journey.

  • Saturday

  • Went to japenese restaurant with sis and elder bro.
    THey recommended me this dish "unagi" something.
    Asked bro,what is that.
    He said eel.
    Sis said its some catfish.
    Since brother is well known for his lies,
    went ahead with that 'unagi'.
    Ate happily.
    But local cuising still is the best la.
    After eating,
    SIs asked
    "how you find the food?"
    Being the humble one,
    "quite ok la..but i love that fish"
    SIs,"which fish?"
    me,"the meal one..the unagi"
    She laughed out aloud at me.
    She said "Do u wanna know what it is or not?"
    I was like "oh no nono...eel?!!"
    SHe went "eel!!HAHAHAHAHAHA"
    I wanted to puke.
    I can imagine the eel swimming inside my tummy.
    Sickening.
    But nah,its nice la actually.
    But eew...i ate an eel?!!!
    Ok ok..

    K gtg now lovely peeps!




    zaterdag, december 18, 2004

    Do u think you're beautiful...

    Ahh...Hello people!
    Did ya miss me?? LOLS.
    Hmph lemme say a few words to that 'RTCW' who tagged me.
    *AHEM*

    Well Mr/Ms RTCW,
    I think our age-gap is far different.
    According to how u tagged,
    SO CHILDISHHHHH MANSSSSSS....
    KANINA.... CHAO CHEEBYE
    *woohoo*
    (im sorri la im over the moon over yest!)
    Ok get serious ryann.
    Well,
    Excuse me God is so generous to give me a pair of eyes.
    So kindly,
    If u wished to tag again please type in lower caps.
    Not lyke 'FUCK U GET OFF MY FUCKING BLOG U BLARDY PIG!!!'.
    It should be lyk 'Thank u RTCW for getting off my blog.I so appreciate it'.
    Look,
    Whose the one being a pathetic loser here?
    It is my blog and i write whatever i want.
    If u don't like it,
    Simply move the cursor to the top right and click the X button.
    Its that simple right?
    Should i type in UPPER CASE?!!!!
    I should get a life???
    Hello,im leading my own life by bragging,whining and blogging in here.
    My own free blog.
    You're the one who should get a life here,
    Rather than tagging in my or others blog,
    ABout your views or watsoever shit.
    I know you're being democratic/
    But please, state your views/opinions somewhere else yea?
    Oh,i won't diss infront of nora's gf.
    I'm a nice person,
    i don't want to hurt the little petite 13 year old gal's heart.
    Ahh..anyway it is a waste of time talking to you Mr/Ms RTCW.
    If you wished to tag again,
    Please drop your name yeay.
    I don't want to argue with u,
    Cz i rather be masturbating than to argue with u.
    BAHAHAHAHA.
    Please be nice yea?
    Or Mr santa won't give u a present for XMAS.
    ---------------------------------

    Oh i'm bored.
    Napped @ 1530 and woke up an hour later.
    Why the hell i napped so fast???
    I thought I might prolly woke up at 1800hours,
    Cz its always been like that.
    So chilled in my room.
    With the fan directly oscillating at me,
    Listening to my discman.
    It wrote there mp3 but i don't get it man.
    Day-dreamed,smiled.
    Day-dreamed-smiled.
    Ponder.
    Haha.
    My waist is aching manx!!
    ARGH.
    But its all for a good cause.
    WTH??
    Haha.

    I better chow now.
    Where is my Sister??
    She ought to bring me sushi!!

    Hey beautiful,
    I miss you today.
    All the time,
    Every hour,every minute,every second of the day.
    I miss the way our lips used to touch,
    ANd our toungue intertwine.
    Ahhh...
    Lets just say,
    I love you ok!!!!

    dinsdag, december 14, 2004

    I'm in a place called vertigo...

    Ahh..its 1534hours!
    Just woke up 30mins ago.
    I'm hungry
    Don't worry..i bathe liaos.

    Cz yesterday night,
    Too lazy to have my shower.
    So..this morning,woke up at 0620hours to bathe!
    The water so damn cold bah.

    WOW!!
    This woman of intergrity is onlyne.
    She's in KL in some cybercafe!
    Haha.

    Oko so back to it,
    Messaged Rene.
    As usual,talk crap.
    My eyes wanna shut but my mind don't want to shut down.
    After alot of deciding,
    We met up for breakfast.
    That woman good lor..she's early.
    Sorry la..informed your wrong timing.
    Wahaha..I said 840,
    but she 830 reached liao.
    Gey-siao.
    haha.. Me?
    9am.I thought 820 i still at home,
    So i think she wait for me at her home.
    Baha..sori la...
    Breakfast at BK,
    And sent her to her school.
    1015am reached home!
    Take out my lenses,
    Went back to sleep.
    Haha.

    You know what???
    I DREAMT something sooooooooo nice le!
    WOW!!!
    Don't want wake up!!!
    I dreamt I was dating this ang moh girl.
    Damn chio!
    But the truth is,
    I don't know who is the girl bah.
    Maybe I know!
    But??
    Hehe..
    I dreamt i sent her to school,
    We board the MRT.
    And the MRT line so nice like that.
    Like sky train!
    Yaya..so much of the MRT.

    (The girl corrected me)
    Me:haha..i don't mind having u a beauty to be my tutor.
    She:Hahaha (And she held my hand!)

    Wow..liao i can feel as if we're holding hand!
    So shiok le..
    But..siao ah..
    I don't know any ang moh gals.
    Haha.

    Nvm..Nice dream.
    Maybe in the future??
    Ahh..

    *//You're the one i wanna chase.
    You're the hand i wanna hold.

    maandag, december 13, 2004

    Cause everybody out to love...

    Ohh baby girl will u be mine????
    Cause I am madly in love with you.
    Ahhhhhh......
    Maybe this song is making me hyper.

    I better go now!
    Urh..but i need to reply email.
    Must talk less of sugar and cream.
    If not, I shall miss my espresso.
    ARGH. I need to get an espresso.
    Gtg.
    Oh girl i'm obsessed over you.
    Gtg.
    Or yan will curse me.
    Hehe.

    Tempted To Touch...

    Just got back from chilling with yan!
    Haha.
    Shall go out again,
    This time meeting ash.
    We're going to fag.
    Yeppies.

    So I was thinking and reflecting about the past.
    Like,
    My daily morning routine.
    I get excited to check my hp,
    Maybe there will be message from *beep*.
    But,
    Now I wake up only on afternoon.
    Like just now 3pm.
    Thank god mom did not scream at me.
    She's nice to me nowadays.
    She went "Why you don't want to wake up??Wake up la go and eat.I cooked for you.U fastin is it?"
    Oh god that'll be the last ting i will do.
    Oops,maybe she had 'FUN' just now?
    Coz dad came back for lunch?
    Dad did not even yell at me to wake up.
    Was sleeping,
    And younger bro said to me,
    "Have u been smoking?DId u smoke in sis's toilet?"
    Its weird I can listen while im sleeping.
    But I can't talk properly.
    I replied, haf-dead,
    "No.. never smoke.She mad la.."
    Younger bro,
    "Ok good.Don't smoke ok"
    Yadayada.
    He keeps secret.
    If my parents found out that I've been smoking AGAIN,
    I don't want them to feel sad.
    But that is the way,
    I take my mind of *beep.

    I just feel its better not to think about the troubles,
    And stop pondering about it,
    Which will lead to sadness or tearing.
    Since this heart is still on the process of 'mending'?
    Like I think,
    'Its over Ryann' 'She doesn't love u' 'She's happy without u',
    'Maybe she doesn't love u' 'Maybe she does.But why is she ignoring u?',
    'U don't give her happiness' ,
    'Maybe she's right,U're a goddamn mother fucking lousy gf'
    'But,what I did that makes her says that?' 'I think I am nice to her'
    'I sent her home even though the journey to and fro is approximately 3hours',
    'I even drop her a msg even though how busy i am'
    'I even call her despite my o's season',
    The irritating part-> 'Oh god!maybe she's att?' 'No way!!'
    'I'm gonna kill that partner of hers!' 'Maybe they're right',
    'WIthin 2weeks,she's att?' 'So the 6months we've spent are nothing?',
    'Maybe she's serious about being str8?' 'Oh wait,what's special about him?',
    'Maybe she really wants to be a good daugter?' 'But only her cuzz noes about us',
    'Is it because I'm always late?' 'Do I bore her?',
    'Oh shucks,why she went away so fast?' 'I was just ready to be with her'
    'I thought maybe i can propose to her on her bdae' 'Erhh...now what?',
    'Why is she so mean to me now and scold me for nothing?',
    'Aiyah..she cannot be bothered with me' 'You're stupid ryann',
    'Forget it la.She won't msg or call u' 'Stop being a pathetic shit',
    'Show her u can move on',
    And my heart will retaliate--> 'No.I don't want to move on',
    'I want her' 'She's still the best thing'.
    'Will she come back?'
    But it always end like,
    'Maybe Ryann u just suck la',
    'U should go and die'.

    Hmps.. Nvm,
    I shall get use to the acquanted to the feeling of out of love.
    Its just tiring to be trying so hard,
    And in the end all u get are just dust,
    sadness,Pieces Of broken Heart,Anger,
    Scoldings from them(which u can't understand why).
    So much for the word L-O-V-E.
    Maybe I just suck la for a gf.
    sighs.


    *//I am everything u want.
    I am everything u need.
    I am everything inside of u that u wish u could be.
    I say all the right things.
    At exactly the right time.
    But I mean nothing to u and i don't know why.\\

    zondag, december 12, 2004

    Here I'm standing by everlasting love...

    I'm having stomach upset.
    Listening to Jamie Cullum-Everlasting Love.
    I know its a little boring,
    But I like the bridge.
    Ump, all I like la.
    Reminds me of that Bridget Jones,
    Whom the Thailand prison girls calls her,
    'bee-shit jones' because they cannot pronounce properly.
    Bridget Jones thought this girl,
    Whom I think named is Rebecca?
    Something like that la the name.
    She the thinks Rebecca Likes Mark Darcy(Her bf).
    Because every she goes with Mark,
    Rebecca will always be there.
    But do you know what happened at last??
    Rebecca confessed that she is LESBIAN.
    "you should know by the look everytime I look at you,when I opened the door etc"
    Bahh..haha..and Rebecca leaned over and kissed Bridget.
    Haha..she was like shock.
    Ahh..atlast Mark Darcy proposed to 'bee-shit jones'.

    Brin's leavin to M'sia tomorrow.
    Now cannot tease and bully her anymore!
    Brin, faster come back to Singapore,
    Afterall, you're a SINGAPOREAN!!
    Haha..can't believe i just said that!

    I downloaded this song,
    And it sounds like thrash!
    Wasted my time only.
    Frigging man.
    Nevermind,shall be patience.
    I'm trying to be more patience,
    Hah!

    Was pondering,
    Is is pure foolish or logical?
    What if by the end of the day,
    All my efforts went to waste?
    Won't I be hurting myself more.
    But,
    On the other side,
    Although it hurts atleast,
    I've tried.
    And at the end of the day,
    All i get are sands in between my palm and fingers,
    I'm satisfied.
    That it wasn't meant for me.
    The pain,
    Pure hell.
    Its like living with the pain all day and night long.
    Hmpfh.
    They're having their own happiness,
    Everything went away just like that!
    And They're lying to me.
    So much of Their ****.
    Maybe,I can't give give happiness?
    I've never let my pride down so low.
    Pride is everything.
    Not really.
    Love is everything?
    I've never begged for any of the 'eights'.
    But this time,
    I begged.
    How humiliating I feel.
    =(
    So here I am at the pedestal,
    Deciding.
    But I still can't make up my mind.
    Should I be listening to my head,
    Or atleast listen to my heart this time round?
    I'm blinded by my emotions,
    And when the sun descends,
    I'm actually nothing.
    Back to square one.


    *//take these memories away.Kill it,burn it,tramp on it. Do whatever it takes to make me forget you.

    My world is so grey,won't u add up to the colors baby?

    Its 340am.
    I'm sleepy.
    Ahh..shall have supper to keep me awake.
    My palm is painful la.
    Tell u guys later.

    Woke up at 11am.
    But I slept at 6am.
    Haha.
    Amazing.
    Was sleeping,
    received call from Aminah.
    I rejected the call coz I don't my bill to shoot rocket high.
    Besides tat,my voice is so husky.

    Get off from the bed,
    plonked down on the couch.
    Boring mtv.
    Spent the day rotting at home.
    Then,at 7pm,i began to get very sleepy.
    Wanted to sleep at 5pm,
    but i have to take care of my niece while sis n her hubby went out.
    Just when i was about to sleep,
    lil bro barged into the room.
    The baby passed motion.
    I had to change diapers for her.
    Ahh.

    Woke up at 830pm,
    Decided to go cycling.
    Was pissed too because of urgh!
    Cycled from yew tee,
    to Bt. Panjang.
    On the way,
    I crossed the road la,
    I don't want to cycle in the dark area where trees and MAYBE GHOST is concerned.
    I don't want to get kidnap by the ghost.
    I still want to live and get to see *beep* and tell *beep* my feelings will never change.
    Bah.
    Reached bt. panjang,
    I'm so happy la.
    So smart la managed to get out of Choa Chu Kang!
    Cycled to senja,jelapang,fajar,bangkit,petir,back to bt panjang,phoenix teck whye,south view n back to CCK.
    (I follow the LRT track la)
    From CCk,cycled at the Choa Chu Kang Park again!
    The ground was slippery because it rained.
    Was cycling,half listening to my discman and thinking about *beep*.
    I was at top speed,
    When i swerved to the right,
    the tyre skidded,
    i was thrown off the bicycle.
    KANINA.
    My palm grazed against the ground.
    The ground is made up of,
    small pebbles but its slippery.
    The first thing happened was,
    my palm grazed.
    But i managed to jump off the bicycle!
    BAHH.
    I don't want my knee to suffer another tear.
    One deep one and will always be there is enough.
    I quickly get on my 2 feets and the bicycle.
    I pretended nothing happen.
    Embarassing man if people see me.
    But my left palm was so painful.
    So i looked at my palm with the help of my front bicycle light.
    I was damn terrified.
    Blood was flowing.
    The wound is deep,
    I wanted to faint.
    Its like imagine I fell on the road.
    But this is more worst.
    At least granite not that painful,
    Because I'm experienced "fall-er"
    This is like,small pebbles,
    u know that kinda the playground?
    AHhh..its like you know foot therapy,
    where u stepped on the stones?
    And around it is deocrated with THAT kind of flooring?
    yaya.
    Yea..got dirt trapped under wounded skin.

    I'm too numb to feel the pain,
    because my heart hurts more.
    I'm holding to my palm la.
    Pressing the place around the wound.
    MY SO CALLED MASSAGING.

    I better go and have supper now.
    Have to wake early tomorrow.

    A quiz..

    1) Have you ever been late for school?
    This year thrice.ATLEAST THRICE.Last year, 14 times. I don't understand why I stay nearby,3mins walk also still late.

    2) Did you do any good deeds for the past 1
    month?
    I think so?

    3) How did you celebrate your birthday last
    year?
    Lemme think? I don't remember. Its always break ups on my birthday for 3years in a row.

    4) Do you love chalets?
    Ahh..depends who is the host and whose going.

    5) Describe you hair?
    short.black.jap? I wanna cut spike but I don't know.

    6) If you could have your hair colour dyed
    another colour, what colour would it be?
    Purple streaks??

    7) Did you eat breakfast today?
    No.

    8) What will you do this year?
    Rot at home until I managed to get a job. Wait,I haven even look for one!BAHH.

    9) Who was the last person you met today?
    My elder sis,my niece,her hubby.

    10) Love someone?
    *nods*

    11) Hate someone?
    Nope.

    12) Why do you think the zebra is black &
    white in colour?
    Because its meant to be?

    13) What is your favourite colour?
    Hot Red,turqoise, anything bright .

    14) What do you notice in the same sex?
    Face and sense of dressing?

    15) Do you want to hug anyone?
    Badly.

    16) Any words for the person you love?
    ='(

    17) How long does it take for you to forget you
    ex (s)?
    2years. That's diff ex la. Now is ump,as how long it will take?

    18) What's the worse fast food restaurant?
    Capt Cook.

    19) What's the best dream you had?
    ahh.. as long she's in it.

    20) Where did you go today?
    Cycling from yew tee to Bt panjang,senja,jelapang,segar,fajar,nt panjang,phoenix,teck whye,keat hong,south view and back to Choa Chu kang Park. And, to Mobil to buy instant noodle and back home.

    21) What colour is your computer?
    White. I want a green one.

    22) Any bad habits when you get nervous?
    I tend to trip or bang into some shit.

    23) Your ex(s) birthday & name?
    Sad la.

    24) Is sex or love important?
    The latter one.

    25) If you could have a wish?
    Thanks,but i badly want it to come true.

    26) One sport you hate?
    Is billiard called one? Sorry,I hate it.

    27) When was the last time you cried?
    just now.

    28) How is the weather now?
    Its night time.What can I say?

    29) When is bedtime for you?
    5am.

    30) Tattoos or piercing?
    Piercing.

    31) The best survey you did?
    Give me monetary reward.

    32) The worst?
    All are boring.

    33) How are you feeling now?
    I can't define. =/

    34) How often do you visit the hairdresser?
    twice a month.

    35) How do you handle people who are proud?
    Haiz.. I'm no boot-licker.

    36) Will you get another computer?
    Write me a cheque.

    37) Who made you smile today?
    No one =(

    38) Favourite place?
    Where there's memories about us.

    39) When will you get your pay?
    Get me a job.
    --------------------------------

    When the morning comes,
    And the sun is shining brightly,
    Don't wake me up from my sleep.
    I don't want to live in a world without you today.
    When the day dies,
    And the moon is smiling broadly,
    And the stars is twinkling beautifully amongst the velvet sky,
    Take these miseries away from me.
    I'm tormented.
    You're the only hand i wanna hold.
    You're the only lips i wanna kiss.
    When our tongue intertwine,
    I wished the clock will just stop ticking,
    And everything in the world just freeze.
    Never do i want to waste this moment.
    Baby,
    If the night runsover,
    If the day won't last,
    If the wave should ever stop crashing,
    If the Sun is not there,
    My feelings for you will never change.
    Like a drug addict being into a rehab umpteen times.
    And if one day,
    You realised that I am the right one,
    Turn around,
    You'll see me with my arms open wide,
    Waiting patiently upon your return.
    I'll never stop loving you,
    You're the only heart i wanna love.
    You're the best thing that could ever happen to me.
    I love you.


    I'm sorry.
    I love you too much.

    zaterdag, december 11, 2004

    Everlasting Love...

    Went to do some bank transaction.
    Ahh..at HSBC,MAYBANK,DBS and UOB.
    Hmfph!
    Pissed just now.
    If you don't want to help me,
    Just say NO la.
    Don't have to beat around the bush,
    Telling me "Smoking is bad" "Why must u smoke?" "Quit now".
    And tell your significant other to stop interfering.
    Like HELLO I AM RYANN.
    Why the hell should I know about her pathetic life,
    That she had quit smoking.
    So what if what she said "Smoking sucks?!!"
    Her face sucks more than my cigarettes.
    I am nice today because i did not want to spoil your birthday,
    Besides,I must learn to be more patience.
    I would have beat that maggot.
    I hate her face.
    Well,too bad Nora,i'm too straightforward.
    Can't help it.
    Oh,
    Since she's interfering,
    Can i interfere too?
    HELLO PLEASE LEARN TO ACT DECENTLY IN PUBLIC!
    I KNOW YOU GUYS ARE IN LOVE,
    DON'T HAVE TO KISS EVERY STEPS YOU GUYS TAKE!!

    I'm jealous???
    Trying to make me jealous?
    BAHHH!!!
    No no my poor girl.
    I rather be masturbating than getting jealous.
    She's only a minor 14 or 15,
    She's talking to me like I'm her younger siblings?
    How rude is that!
    She better learn to respect the elder,
    Or i fuckingly will show her what is respect.
    And, please don't be immorale in the near future.
    That's about it.

    Talked with her cousin while waiting for nora
    to come back cz she went to send that maggot hm.
    It was nice talking to her cousin. =)
    Coz,I don't want to follow them,
    and the cousin asked me to wait for them at jurong while Nora sent her gf home.
    Hmpfh!

    Called Ash,
    went town.
    I waited for like 30mins there?
    This is so not me.
    Nevermind,i should be patience.
    Oh,
    On the way from jurong east mrt to city hall,
    I did not realise the girl who sat beside me is a pure beauty!
    She's chinese and her dressing is JAP!
    OH GOD!!
    Wanted to give my seat to this old lady,
    But I did not want to move away la.
    I managed to steal glances!
    AHHH...
    Alighted at City Hall,
    To go Orchard.
    Yea..was standing waiting,
    I turned to my left,
    There's this girl waiting beside me,
    Is also an eye candy!!!
    Ahhh..SO FUN!
    But, at the end of the day,
    You're still my beautiful one.

    Window shop-ed,
    Fagged,
    Talk at town..
    Haikx.
    My life is jinxed.
    We went to this shoe boutique la.
    I look at the mirror,
    You know its for you to look at your shoe?
    I just looked at it coz i wanted to see my shoe.
    When I looked into the mirror longer,
    I saw this gal whose standing near the mirror,
    her PANTIES!!
    LIKE OH MY GOD!!
    Nono..I'm not being pervertic.
    It was not on purposed.
    Yesterday,
    Saw people had sex.
    Today saw panties.
    Wonder tomorrow will be like.

    Sis was mad at me.
    Yes i told her i will reach home at 7pm,
    And she scolded me because,
    She's hungry.
    Since she thought i can buy her food since i'll reach home early.
    7pm,we're at hereen.
    She did not tell me she want to eat,
    So its not my fault.
    Now i get a scolding from her.
    Mad.
    Just now she barged into the room and asked if she had written my bank's account number in the cheque.
    How the hell should I know.
    She asked me to deposit it,
    So I did as what I was told.
    kns.

    Went to Woodland,
    Because thought of buying Sis's stuff.
    Ash ate at LJ.
    We then sat and fagged again.
    It was drizzling and there were lightning.
    We went out seperate ways.

    By the time I reached Yew Tee Mrt Station,
    It was raining.
    And lightning.
    I didn't wanna take the bus from CCK.
    I wanna walk.
    I ran in the rain from the mrt station amidst the bad weather till I reached under the block.
    Listening to Vertical Horizon-Everything You Want.
    The more I think about her,
    And the more painful i feel.
    As my blood pumps harder,
    I ran faster with no stopping.
    I breathe faster with each step I take,
    I can only hear my heart pumping like a subway train.
    Its a 5minute walk from the house to the mrt,
    But i ran all the way home.
    My mind is telling me to run faster,
    But my feet is telling me to stop.
    In the end,the mind won!
    It hurts too much to be without you.
    As I've reached under the block,
    I stopped and felt like fainting.
    I was totally out of breathe.
    I just sped off that is why.
    I took 2minutes to reach home?

    Now you've said that u have moved on?
    And that i've shattered your heart?
    How could i possibly know what i did,
    when u did not even bother explaining to me,
    Or give me any chances to change.
    Its not me who asked for the break up.
    Yah..so what if you trust me with your life??
    My baby,actions speaks louder than words.
    Its more like,
    You broke my heart into a million pieces?
    You're somewhere happily moving on,
    And me,
    Left at the pedestal,
    Deciding should i stay or just be a passerby in your life.
    I do not want to be just memories,
    Where u can look back and smiled.
    I wanna be the one for you.
    But you never gave me the chance baby.
    If I have ever offended you in anyway,
    Or hurt you in anyway,
    I'm terribly sorry.
    I did not even intend to do it.
    I could never hurt someone I love.
    And thats you.

    Maybe it is true.
    'beautiful' never did love me.
    I wished upon a star,
    For her to come back.
    But 'beautiful' has moved on.
    Man,it feels like another whirlwind of emotions mixed up,
    and it sent million of thorns right into my heart.


    vrijdag, december 10, 2004

    You're the one i wanna chase...

    It is 330am.
    Lil bro s playing his gameboy.
    I just had supper,
    because i suddenly feel like eating.
    Nevermind,shall go running tomorrow.
    Nah..shall go cycling instead!
    Shall set up my alarm clock.
    Ok Done!

    So my daily routine is go cycling.
    Ahh..went night cycling just now.
    Wanted to cycle at 8pm but,
    dragged until 10pm.
    Cycled to 'Choa Chu Kang Park'
    Chilled at the usual place.
    But this time,
    is a little different.
    The moment i reached the spot,
    where i sat yesterday night.
    Because yesterday night,
    after cycling around 'Sungei Kadut' and Choa Chu Kang,
    I sat at the park too.
    Fagged 6ciggies while listening to my discman,
    looking at kids playing at the park,
    couples walking,
    some joggers.
    After i smoke,
    i left another 2 more ciggies.
    So i thought,
    maybe i should just throw it away.
    I threw it on the grass la.
    Just now went i reached that spot again,
    i looked at the grass.
    Who knows,
    maybe the sweeper have not sweep the place.
    Ahh.. luck was on my side.
    The 6ciggies butt,was still in place where i lined them,
    and my ciggie box is still there.
    So i opened up,
    and hah!
    I didn't wanna fag,
    but i feel sad.
    But this time,
    i did not bring lighter.
    I saw two guys nearby smoking.
    I went over and asked them if they mind lending me their lighter.
    Haha..
    Fagged,think,ponder,stoned,star-gazing,smiled,frown,sang.
    Ahhh...

    After fagging,
    i cycled around the park.
    Since this time i fixed the front light,
    so i thought maybe i should just cycle ath the dark spots la.
    Was cycling,
    i saw a couple.
    I thought they were talking like those others la.
    As i cycled nearer,
    the gf is sitting on his lap!
    And i saw her grinding.
    I was horrified by what i saw.
    They were having SEX!!
    I hope they did not hear me went "OH MY GOD!"
    I was totally shocked.
    Instead of following the path,
    which means passing by them,
    i cut off the grass!!
    I daren't not to cycle near there anymore.

    Ahh..i should have watched it right??!!
    Ohh man..
    Maybe if i'm lucky enough,
    i get to see if his gf is pretty,
    or is her bf handsome.
    But,
    i have better things to do.

    Why the hell is my pc,
    so noisy?!!!
    Suddenly don't know what the heck inside it like,
    turning so fast?
    I don't know how to say.
    Freaky.
    This PC is haunted!
    LOLS!

    Ump sorry izrul.
    I cannot give a definite answer about being single is better than not.
    I mean,it depends on individual mind.
    Like what u said that,
    if you're single and girls ask you out,
    you will go out.
    But sorry it doesn't apply to me you see.
    OH MY GOD KANNIA CHAO CHEEBYE SIA THIS PC!!!
    DAMN NOISY CAN!!!
    oops.. *beep beep*
    The reason it doesn't apply to me is because,
    i am ok being single.
    Because i keep myself occupied,
    and ok la..probably i am strong la.
    Yeah its true what u said.
    I'm single and can chase anybody.
    But, i refused.
    Can't be force.
    I have to move on.
    But part of me doesn't want to.
    Still waiting.
    You and me different la.
    I know u said if you're single u just go out with them.
    I don't want la.
    Why should i?
    Its like, cannot be too emotionally dependent.
    And if u ask am i wooing anybody,
    is NO.
    Because,
    this time the telephone is not working both ways.

    Oh,about being single is it lonely?
    At times yes.
    But,as long as u keep your time-table booked,
    it won't be THAT lonely and depressing.
    Its not like the end of the world.
    Ok it might be.
    But, feelings can't be force you see.
    The feeling just have to be there or not there.
    That's all.
    It's just too bad not having your love being returned.
    Hah.
    =)
    U don't ask me to have a say in you relationship la.
    Its between u and her.
    Just get a grip of yourself,
    and think about what you really want when you have finally cool down.
    Its better than regretting.

    woensdag, december 08, 2004

    I so want u girl...

    AHh..i love this song.
    My jesse mccartney!
    Hmpfh..
    Ahh..
    Its wat im feeling.
    Its for someone whom she tinks its for her.
    heh.
    Damn..my brother on tis damn aircon!
    SO COLD!!
    Shall sleep in the living room.
    Iloveu
    -------------------------------
    I don't want another pretty face
    I don't want just anyone to hold
    I don't want my love to go to waste
    I want you and your beautiful soul
    You're the one I want to chase
    You're the one I want to hold
    I won't let another minute go to waste
    I want you and your beautiful soul

    I know that you are something special
    To you I'd be always faithful
    I want to be what you always needed
    Then I hope you'll see the heart in me

    I don't want another pretty face
    I don't want just anyone to hold
    I don't want my love to go to waste
    I want you and your beautiful soul
    You're the one I want to chase
    You're the one I want to hold
    I won't let another minute go to waste
    I want you and your beautiful soul

    Your beautiful soul, yeah

    You might need time to think it over
    But I'm just fine moving forward
    I'll ease your mind
    If you give me the chance
    I will never make you cry, c'mon let's try

    I don't want another pretty face
    I don't want just anyone to hold
    I don't want my love to go to waste
    I want you and your beautiful soul
    You're the one I want to chase
    You're the one I want to hold
    I won't let another minute go to waste
    I want you and your beautiful soul

    Am I crazy for wanting you
    Baby do you think you could want me too
    I don't wanna waste your time
    Do you see things the way I do
    I just want to know that you feel it too
    There is nothing left to hide

    I don't want another pretty face
    I don't want just anyone to hold
    I don't want my love to go to waste
    I want you and your beautiful soul
    You're the one I want to chase
    You're the one I want to hold
    I won't let another minute go to waste
    I want you and your soul

    I don't want another pretty face
    I don't want just anyone to hold
    I don't want my love to go to waste
    I want you and your beautiful soul

    hhhhhooooo

    Your beautiful soul, yeah...

    dinsdag, december 07, 2004

    Once upon a tym...

    Ahh..im home!
    Lol..went out.
    Ahh..tis gonna be boring.
    Better munch on smthg or drink smthg to make ya guys awake!
    Lol.

    1130am,spose-ed to meet brin.
    But.. instead,changed of plan to meet her 1230pm at dhobby ghaut.
    And so,
    Agn, RYANN IS NEVER EARLY!
    Hoho.
    But i have reasons!
    Firstly,
    i gotta take care of my niece for the time being,
    while elder sis sleep for awhile.
    Cz she haven had enough sleep.
    I tried to make the baby sleep.
    But her 'sleep' lasted fer lyk,10mins??
    From 1030am until 1115,10minutes of sleep.
    Ahhh..tat baby!
    I shall bite her head.
    So,1120 i went to bathe.
    I had to rush so tat i'll be able to reach the mrt at 1145,
    cz 45mins to reach orchard?
    but i forgotten we had to mit at dhobby ghaut?
    So its lyk 1hr?
    Yea.. but,1135,i was ironing my t-shirt n stuff.
    Haha..sori la,
    i just have tis urge to be neat when i meet that brin?
    Even my t-shirt have to be iron.
    Haha.
    Lol.

    So,that girl was late.
    ME??
    I was later!!
    Haha.. LATER?!!!
    Rite rite.
    So, i reached 1pm.
    She reached 1250pm.
    I went out the wrong exit.
    So i had to walk to the plaza sing,
    and meet brin infonrt of long john.
    At first,
    i was lyk "Where is this girl?"
    I saw a girl,
    she was wearing lyk office kinda thingy.
    A shirt,pants n handbag.
    My first thought,
    "IS TAT BRIN?!!!!"
    Waha..yes it was her!!
    AHH..drastic change i shall say.
    She got make ups on!!
    Lol..oh nvm,
    brin,tis is a complimet.
    U look exceptionally gorgeous today!
    BRILLIANTT!!! (wif d british accent)

    So we walked to orchard.
    Cz i nid to deposit some money,
    in order to withdraw some cash frm d atm?
    Cz..my money in the atm,lyk,
    oh nvm.
    I can also not deposit to.
    But i had to.
    U noe why??
    Cz i am so dumb.
    I forgot to bring my wallet!!!
    Inside got cash and my maybank's debit card.
    So,i can withdraw money from dere.
    How can i forgot?
    Cz i did not make a habit to bring my wallet.
    I always bring my ez-link and my atm wheneva i go out.
    Cashless transaction.
    HOH!!

    I didn't wanna watch Bridget Jones-Edge Of Reason at first.
    But aiyah..since she badly wanna watch,
    i had to give in.
    We walked to lido.
    So we entered.
    Ahh..im so nice to open the door for her!
    Ok..when i entered,
    i saw this girl.
    She was looking at me.
    I did not really noticed.
    Until,
    I kinda stopped coz i had to call yan to ask where's she.
    And when i looked up to that girl,
    i was stunned for a moment.
    I have met her before but i had no idea where we met.
    So i look at her for awhile again.
    I had to scrutinize at her,
    coz i badly wanna know who is she la.
    Guess who??
    She was my ex-gf!!
    WAHA.
    HOw dumb can i be huh.
    It was Norain.
    So i nudged brin,
    "Oh MY GOD tats my ex!!!"
    I was shocked, and brin was like asking me to say hi to her.
    Haha.. wat for?!!!
    Nah!
    She's not important in my life anymore.
    Two years to forget her,
    now i'm ok.
    Lol.
    So we bought the tix,
    walked around isetan,
    and went to eat at long john.
    Haha..after that went to the theatre.
    That Ain was looking at me agn.
    Ahhh...
    Oh nvm.
    Maybe she sees a change in me.
    From a sec2 lil gal,now she's 17.
    Tats me.
    Ahh..she looks fleshy too.
    I think she is studying?
    All these smart arse from RJC.
    hah.

    Yea,the movie was fun la.
    Funny la most of it.
    But when it comes to the point where Renee n Hugh Grant kiss,
    this brin covered my eyes and i closed my eyes.
    So erotic one la!
    Ha.
    (THe part they kissing)
    me:OH MY GOD!!i shall not look!
    Lol.

    So we walked..and sat somwhere,
    I fagged two sticks of cigs.
    Sent her home.
    Ahh..u know she wore heels?
    So we goin down the stairs.
    Me being the too sociable.
    Went "Oh..u can borrow my arm if you want.Don't worry.You won't fall!"
    Lol.. haha.. alas!
    Don't worry la,
    althou she held me,we're still good frens.
    *Drop tat look man*

    Lalala..sent her home,
    walked her home..
    Very long eh..
    Then i took the bus from sengkang to Toa payoh.
    45mins sia..the journey.
    Took the train and drop at yew tee.
    And i'm home!
    Haha.
    I mean,my sis house.
    Lols!

    THe outing was fun la.
    Full of crappy stuff.
    Lols.

    Ahh..here's the pix we took.
    I duno if u guys can see my grey contact lens!
    I didn't want take neoprints la..
    THat's why.


    Lol..aren't we good looking people??


    We're too smily!


    Want act fierce!


    I absolutely have no idea!

    Sori le...evryting is lyk detailed.
    Haha..

    My niece kip crying la.
    Poor ting la.

    So yesterday night,
    I dreamt of 'beautiful'.
    As always,she's beautiful.
    I did not want to wake up from my sleep.
    Coz,that's the only way where i get to "See" 'beautiful'.
    I misses 'beutiful'
    Wonder if she misses me.
    Ahh...
    Where are thou my lil princess?


    Ahh..im hungry still.
    Nvm..shall take off tis lenses.
    Go to sleep.
    ANd wake up at 730am to jog around the stadium.
    Ahh..
    I wanna sleep on the couch.
    Comfy la the couch.
    Althou the rm got aircon!

    I'm in love with jamie cullum-everlasting love song.
    Nice le.

    I miss you tonite...

    Yea!!
    Tis entry will be my 247th entry for tis blog.
    Ahh..trying to break record for my other blog,
    now standings is 270.
    Btw,tats my lower sec life la..
    One day,i shall re-read it agn.
    Heh.

    I am thirsty!!
    Am at sis house.
    Lyk finally i am able to log on to the net here.
    But..sooner or later,
    im gonna bang tis comp.
    THe speed damn slow.
    Nah..shan't bang tis..LCD screen.
    Oh ryann lyk wats so big deal?
    Am fighting wif irritating lil bro.
    Shdnt have brought him here!
    He wants to use the damm comp to play sum dumb game.
    He got his gameboy go n play la!
    Kns.

    Man im thirsty.
    Better get a drink.
    Ahh..
    Ump,shall have a hot shower.
    SLowly2 shower..dream dream in d toilet.
    And den,sleep infront of the tv.
    Ahh..i love the couch.
    Lotsa memories man!
    *Daydream*
    I prefer choose one of it.
    iloveu
    *smacks herself*
    Ahh..there was tis gal i noe.
    Her name is 'beatiful'.
    'Beautiful' ..ahh lovely name.
    'Beautiful' is the most beautiful girl god has ever gave me.
    I wouldn't want anything except to be with 'beautiful'.
    I live my days just to be with 'beautiful'.
    I could never hurt 'beautiful'.
    I sumtyms feel the urge to want 'beautiful' badly.
    Ahhh...
    wth m i writing?!!!

    *smacks herself.Throws a 10tonnes of weight on her head*
    agn,i love 'beautiful'.
    my 'beautiful' is sooo beautiful.
    Oh 'beautiful',ure so beautiful!
    another agn,i love you.

    Oh..gotta wake up early tmr.
    Meeting brin at Ang MO kio 1130am.
    Den..we shall go walk2.
    Ahhh...i mis tt human!
    Taaaaaaaaaaaaa

    maandag, december 06, 2004

    1. When were you born: --- 1987
    2. Where were you born: --- JAPAN!! Singh-gah-pore
    3. What was your first grade teacher's name: Duno le... Some LIM!!
    4. What was your first pet's name: dey are dumb goldfish not to be remembered.
    5. What was your worst accident (medical): Alot la.. Imagine, going down a steep slope at full speed in bt timah,mt biking,and ur hand almost lost grip of d handlebar.Just wen u tot ure safe,ure pedal hit the tree cz u did not swerve just in tym.U get flung off and ure the first itng whic hit the ground was ur head and was dragged a few metres away.Your wrist almost dislocated,ur right leg was sandwiched by the bike,your elbow was scratched by the rocks,sands,small pebbles??Blood was dere manx!ANd u suffered neck injury for few days?? And wen u regain ur senses u went "FUCK AM I DEAD?!!" Evrybody was shitty skared man. I can see my bro in-law reactions.The front of the helmet broke la.Hard impact!OH I LOVE TO MT BIKE!!
    Also at pulau ubin biking.Bt pulau ubin no kick.
    6. Who was your favorite cartoon character: i lyk manga anime ones. THEY GORGEOUS!! ok la...Fairy odd parents can?
    7. Who was your first best friend: sum bung.
    8. Who was your first boyfriend/girlfriend: sabrina.
    9. What was your favorite movie in the 2nd grade: -
    sum fairy tale shit!
    10. What used to be your favorite color: green.still is.
    11. What was your favorite subject: was?? art. Bt the teacher scold me cz i love to draw cartoon lyks.fuck her la.Told u,no one can understand my art.I love abstract la.
    12. Did you ever start a food fight: oh i so love food!Want to waste for wat???i kick u den u noe.
    13.What/who was your worst fear: creepy crawlies.Still is.
    14. What was your favorite toy: smurf n frog stuff toy. Tat was wen i was 3yrs old.

    -----------------------PRESENT-----------------------

    15.What time is it: --- 0550pm
    16. What's the date: --- Dec06
    17. What grade are you in: --- finish skool liaos!
    18. fave movie: --- gladiator,last samurai,triple x,stormriders,taxi I II III(not starring queen latifah one.its french one.OH THE TAXI IS PEGOUT.aiya duno spell la)
    19. What is your favorite song: --- trance,techno,indie,ska..crap crap.anything.
    20. Do you have any pets: --- if only we can own a dog.i want a big big dog!To scare tat stupid neighbour dog at mine fer always barking at me.FUCK!
    21. if so wat are their names: --- i love d name ryann.but i cannot call dem ryann. i call dem.. OI!!EH!!AHH!!
    22. fave subj in school: --- history,ss,chem,physics,I HATE MLY,Maths ONLY ALGEBRA!! And..ump..err..mind asking if recess is a subj too?
    23. What's your hair color: --- hei.
    24. What kind of music do you listen to: ---
    anything.non-malay.
    25. Do you still watch cartoons: --- no.
    26. What is your favorite TV show: --- living wif lydia.
    27. Do you go online often: --- now comp spoil not so.
    28. What's your worst fear: --- creepy crawlies and etc.
    29. What's your favorite color : --- bright colors.
    30. What city do you live in: --- sexcity.
    31. Do you have a crush: --- no.
    32. Does he/she know: --- I DONT HAVE LA!!!
    -----------------------FUTURE-----------------------

    33. What do you want to be when you grow up: ---
    in medical sector.
    34. Do you want to go to college/university: ---
    yea..but im bt tt smart.
    35. Do you want to get married: ---
    shuddup.
    36. If so at what age: --- NOW!!!
    37. Do you want to have kids: --- A classroom.
    38. What kind of car do you want: --- tuscany!!!I LOVE SPORT CARS!! hyundai-santa fe,mazda duno wat. haha..as long its sport car n MPVs im ok!
    _______________

    Hey guys!
    sori fer nt writing tt long.
    Haha..cz my comp broke down.
    Am at yan hse.
    AHhh..its 6pm.
    Guess wat?I haven eaten since morning.
    I dun feel hungry!
    i just smoke only.
    Later shall smoke.
    Im bored le..
    been living lyf lyk,
    ump,
    smoke,reading a book!!
    OH MY GOD.
    How depressing le..not many activity to do.
    Ump,
    maybe tonite im goin to sis hse.
    Shall start intensive exercise!
    I feel i lost sum weight!
    haha..im so hapi.
    I only eat once a dae
    Must shed sum fats.
    OK byeeeeeee