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zaterdag, februari 28, 2004

i just asked hows ur point.
n u advertised my number on ur blog?
blardy fuck ah u!
im just asking,
cannot is it???
blardy hell.
i sms-ed but u replied wat.
if duwan me sms,
dun reply larh,
jz ignore me lydat.
watever.

im bored.
i suddenly miss my mom.
went home n se eher.
gave her a kiss in d morn n jz now.
yea..

hmps...took tis test,
d result is;

You are an outgoing and cheerful person.
> >>Although you still get frustrated sometimes, you can
> >>get through the hard times easily and be joyful again.
> >>Your friendly personality is your good point in the
> >>eyes of the opposite sex, but this makes your spouse
> >>feel insecure. Your lack of emotion is your
> >>disadvantage, but your candor has made you
> >>popular. Your friends of your gender find it hard to
> >>understand you because of your innocent thinking. But
> >>this is to your advantage when trying to attract a
> >>person who has the same personality as you.


yah..my friendly attitude makes my gf insecure.haiya.

next tym i mt boy,i shall dig more stories. dey met after o's result. i not jealous ah.but i must noe.these people cannot believe.world mau lebih. i dun rili lyk those typical mly bungs cz dey r such a hypocrites.serious its true.chinese cz dey lyk to act ah.. but i lyk myself! n junk n ash. those bungs for me are ok. nice!

ltr at nite,maybe goin cycling.

~oh baby where are u when i nid u most..~

maandag, februari 23, 2004

Skies are dark, it's time for rain
Final call, you board the train
Heading for tomorrow

I wave goodbye to yesterdays
Wipe the tears, you hide your face
Blinded by the sorrow

How can I be smiling like before
When baby you don't love me anymore

Say it isn't so
Tell me you're not leaving
Say you've changed your mind now

That I am only dreaming
That this is not goodbye
This is starting over
If you wanna know, I don't wanna let go
So say it isn't so

Tempt to find, at least we've tried
We're still alive with hope this time
As they closed the door behind you

We're so close and times are still
Shake the ground beneath the wheels
As I wish I'd never found you

How can I be smiling when you're gone
Will I be strong enough to carry on

Say it isn't so
Tell me you're not leaving
Say you've changed your mind now
That I am only dreaming
That this is not goodbye
This is starting over
Say I'm not wide awake
If you wanna know, I don't wanna let go
So say it isn't so

Miles and miles to go
Before I can sail, before I can nail my love for you to sleep
Oh darling oh
I get miles and miles to go
Before anyone will ever hear me laugh again

Say it isn't so
Tell me you're not leaving
Say you've changed your mind now
That I am only dreaming
That this is not goodbye
This is starting over
Say I'm not wide awake
If you wanna know, I don't wanna let go
So say it isn't so..

Say you've changed your mind now
That I am only dreaming
That this is not goodbye
This is starting over
Say I'm not wide awake
If you wanna know, I don't wanna let go
So say it isn't so
If you wanna know, I don't wanna let go
So say it isn't so
=====

she's the 1st one i tink abt wen i woke up frm bed,
n the last ting before i go to sleep.
those feelngs which i hold on to,
just tinking abt her makes me feel strong.
lyk ontop of the world.
haiks..
merepek lah aku ni.
ala!fine lah..nk break sgt,break ah!!!!
mrepek lah nk blaja konon.
sudah lah.


vrijdag, februari 20, 2004

one day,
i will just jump out of d window.
or eat some poison to die.
i hate my parents.
wat a bitch.

zondag, februari 15, 2004

guys,
u wun believed it.
i just hacked.
orite not hacked.
i discovered nowa's new blog!
hehe!
dun ask me how.
i got the trick..
lemme paste.its frm her blog

i conclude from past and recent events: you are thrash.

to think that i placed you above everything else. to think that i gave you my all. gosh.

but it's okay. it's a lesson learnt. and i pray i've learnt it well.

i loved you. and i'll probably never love anyone else as much as i loved you. and again, it's okay. you're only a cowardly bitch.

BITCH. lmao.

im movin on.


U lah thrash!dah lah badam mcm tong!ada hati ckp aku thrash.ko lah monyet. despo bitch.go lah find sum other bungs.im a thrash wat,wat for u want rite tong?blardee tong!u never trust me..owaes accusing me of having other gals behind u.ala malas lah nak marah.nanti aku yg naik sot!go lah take other bungs u want.cz i dun care, argh -sings:move bitch.get out d way.. get out the way bitch get out the way-

aight,just "Repaired" junk's blog.hmp..its funny dere.cz,how cum wen i look at the template,ehr those [blogger] all those codes not dere.its not me who erased it.haha..but rest assured! evryting is fine! yayy!!

look at my layout.wat a thrash.eh no..not saying ayumi.i min,its been 2 mths old lah the layout.tis is so not me.ok2..i find a tym n do it ok...i hafta fnsh social studies n chem.den i cn tido!tis syafiq speaking el to me.speaking sey...
haha..

tis irfan gatal lah.geram lah.n if tmr burhan provokes me,i shall kill him! if want a gf,dun take my gf lah.go lah find other gals lah bitch! argh..maybe he's just jk. but i dun lyk lah...he took out his hp n bugged me.i can stand lah..but den its lyk so overboard.ala..nk tido..

jz nw ugama,i was so slpy.pening sey..blur lagi.geram aku.pastu gi long john n den balik 1230,tido sampai kol 6.tapi ada trbgn2 jam lah..
i haf sunburn la...=(

ok bye!





zaterdag, februari 14, 2004

HELLO WORLD!!

hee..i m so hapi..im in love!!so much in love...
yea..jz nw had st john outing!
went to pasir ris park.
after tt,waited for ash n my gf.
argh so slow sia dey.
waited for 1 hr.
but its ok la..my gf!
hehe..

we,ash,syafiq,baby n me went to esplanade..
walked arnd,hang arnd..sit2..smoke2.
haha..
yaya..
went suntec,arcade.
hehe..so many tings i wanna sae..
but all i can say tt..i realli love my baby alot.lyk alot n alot n alot.
omg..i duno why m i lyk tis now.
i miss her now...
now den im starting to love her..
after uh..5days together n those 2 weeks reali knowing each other
although we've met 2 mths ago.
blabla...

taught her sign language frm a to z n others.
shes so enthu.
hehe..until on the way home mrt,
she still forced me to look at her
n to make sure whther she sign it correctly.
she's so excited n asked me to teach her more.
haha..
we can't hug or kiss ah wen we part.
cz skared lah her mum's fren r all arnd.
but,we managed to sign "i love you"
hehe..
so sweet.

jz nw at esplanade,
tis irfan fucker sia.
want baby's number!
suck my cock lah!
which means,NO WAY lah.
cz i dun have a cock wat.
haha..
i noe ah my baby is pretty wat.
too bad lah she's passsive larh..
tt woman ah,must evrytym praise her!
den she will smile2...
haha lyk me.
we praise each other!
but i praised her more.
hmp.


ok lah..i tink she's slpng or wat.
must be tired!
tt y neh kol me.
if she kol me,
i oso will stone
haha..
i m slpy..
i wanna shower,
clear d kitchen,
n SLEEP!

yayy!
bye pple!
im in love.
i'm listening to clay aiken-the way.

[I can't put my fingers on just what it is that makes me love you baby..]

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dinsdag, februari 10, 2004

Something about the way you look tonight,
Something about the way that I can't take my eyes off you.
Something about the way your lips invite. Maybe it's the way
that I get nervous when you're around, and I want you to be mine.
And if you need a reason why.

It's in the way that you move me,
and the way you tease me,
the way that I want you tonight.
It's in the way that you hold me
and the way that you know me
When I can't find the right words to say.

You feel it in the way. Ohh... you feel it in the way...

Something about how you stay on my mind,
Something about the way that I whisper your name when I'm asleep
Ohh girl... Maybe it's the look you get in your eyes, ohh baby it's the
way that makes me feel to see you smile... And the reasons they may
change, but what I'm feeling stays the same.

It's in the way that you move me,
and the way you tease me,
the way that I want you tonight.
It's in the way that you hold me
and the way that you know me
When I can't find the right words to say.

You feel it in the way... Ohh... You feel it in the way...

I can't put my fingers on just what it is that makes me love you
you baby.. so don't ask me to describe, I get all choked up inside...
just thinkin bout the way....

It's in the way that you move me and the way that you tease me
The way that I want you tonight... It's in the way that you hold me
and the way that you know me
When I can't find the right words to say.

When you move me and you tease me ... the way...
Feel it in the way... Something about the way you look tonight...
nothing more to say than I feel it in the way...