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Loose Lips

If there's one thing your mouth is always doing, it's moving! You thrive on communication and conversation, and you probably enjoy keeping on top of current events and news about all sorts of people. Some might call this gossip, but when it comes right down to it you're curious, and you like hear what others think. Whether you bombard people with great questions or slowly charm them with insightful discussion, your unpretentious style makes others feel at ease.

These skills make you a natural when it comes to starting conversations with strangers, dishing with friends, or having all-encompassing head-to-heads with just about anyone. And no worries if you spill the beans from time to time. With your talent, you can often talk your way out of sticky situations. Your easygoing look compliments your breezy personality, making you approachable and trustworthy to all you meet. No wonder there's always buzz when you're around!
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lol..true true..i find its comfortable to start a conversation.its natural.. hmp.. just nw saw tis RED SPORT BRA!!! i fell in love wif it straightaway.. oh god.. next mth must buy!! MUST!! I WANT RED BRA!!! I WANT IT NOW!!!!!!!!
I WANT RED SPORT BRA!!!!! woooooow.... i have blue oradi. now must have red! den i want buy a orange.bright green! n ALL THOSE STRIKING COLOURS IN THE WORLD!! wheex. oh god..if i am a REAL gal,i sure lyk bitch sia.. dunow at bra i use.lols

will u be mine someday?

Checked my friendster's inbox. got a message by tis person.scary sia.. duwan add him ah nor give him my number.anyhw only sia.he totally freaked me out.
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hi there i'm ivan here can u add me at
insurance@pacific.net.sg k tks alot if can hope u
can exchange hp number lor my wan is 94244837 so
hope u give lor k sorry leh like tat ask frm u so
hope to hear frm u soon see u really tks leh k .

yea..those alot of quizzes below? i am bored.tats y. haha.. listening to in flames-cloud connected rite now? n why d hell m i listening ? lols.. >>>>>>>>>>>>


1. WHAT IS YOUR full name?
the every gorgeous ryann.

2. WHAT kind of PANTS ARE YOU WEARING?
hee...

3. WHAT ARE YOU LISTENING TO RIGHT NOW?
vertical horizin-i'm still here

4. WHAT ARE THE LAST 4 DIGITS OF YOUR PHONE
1350

5. WHAT WAS THE LAST THING YOU ATE:
bread wif butter.

6. IF YOU WERE A CRAYON, WHAT COLOR WOULD YOU
be?
colours of the rainbow

7. HOW IS THE WEATHER RIGHT NOW?
scorching

8. LAST PERSON YOU TALKED TO ON THE PHONE?
nora

9. THE FIRST THING YOU NOTICE ABOUT THE OPPOSITE
SEX?
looks. hair.

10. DO YOU LIKE THE PERSON WHO SENT YOU THIS?
wth.

11. HOW ARE YOU TODAY?
slpy...

12. FAVORITE DRINK?
carrot juice/coke/ice lemon tea

13. FAVORITE ALCOHOLIC DRINK?
i don't drink.

14. FAVORITE SPORTS?
soccer..biking..running.. i want to climb mountain!!

15. HAIR COLOR?
red black

16. EYE COLOR?
dark brown

17. DO YOU WEAR CONTACTS?
nope

18. WHATS YOUR AGE?
17

19. FAVORITE MONTH(s)?
november

20. FAVORITE FOOD?
seafood..tomyam.. veggies

21. LAST MOVIE YOU WATCHED?
long tym neh go to da cinema larh.. i cnt sit still in dere larh.. but its the last samurai. izit? huh.. haha..

22. FAVORITE DAY OF THE YEAR?
friday cz we go home at 1230pm! haha.. and the time table rocks. lesson frm 8-1030. n 11-1230 is free tym. =D

23. ARE YOU TOO SHY TO ASK SOMEONE OUT?
haha erps..if its ____________

24. DO YOU LIKE SCARY MOVIES OR HAPPY ENDING.
happy

25. SUMMER OR WINTER?
summer no school. winter!

26. HUGS OR KISSES?
both.

28. CHOCOLATE OR VANILLA?
Vanilla.

29. DO YOU WANT YOUR FRIENDS TO WRITE BACK?
if they want to.

30. WHO IS MOST LIKELY TO RESPOND?
dono.

31. WHO IS LEAST LIKELY TO RESPOND?
ayumi hamasaki. lols

32. WHAT BOOKS ARE YOU READING?
catalyst. i duno d author.. lazy to check.

33. WHAT'S ON YOUR SCREEN SAVER?
microsoft. its not mine. if me,i will put ayumi or kristin kreuk.. but obviously my bro will tink WAT THE HELL SUDDENLY GALS PIX?? summore my folder all gals pix. lols.

34. FAVORITE BOARD GAME?
chess? monopoly?

35. WHAT DID YOU DO LAST NIGHT?
masturbate. haha hello no. sleep.

36. FAVORITE SMELLS?
escada/ralph lauren/ck-eternity/versace/hugo-deep red/esprit-lavender/roccobarocco/issey miyake/ those sweet..soft perfume!

37. WHAT IS THE FIRST THING YOU THINK OF WHEN
YOU WAKE UP IN THE MORNING?
i am hungry... food.. i want food.
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1. [wallet] polo racquet club
2. [hairbrush] i dont use one. i style wif my hand
3. [toothbrush] oral b
4. [jewelry worn daily] nope.
5. [pillow cover] plain
6. [blanket] haha i dono.. not nice lah d ting
7. [coffee cup] pyrex glass.lols..
8. [sunglasses] cheapskate lah.. $13 oni.
9. [underwear] haha.. sheesh.
10. [cologne / perfume] perfume
11. [CD in stereo right now] kylie minogue-red blooded woman
12. [tattoos] no
13. [piercings] 3 now. if i had taken care of it.. will have 6. haiyah.. sad. next tym got money pierce inside dere. heck care one arh.
14. [what you are wearing now] white shirt n short
15. [in my mouth] saliva
16. [in my head] where's tat garbage cd?
17. [wishing] secret.
18. [after this] haiyah..
19. [don mind] dono larh..
20. [if you could get away with it and murder
anyone, who and for what] secret. for irritating the shit out of me.
21. [person you wish you could see right now?]
hehehe...erps..
22. [is next to you] window n mirror! i love mirror!
23. [some of your favorite movies] last samurai,gladiator, the returner, fast n fruios, taxi, moulin rouge,the storm riders.. etc
24. [something you're looking forward to] musical night on 7/7/04. haikz.. pls lah cum.. =(
25. [the last thing you ate] bread wif butter
26. [something that you are deathly afraid of]
cockroach.haha
27. [do you like candles] maybe.. cz i love to burn2.. offering to tt mahjong man. lols.. haha
28. [do you like incense] nope
29. [do you like the taste of blood] hehe.. yummy.
30. [do you believe in love] yea
31. [do you believe in soul mates] yea
32. [do you believe in love at first sight]yea
33. [can you eat with chopsticks] yea
34. [what are some of your favorite candies] chupa chups, snickers, hersheys, halls-mentholyptus, ricola.. if sweets i mostly love those fresh mint ones
35. [what's something that you wish people would understand] be greatful. and if u tink ure poor or stupid, dere's sumone worst den u. stop whining cz it irritates the shit out of me.

> 1. hair color - anything..as long her hair not lyk golden monkey
> 2. eye color - anything.
> 3. height - taller den me
> 4. nice figure? - haha.. erps. i dono. nt realli necessary
> 5. long/short hair - not as short as mine larhx
> 6. glasses? - anything.. but i prefer w/o glasses on.
> 7. piercings? - haha.. anything
> 8. breast? - not smaller den mine. if smaller den mine,lydat go cut the breast lah so small. haha..
> 9. buff or skinny - not so fat.
> 10. straight teeth, gap, or braces - gap?? muahaha..lyk tt gareth gates? lols.. straight or braces is acceptable. not yellow teeth please.. yucks.
> 11. punk/rock/emo/sXe/goth? - emo
> 12. funny or serious - both
> 13. party or stay at home - party
> 14. should she cook or bake? - hmp.. not necessary..
> 15. should she have a best friend? - haha.. duno. yes?
> 17. outgoing or shy - OutgOinG
> 18. sarcastic or sincere - sInCeRe n sarcastic
> 19. would she watch guys flicks? - huh?
> 20. would she be a smoker? - not necessary. if she is, its fun. together can smoke. but if not, dun scold2 n make faces I HATE U TO SMOKE.THROW THE CIGARETTE AWAY NOW!if she lydat,i kill her! not kill lah.. maybe smoke secretly behind her??haha.. if she dun lemme smoke infront of her,i respect tt. but if behind her can smoke, den its ok lah.
> 21. would she drink? - depends lah on d race. cz its a turn off lah see muslinm gals drink. its not tt im narrow minded but.. aiyah.. duno hw to express.
> 22. would she swear? - haha.. not so much larh
> 23. would she pay for dates? - sumtyms her turn to pay, ok rite? or maybe dutch or wat.. or me chip in abit. but wen im really broke, i really duno.haha
> 24. does she kiss on the first date? - hmps. before stead kiss? lols.. haha
> 25. where would you go to dinner? - anywhere as long deres food wich is edible.i mean.. can eat lah..not those yucks.. not delicious ones.
> 26. would u give her flowers? - haha..yah...bt shy larhx.. but i managed to succumb
> 27. would she lay under the stars with you?? - if have the opportunity
> 28. would u write poetry abt her? - hehe.. yep
> 29. would she call you sweetie, dear or baby? - baby (lols..so big readi want pple call me baby?wahaha..baby huey arh!)
> 30. would she hang out with you and YOUR friends? - yea
> 31. would you hang out with her and her friends? - its a fair game. she hangs wif me n my frens.. n my turn too rite?
> 32. would she play sports? - hehe sporty larh!!
> 33. would she skateboard? - not necessary
> 34. would she snowboard? - wow!! tis is wat i call wild daredevil gal! lols.. haha not necessary. but i salute her larhz.
> 35. guitar? - not necessary. haha..talented sia
> 36. play piano? - not necessary..
> 37. play drums? - rock chick! lols.. not necessary
> 38. would she clean her room? - yes she must. she musn't be a lazy untidy girl. but if she dussnt clean her rm,den i will. haha
> 39. would she paint, draw, sculpt? - her talents lah..
> 41. would she sing for you? - if her voice is nice lah..
> 42. use the word dude? - cool.. haha..anyting
> 43. use the word tight? - wat tight? her down dere? wahaha.. jk.
> 44. what kind of car would she drive? - posh car. sport cars! den its lyk WOAH!not aftering her $ lah.. but wow.. so cool sia gal drive sport car.. mostly all pretty ones ah.. haha.. -swoon-
> 45. would she hold your hands? - yea..
> 46. would she dance? - sex dance? haha jk. nt necessary
> 47. how often would you see her? - if she have the time. maybe thrice a week?
> 48. would you want to give her jewelry? - got money den can tok larh
> 49. stay up and talk all night long? - if she/me have the energy to
> 50. say I love you? - yes! express ur love to me.
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Been in love:
yes

Loved someone who you knew you couldn't have:
erps.. no. haha.. if i love dem, i will win deir heart. haha.. so can say i get my gals ah..haha sori lah not tryin to be proud.

Gotten in a car accident:
nope

Broken a bone:
no.. but i duno.. mom accidentally hit my finger,n got tis ting bulging. feel lyk d bone.

Had your heart broken:
yea

Cheated on someone:
no

Been cheated on:
maybe.

Last time you said I love you to someone:
Abt a mth ago

Last time you cried:
Abt a mth ago

Last time you laughed:
just now.i laugh everyday without fail.

Where do you see yourself in 10 years:
10yrs i'll be 27. erps.. maybe a car/bike. laptop.. a house. evryting shall be very posh larh.im a technology freak. flat screen monitor/tv. amplifier..all those..? maybe a gf by den, one whom i really love. maybe.

What age do you see yourself married at:
duno larhx..

Do you sleep with a stuffed animal?
no. scary. i have wild imagination tt wat if d stuffy can talks. N suddenly it went in d mid of nite HI RYANN!!. >.<

If you could dye your hair one color what would u
dye ur hair one color and nvr change?
i duno. i love black larhx..

Have you ever been skinny-dipping:
no

Do you eat chicken with fingers or with a fork?
if in skool/public places fork n spoon. but at home fingers

Would you rather give or receive?
receive

How many homes have you lived in?
bdk res only. but sis hse.does tt count? if it is, den choa chu kang n mei ling street. why she moved to cck!i want to stay in tt hse. bt skared lah mansionette if at nite want go down. i have wild imaginations.

Do you play any instruments?
recorder?? hoho.. i noe abit of drum. but.. i ain't wannabe a musician or watever.. nt interested. sorri.

One pillow or two?
1 bolster,2 pillow n a blanket. Blanket is a MUST

Do you get along with your parents?
now,yea

Do you drive?
i wished. Wait until i'm 21 ah. drive car! waha.. but aiyah..i want bike too. haha

What kind of car do you have?
is it do i have or i want? lols

Whats your fav. color
green, turqoise n erps very bright red.

Do you work?
school.

Whats your favorite food:
seafood. tom yam.. veggies.. carrot carrot tomatoes...

Do you have braces:
no.

How many guys/girls have you kissed:
7 girls

When was the last time you went on a date:
abt a mth ago

Have you ever got in serious trouble?
yes. haha.. got fined for underage smoking?haha

Why is the sky blue:
-when i'm feeling blue...all i hafta do is take a look at u.. den i'm not so blue-

Who was your first crush:
kindergatern! K1! haha.. secret.

When you meet a person of your preferred sex,
you first notice their:
looks. dressing.

Are you the romantic type:
giving flowers n writing poems for her counts?

Have you ever been chased by cops?:
HSA. I duno who lah..fined me tt smoking tingy. anyhw asked my IC. Fucker. want bash him! stupid malay man and tt stupid woman. stupid malays.

What's a secret you've never told anyone:
if its a secret,iw un tell.if i wrote it in here,its not a secret anymore. dumb arh.
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Got tis off frenster.i still feel lyk wanna run a long long distance. p.e was gr8. ran all d wa wae 3 rnd.did not complete 4 rnds,cz syafiqa the 3rd gal dussn't want to run anymore. she gave up. den lydat must chase hafizah. i lazy to chase. i was abt 100m away frm her!haha.. but,i was busy playing a fool. was runnin n chasing kenny n cheered for him. also joked with bobo. lols.. larfing at those2 tweenies. duno hw i did tt while running.madness.i want to run... oh tmr is thursday!! woo..shall have my nap durin art cz tmr is a long day for me!!

[My name is]: ryann
[In the morning I am]: very blur.. n I have trouble seeing clearly. I duno! Morning blindness?? Lols.
[All I need is]: money!
[Love is]: hehe… beautiful. Love is the best ting someone can ever xperienced!
[Afraid of]: erps.. creepy crawlies..snakes (yucky..slimy)
[I dream about]: many many things

-H A V E .Y O U. E V E R . .-
[Pictured your crush naked?]: hahar…nopex..
[Actually seen your crush naked]: woohoo! I wished.
[Had sex]: lesbian sex? Haha jk.. I am not str8 hw can I have a real one?
[Made love]: hungry larhx..
[Been in love]: yes
[Cried when someone died]: all the people around me are blessed. They are immortal. I feel sad for dem. But my loved ones haven die yet incl my 2 grandpas n 3 grandmas.
[Lied]: who doesnt?

-W H I C H . I S . B E T T E R-
[Coke or Pepsi]: Coke
[Flowers or candy]: candy!!(food)
[Tall or short]: tall.. tall tall gals.. -daydreams-

-W I T H .T H E. O P P O S I T E. S E X-
[What do you notice first?]: hairstyles n looks
[Last person u slow danced with]: I dance wif gals!

-W H O-
[Makes you laugh the most?]: those 2 clowns.dey shd noe who. lols
[Makes you smile]: hehe.. everyone?? Cz mostly those I see in school will smile. So we smile! lols
[Do you have a crush on someone?]: haikz.. not crush. I lyk to see them only. Its testified cz I dun have any feelings towards dem.
[Has a crush on you?]: horhor… fan u shd say.
[Easiest to talk to]: I talk to anyone. But not easy to talk wif my dad n my elder bro.

-D O. Y O U. E V E R-
[Sit on the internet all day waiting for someone
special to I.M. you?]Yes!!it feels very exciting wen the person finally cums online! Hehe..
[Save Aol/aim conversations]: if its very ump.. I duno. But I did. Deleted liaox.
[Wish you were a member of the opposite sex]:
yes yes! Waha..
[Cried because of someone saying something to
you]: yesh

-H A V E .Y O U .E V E R-
[Fallen for your best friend]: haha no!
[Been rejected]: once.
[Rejected someone]: haha yea
[Used someone]: hmp.. how?
[Been cheated on]: think so..
[Done something you regret]: urh..i think so. Cannot tink of wat I regretted.

-W H O .W A S .T H E .L A S T. P E R S O N-
[You talked to on the phone]: oh..i slept the whole day so I did not use the phone.
[Hugged]: nah.. not hugged. If kissed, is my mom! Tis morning before I go to school.
[You instant messaged]: nora
[You laughed with]: ash.. Emily.. wardah hamid.

-D O .Y O U-
[Colour your hair]: nope.. cz ferst ting, school den cannot dye larh.. n right now I dun find a nid to dye cz I dun have white hair(takmo terase ah saper2.tak puerposely) n.. if I wanna dye, I want a purple/green/red!! No no.. highlight? Haha bt nah.. right now I prefer by current hair color.
[Ever get off the damn computer]: yes.
[Habla espanol]: speak Spanish u mean?

-D O .Y O U / / A R E .Y O U-
[Smoke cigarettes]: yes..
[Obsessive]: not really. Kristin kreuk, Cheryl fox , ayumi so gorgeous!
[Could you live without the computer?]: no. but I want a new computer.
[How many peeps are on your buddy list?]: lazy to count.
[What's your favourite food?]: seafood. Tom yam. Those seafood seafood larh. Except fish arhs. Orh.. I love veggies ok! Yummy. Carrot juice!
[What's your favourite fruit?]: lemon barley? Hoho.. mango.. strawberries.. honey dew.water melon.
[Drink alcohol?]: nope neh stinky larhx..
[Like watching sunrises or sunset]: sunrises?
[What hurts the most?]: if u really love someone tat much n u dun get deir love in return. Urh.. n my dadis beating.
[Trust others way too easily?]: no.

-N U M B E R-
[Of times I have had my heart
broken?]: 1 or 2
[Of hearts I have broken?]: 3.
[Of continents I have lived in?]: one
[Of drugs taken illegally?]: no
[Of tight friends?]: huh?
[Of cd's that I own?]: neh count
[Of scars on my body?]: one on my leg dere cz of falling of the bike n one near the thigh dere durin ice skating.i fell n d blade just went dere. Ouch. bleed. but now those two not visible. urh 3 scars @ the bottom of my leg dere cz my leg enter the wheel while my bro was cycling n im d pillion rider. n one at the knee..was goin down the hill, did not see the path carefuly,swerved the bike, fell n got cut by the granite path. its at ubin dere lah..the rocks dere very hard n small2 big.. the cut almost faint me. haha..cz its deep n the cutting lyk aiyo. MOstly cz my wounds are cz of biking larh. too excited biking up d hill n down.. n haha.. lols.. lose control?
[Of things in my past that I regret?]: no.

01. name: ryann
> 02. hobbies: mountain biking at bt timah.. long distance runnin. slp.. html..
> 03. gender: in between. bung.lols..
> 04. age: 17!not officially yet
> 05. date of birth:25/11/1987
> 06. horoscope: sagittarius
> 07. school: bnnss
> 08. address: canada. n fukuoka,japan. kristin and ayumi' house
> 09. email add: ryann_st0rm@yahoo.com.sg
> 10. hair: spiky.
> 11. eye colour: dark brown
> 12. hair colour: black
> 13. right or left handed: Right.i can write wif my left too.. but very slow n not tat neat lyk the right one.
> 14. marital status: single not looking not available. (cannot love anymore lah)
> 15. siblings: elder sis/bro, younger sis/bro(fair share of each sex n the pattern.im the middle one.. so u noe.. mixture of 2 sexes.lols)
> 16. last 4 digits of ur no.: 1350
> 17. when's ur bedtime: right now,12am,oradi in bed. or ump.. wen i feel lyk it.but now not so late.seldom stay up until 2. duwan eyebags.
> 18. do u hav a car: yes.. i can see tat in my future. haha.. probably a bus too!(maybe i will be a bus capt if i dun study for my o's) :'(
> 19. what type of car do you want : fast,posh cars. sport cars!! wheex.. where the engine can go VROOOM VROOMM!! speed! lols..
> 20. brand of cars : merc, bmw, tuscany, lexus
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> *have u*
> 21. tried smoking: smoke arh.
> 22. drink alc0h0l: nopies.
> 23. been hurt emotionally: yesh
> 24. kept a secret from anyone: yes.
> 25. been on stage? haha.. yes. accept prize!
>
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> *favourites*
> 26. colour:green.hot red.
> 27. food: seafood.. tom yam.. etc larhx..
> 28. drinks: carrot juice
> 29. number: 25
> 30. disney: donald duck
> 31. sports: soccer.biking(my fav). inline-skates(nah..tats leasure sports). no bball cz i m a shortie n i dun lyk to jump arnd. hoho.. i love long-distance running.
> 32. song : techno,trance,jpop,japtechno,alt.
> 33. movie: war stories cz it potrays the feelings.i love stories wich potrays alot of feelings... happy sweet ending movies!
> 34. subject: particularly none at d moment cz i d teachers sux.sumhow its now maths.. cz of.. urh.. those algebra..haha..hist,ss,chem i lyk those subjects.due to irritating dumb teachers, i'm unable stay enthu durin d lesson.BUT RECESS IS ALWAYS MY FAV SUBJECT!! horhor.. is tt considered?haha *dumb*
> 35. friend: alot
>
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> *right now*
> 36. wearing now: t-shirt n short
> 37. hairstyle: spiky. still can be shaped altho ive washed my hair.
> 38. looking at: screen
> 39. thinking of: how to pass physics test tmr.
> 40. listening to: techno song
>
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> *do u believe in*
> 41. do u believe in love?: yea
> 42. faith: yea
> 43. urself: yes
> 44. ghost: yea
> 45. angel: yea
>
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> *in the last 24hrs*
> 46. worn jeans: nope
> 47. cleaned ur rooms: yes
> 48. cried: no reason to cry
> 49. met someone new: no
> 50. last person i talk to on the phone: nora.
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>
> *love life*
> 51. do u hav a gf/bf: no
> 52. haf a secret admirer: no idea.
> 53. do u wanna get married?: to kristin kreuk?
> 54. do u plan on having kids?: tat means must have sex. it means.. end of my bung lifestyle?? =( Artificial insemination?my parents will kil me.
> 55. hw old u wana b when u get married: 25-30
> 56. hw old u wanna be when u haf ur first
child: 100 years old?
> > 57. how many kids do u want: 2?
> 58. would u hav kids before marriage: no.
> 59. do u haf a crush: i lyk to see @ tis someone but not crush.
> 60. wat do u wan most in a relationship: chemistry.. compromise.. i duno.. lazy lah.dun ask me these types of qns.
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> *either one*
> 61. pink or black: black
> 62. kiss or hug: both
> 63. summer or winter: winter
> 64. sunny or rainy: Rainy.
> 65. chocolate or vanilla: vanilla
> 66. hanging out or chilling: chilling.
> 67. music or tv: Mtv?? haha..tv i tink. can watch smallville!MTV maybe got ayumi!haha..
> 68. nite or day: Night.
> 69. guys or girls: gals
> 70. slpin or eatin: bof! repeat actions.lols..
> 71. love or lust: haha.. erps.
> 72. silver or gold: Silver.
> 73. sunset or sunrise: sunrise
> 74. phone or in person: person?
> 75. diamond or pearl: Diamond.

fickle minded u.
want the frenship,d next thing want to throw it away.
if ure sincere in be-friend wif me den u r my fren.
if u tink that by be-friending me might bring us back,
ure wrong.
all i want is a friend to rely on.
u r still the same old u.
one minute want th rs the next thing,throw it away during a heated argument.
tats wat makes my love for u fade.
next tym,wen u get married,ltr abit2 ask for divorce ok.
den later patch back ah.
fickle minded u waste my tym.
dun piss me off n u gonna regret wat i am gonna do to u.
once i've finalised, i wun change.
tats me.

im sick of being the one who tolerates evryting.

Be my lover Oh! sa-rang-seu-reon
nu-gun-ga ham-gge han-da-myeon

i love japanese gals! wheex

lost in your world

You know it only breaks my heart
To see you standing in the dark
Alone waiting there for me to come back
I'm too afraid to show

If it's coming over you
Like it's coming over me
I'm crashing like a tidal wave
That drags me out to sea
I wanna be with you
If you wanna be with me
Crashing like a tidal wave
I don't wanna be
Stranded
Stranded
Stranded
So baby come back to me [Stranded]
So baby come back to me [Stranded]

I can only take so much
These tears are turning me to rust
I know you're waiting there for me to come back
I'm too afraid to show

If it's coming over you
Like it's coming over me
I'm crashing like a tidal wave
That drags me out to sea
I wanna be with you
If you wanna be with me
Crashing like a tidal wave
I don't wanna be
Stranded
So baby come back to me [Stranded]
So baby come back to me [Stranded]

I miss you
oh baby
Without you
I'm stranded
I love you
So come back
I'm not afraid to show

just dropping by to say HELLO!

I HATE MY FATHER!! ANY ONE WANNA JOIN ME TO KILL HIM

he just nagged at me.
fuck off!!
irritating bitch!!!
he was blabbering,
'wat gd got children all tis..might as well die'.
i yelled back
'go n n die ferst lah.go jump down'.
luckily he never bash me!
hoho.
i irritated lah wif him.
he psycho sia..
neurotic.
my jijie oso agreed he's mad.
he crazy sia..
wen i am at my sis hse or at home,
he will nag2 or scold2 for no reason.
siao.
n den..wen i reached home frm sis hse or he gotb ack frm anywhere,
den want to nice2 to me..kiss or wat!
i lyk want to spit at his face!
PYSCHO!
i tell u,
next tym he asked me to kiss him,
i shall scream NO I DUWAN.I DUN LOVE U!
let him feel crushed n he commit suicide.

siao.
let dad to die den mom.
haha..

sum of my list...
if i got much money i will,
buy food???? den can go eat at i duno!restaurant?!!haha.
bag.i nid a new bag larhx!
summore clothes!
summore polo t shirt.
not those men shirt.cz i dun lyk to dress formally!
hmp yarh tats all i tink!

i want buy l'oreal remix wax larh.
tis gatsby veh hard larh..i mean..wen i wash lyk still hard n stiff!
n its l'oreal is wet look!
hmp..next mth larhx..

i want get married..duwan to school.
wic means i hafta marry a guy.
NOOOOOOOOOOOO!
any passive wants to marry me??
give me a call.

i want you to be mine

harwoe world!
did ya missed me??
hmp..lets tok about todae!

urh..hmps...woke up at 1pm.
but i woke up aearlier arnd 9am.
brin sms-ed n roused frm slp.
tt woman,evrytym sms me wen i'm sleeping soundly.
yep..n den...went back to slp.

woke up n went to bathe.
cleaned up d room.
hmps..my jijie den went ter werk,my ygr bro accompanied her on d way to yew tee mrt.bro went to arcade!
enjoy lah tt monkey..my credits inside i bet he msut have spent it too.
hmps!

i was home alone...ate..
den went to bt gombak met lutfiah..
i wasn't late!
YAYYY!
den went to Choa chu kang lib.
noe wat,
in lib, tis stupid boy was toking.
den my bro just copied him only one word onli.
den tt fucker said U COPIED MY WORD!!CHEATER..
i was ok larh..den he called my brother SISSY!
HELLO DUN MESS WIF MY LOVE ONES OR I THROW U DOWN THE BUILDING!!
i was angry..but chill arh..
i taught my bro to scold him back.
tt stupid boy refused to scold.
cz he's scared.
yarh..bumped into d lift agn.
HE CALLED HIM SISSY AGAIN!!!
i tell u,i want to punch his freaking face ok.
oh nvm, atleat my bro IS HANDSOME DEN HIM!!
HAHAHAHA!
tt fucking idert was beside me,
i wanted to bash him.
got his mother or wat,why must i scared!
but ah..its btwn my bro n tt fucker n my bro shd settle it.
hmp... n also,if i quarrel or fight,
i will be very fierce n violent!
i sacraed i will punch him!!
but nvm..ok SHUDDUP RYANN!
i am angry..
yarh..n den i told my bro to scold him SHUDDUP U FUCKING BASTARD!!
u noe wut,my bro said those words lyk whispering!!
i want to scold him oso!
den we quarrelled for awhile.
cz wif me,he scolded me lyk im nthg.but wif pple,scared!!
yarh..walked to d mrt station larh.. wif an angry look.
n was stopped by a girl.she's those jap concept pretty larh.
n i was walking wen pple stopped me i was angry larh.
cz wtf ok..pple walking den stop.
i looked at her wif an angry look. not purposely lah..
den she said "aiyah..dun angry lah... smile.." den she smiled.
yarh..sum donations..n den got discount frm denmarks icecream.
$5 ah.. wanted to help too..but shall justkip d money larh.
not bein selfish its just tt,
im n ot interested in d oraganization i want to donate too!
But tt gal pretty..den i politely refused n thanked her.

angry sia!!
i feel bad lehx towards d gal.
oh shuddup!
i wonder if im super rich n those pple r those pretty2,sure i donate to dem!
lolssssss...
baked brownies today!
yummy.
but i dun lyk brownies!
i love to bake but i dun lyk to eat those.
except cheesecake!

went popular too!
got ayumi trance cd!!wheex!!
wanted to buy but i dloaded most of her songs!
n i shall save da money!!
next mth den can spend agn.
hmp..wat shd i get for next mth??
i got a clothes readi..now wat?
oh yarh! sigg water bottle for my sis's bdae.
cz she gives me monthly allowance n if i neh buy for her,
ltr lyk wat only.
n i love her!!!

oh just now cycled!
n urh,i dared azhar,my bro in law nephew!
dared him to go down the staircase,
urh..how ah.. hmp..tt high staircase down lah frm the choa chu kang stadium.
its high lah..dared him to go down it wif his bike!
he did it!
wow!!
very high..about estmation.. 40 steps??
hmps!! i shall do tt one day too!!
those steps i go down is not high not fun!
i want i want i want!!
give me some thrill babeh!!

my dad's goin johore later!!
yayyy!
hmp..
bored lah..
st john training.
i will be d 'pandang commanders'
must shout???
ahahaha...hmps..

take me to the clouds above

wun be updating till fridae!
dun mish me ok??
hmpz... fridae i will come back frm sis hse!
hmpz..wt song shd i change???

u noe wut,
was slpng,
n my tummy makes tis growly noise!
I AM HUNGRY!
n here i am,
haven bathe.
goin ice-skating.
wheex!
lets see if i still am gd!
haha..
den after tat go sis hse!

yayy!
hmp..i want go out larhx...
but duno whre to!
any ideas???
i want go bt timah lah...
i want to hike or biking dere.
no one wants toring me???
all very busy wif deir job!!
HMPS!!!

nid to buck up on my studies man.
passed only malay.
but hey,70% u noe!lols.. never passed tt well b4.
for me larh..cz i owaes borderline case.
i slept during all those other tests.
tats y flung.
summore was sad..sleepy.
n frm this term2 onwards,
i wun get all this feelings take over!
i want dance larh
*taste of ur lips i'm on the ride.ure toxic im slipping under.taste of the poison paradise*

stolen quiz

Stole tis! cz i got nthg else better to do!

1. What's your name?
ryann

2. How old are you?
goin 17!!

3. Do you have any nicknames?
bunny rabbit(irritating) amai(madness sia..) i duno..too lazy!

4. When was your first love?
hoho.erps sec2!

5. First kiss
sec2!

6. How tall are you?
155!SHORTIE LEHX!!!but i am cute!hehe

7. How many girl/boyfriends have u had?
one or twos!! erps.-spanks her face for lying-

8. Sour, spicy or sweet?
spicy?? nono.. sour??urh..sweet? i duno!ALL of da above!

9. What would you do when you are free?
onlyne... rot.. sleep.. tv

10. Hobbies
onlyne..cycling..running...SLEEP!! inline skates..anything larhx,

11. Do you club.. ?
nope! but do i want to??

12. Favourite magazine?
anything! haha..i read cleos! vaine pot! but tat is for gals. i read comics!!

13. Are you a smoker?
-cover her eyes-

14. Are you a drinker?
no...

15. How much money will you bring when you are
out?
hmp..depends.. but now i dun mind larh..deres always da atm machine! haha.


16. Car, diamond or money?
Car n money??? urh.. if to choose one would be money

17. What phone are you holding now?
N3610

18. Coffeebean or starbucks
coffeebean..

19. Where do you stay?
glass jar

20. What is your favourite food?
tom yam!CARROT!! TOMATO!! VEGGIES!! seafood!!seafood!! seaaaaaaafooood!

21. How many siblings do you have?
1 elder sis/bro,me 1 ygr sis/bro

22. Chocolate, Sweets or cake?
cheesecake!

23. Can your ears move?
nah

24. Do you dye your hair?
i want purple hair!!

25. What languages do you speak?
eng,malay mandarin,a lil of jap(vulgarities),hokkien(vulgarities),sign lang?!!

26. How many phones in your house?
3

27. How many toilets?
2

28. When you are doing your business in the toilet, what would you do?
stare at da wall n tink nasty tots!

29. Do you swim?
yesh.but slow larh..

30. Do you gamble?
playing poker cards counts?? i want to gamble but my ygr bro dussn't want to bet!

31. What is your favourite sport?
Mountain biking!cycling! hiking(i want to hike but no one wants to bring me...)

32. Love,techno or classcial?
techno n trance

33. What is your favourite drink?
carrot juice,ice lemon tea

34. What is your temper? Low, middle or hiGH?
urh.. angry wen provoke.n if i hate u,i will owaes pick a fight wif u. haha.. middle?

35. What kind of person are you?
crappy.sarcastic wen angry

36. What would you wear when you go to bed?
anything

37. What is the 1st thing to do when you wake up?
roll roll! stone for awhile! but if its not during school days.i sleep lyk no ones business

38. Do you eat breakfast?
seldom

39. Favourite tv show?
smallville!!espn -those aggresive inline skates.. is MTV counted??lols..

40. Who do you want to meet?
kristin kreuk n ayumi hamsaki

41. What type of person are you?
optimistic.i love to praise myself.i duno lah..i am a very evil person!lolz

42. Where do you like to go?
bukit timah? cz i can eat dere n bike?lolz.. i want sex!!! jk jk. i need some kissing

43. Do you wear specs?
nope

44. When is your birthday?
25th nov

45. Do you buy branded goods?
my clothes larhx. hmp..wax n gels are those counted lyk gatsby n l'oreal??hahaha

46. How many hours do you spend talking on phone with someone?
i dun tok to phone now. cz i dun lyk to tok on fon. haha.. internet chatting is better

48. If a guy or a lady want to know you as a friend, would you give your number to them?
urh...depends lah if dey are nice or attractive enarf

49. Do you watch R(A) movies?
wen got nthg else to do

50. One night stand?
will u have ONS wif me?!!! yea lets go hit the room! haha.. urh.. nah.. seriously, hmp..i duwan to commit.but ONS? urh..see larhx..if i lyk d person or wat..

nite world!

I bumped into my ex gf!! Yikes!

Hahahahahahaha...im sorri.
lols...
i duno..i have a bad mouth.
in fact,a mouth wic is jinx!
lolz..wateva i says,will always cum true.
went to tamp mart.
before tt went to bedok green sec to accompany my ygr bro to dentist.
was rainin cats dogs cows buffaloes!
eh..d doctor is a male!young n cute!! =D
nono..dun get d wrong idea.
i admire him cz,he's young,
and he have that JOB wich I WANT TO BE!!
argh!!
and his perfume he sprays, i used to wear!!!
But escada is still my favourite!
soft sweet scent!!
yayyy!!!
i shall get into any medical career!

Oh yarh..went tamp mart,
cz mom wants to see those interior design tingy.
she wants to renovate the kitchen!!
den went to KFC!!
alot of fun dere!
n the boy(my age) suck.
nono..i shall take back my word.pple make mistakes.
he's not physically attractive larh..big BUTT!! wheex.
but mine is smaller i can tell u!
haha..
urh.. i ordered bandito meal,
but he gave me d bandito only.
lalala..n den mom talked to h im,
yarh..the meal.
acherli bought readi.
but he's nice when he gave me those food,
n i gave him the balance i apologised.
he said 'oh its ok.my fault'
so sweet.atleast not rude!
if he's rude,i shall scold him.
i'm aching for a fight.
but nah..he looks those pity kind cannot larh scold.
the chicken not hot!as int he tempetrature.
not crispy summore.argh.
poor service.
mom complained to me abt d food.
den our drinks finished.
she told me 'u go ask him to refill for u'
den i told her, 'tis is KFC not NFC'
NFC=Norma fried chicken.
bein sarcastic to mom.
haha..

den went to harvey norman!
boring..so cold dere.
oh i forgot,
we went to Watson.
bought a eye cream gel.
yesteday,mom gave me this pamphlet or catalogue wateva u call it.
she wants to buy me tis skin product!
WHITENING LARH!!!!!
lolssssss!!muahaha..am i so dark???
beats me!

had fun wif mom just now.
we are better now.
den..after tat went tm to mit junk n ash.
was talking to junk
"just now i went tamp mart neh see fifi..was hoping maybe bumped into her!"
thanks to my my mouth, fifi was JUST beside me!!
lyk wat fuck to bump into ur ex gf.
but i dun mind larh..atleast i dun hate her!
should have tok to her n ask how is she!
hmps!
i bought a polo tshirt!!
mom bought me a pen n a pencil lead!
eh..i have some sweets in my bag!
but shall eat it later.
my teeth pain larh..
must be using the wrong toothpaste.
u noe,lyk its pricking,wen u eat cold tings..
n i used a wrong soap n my body is itching all over!!
=(
sensitive teeth,eyes,skin.ME?!!
I AM HORNY I AM HORNY I AM HORNY I AM HORNY GIVE ME SEX!!!

yayyy!!

ok!
bye!

love is many splendid things

Hello!!!
haha..better make tis fast.
goin to mit da incredible junk later!!
haha..
i want to return her,her clothes.
was clearing u p my wardrobe.
out of goodwill!
now my wardrobe is very neat!
hmp..
i wanna buy a new polo tshirt.
hehe..
sum collar men's shirt.
hipsters!
urh... wanan noe why?
LOL!! No apaprent reasons.
just wanna dress up nicely.
madness.
haha..i am not lyk tis.
haha..ryann shall have a new look!!
yayyy!!

orite..tata!!

am listening to kelly clarkson-trouble wif love.

so sad!! booo...

shall blog ltr!

lurve ya!

New Layout!!!

Hi! Its Almost 3Am!
Spent 3hrs On tis,
just to make it very perfect.
U noe,its good already,i still wants it to be all align,
nice2 all those,check2.
i am picky.Haha..but nvm..ateast i love wat i have done.
yea...
the problem is dere's no scrollbar.
haha.. nvm shall fix it later or wat.
and..i wana chg sum of the font colors.
need some more polishing!
anyone wanna post comment,
its dere on evry entry.
below my name dere!
yea!

i nid a cappucino manx!
sip the nice2 coffee n it lulls me to sleep!
after drinking i shall brush my teeth!
hehe.

tata...

dere's a freedom in ur arms i need u

hellos!

napped juz nw frm 2 to 4pm.
tried to nap agn,bt cldnt.
haha...
i am a strong independent woman!
i realized tt i am over her.
YAYYY!! success!
too many peoples i have met,
n i dun have tym to tink abt her!
yea!
gals!
nah..

i want to go to da shop n buy an ice cream!
gonna treat my ugr bro too.
tis mother noisy larh!!
WARGGGGGGHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!
tanak pegi masjid!!
haha.

noe wut,
i dun slp in class anymore!
cz after skool i dun go out.
tt mins resting!
nap..wateva..if im bored,
i irritate my mother.
n..besides nt having probs wif my famileis,
except irritating dad just love to nag,
i have enarf money to splurge.
not splurge on those worthless tings,
enarf to spend on my food,bus fares,top up card n etc.
i am happy!
hehe.
no gals means GOT MONEY!NO ONE TO CHERISH!!
gals means NO MONEY!BANKRUPT!!NO WANTON MEE!!

strange.
i shall go on wi fmy life single,
n see how long i can stand without bein in a rs.
rite now i dun nid love.
i min TT Kind of love.
i am fine wif myself.
i have tings to do to occupy myself.
if at sis hse,i can go cycling,
running,swimming n mit eileen n berline,
clean the house,washings.. goin out wif bro n sis n all those!
if at home here,internet.napping!
i wanna go slp my sis hse!!
yeay!!
YEW TEE KIA HERE I COME!!
lols.. jk2.
but her hse boring lah..hafta slp alone.
i dun lyk slp alone.
oh well..deres d living rm!
i shall do wat i owaes do when deres no skl!
watching vcds till late nights... tv's.. internet.
wait for d dryer to dry the clothes..
slp wif mtv on!
wake up go for a run n go marketing!!
den send sis to werk!!
reached home n stone!

oh no..its gonna be boring!
nvm..shall study!
i did maths hw.
the locus!
except those wif the * qns.
haven touched on vectors!
i nid a mentor!

hmp..tis entry is too long.
haha..

aight!
byebye!

hmps..
saw tt note on her diary,
tat person who tags in her blog wif d name 'baby'.
if its her gf,eeyergh,no nid to put BABY dere rites?!!
irritatin.
if its tat her stupid elson,
i am gonna give her a thrashing!
i HATE HER!
she so bad lehx!
she stead wif nowa,
n den,
she asked nowa to give her 2 weeks so tat she can make up her mind on whom to choose.
cz her ex gf wants her.
blardy toot!
ARGH!
y must i get jealous??
i care for nowa man!
dun get d wrong idea.
if only i can love.
i just find it hard to love agn.
n currently,i dun lyk anyone,
or am infatuated by anyone.
WATS WRONG WIF U RYANN?!!
my phone is ringing.
brb.

haiz..
i am soooooo sad.
the whole day,
malin never came into my mind.
until ash talked abt her!
but aiyah..
i'm ok lah wif it.
but i am angry why d break up.
but,i dun feel so much chemistry btwn me n her.
hmps.
she nonsence larh.
watever-ed.

give me 2 years,
n den i tink im ready to fall in love.
2yrs later,i am 19 years old.
prolly 2nd year in nursing!
gals r evrywhere.
i want a werking woman.
lyk those cheryl fox all tt.
haha..
(lyk confident only go poly(

nthg to say todae.
it rained lyk mad today.
=(

tis love has takin its toll on me.she said g'bye,too many tyms b4. Her heart is breaking infront of me,i have no choice,cz i wun say g'bye anymore

Maths Fever

I am sleepy now!
studied maths for 90mins.
did TYS!!
gd job ryann *pats her head*
i am so scared abt o's.
i NID to join NURSING!!
I BADLY WANTS TO JOIN NURSING!
but oops..if in d end i dun geddit,
atleast i noe i've tried.
but if i dun into nursing or any or those courses,
shall join chatec man.
or business..
haha..
shall work for my sis!

stopped studying to kol tt nowa.
but she neh pick up d phone.
promised is a promise.
she's slpng.
i shall continue studying after tis.
n wen my vision is so blur,
den i shall slp.
my vision lis kinda blur wen i am slpy.

hmpf!
just now,gt tis blardee beetle.
i was hmp,searchin for my fon.
n den,tis beetle knocked agn my left ear.
maybe it wanted to fly,
wen it was abt to fly,
i oso moved to its direction.
n its was lyk bzzZzz..
i was so scared...cz eeyergh d buzzing sound sucks!
den i flicked lah my ear.
n den it dropped on d floor.
i killed it!
i used the house fon to hit it.
now d house fon,
spoilt!

=(

sexy naughty bitchy

wanted to slp agn.
but can't.
my heart feels heavy.
angry+confused+sad+worried

hi!

skool was boring.
slept during maths lessons.
mdm wong neh woke me up or called me to answer questions.
haha..i guessed she noes i understand her lesson oradi.
cz evrytym she called upon me while i was slping,
i managed to answer n do it on d board.
=)

tis pb/b is chatting wif me.
she goes for bung.
she just complimented me tt i look gr8
*paranoid*
she said she oso fuck bungs.
nonono.!
count me out.

practically angry just now in class.
early morning tt burhan irritated my ear.
i pushed him away.
the next tym he do agn,
i'll punch him!
but nah i wun lah.
i duwan me so bad.
angry over other stuffs too.
shall not say here.

wateva.
bye.

i never accuse sia.
was just asking.
dey just do not noe how to differentiate between 'accusing' n 'asking'.
say only express.but dey have the mind of those normal streams human beings.
tat means US(the normal streams) is not tt bad as those streams.
haha.
stupid human.
pui!

tat boy,one day,she will taste my fist on her face.
after tat,she will look so handsome n reali bcum a CHICK MAGNET as wat she kols herself.
my fist works miracle.
lols.

arg

i never accuse sia.
was just asking.
dey just do not noe how to differentiate between 'accusing' n 'asking'.
say only express.but dey have the mind of those normal streams human beings.
tat means US(the normal streams) is not tt bad as those streams.
haha.
stupid human.
pui!

tat boy,one day,she will taste my fist on her face.
after tat,she will look so handsome n reali bcum a CHICK MAGNET as wat she kols herself.
my fist works miracle.
lols.

argh shuddup lah.
i duwan to tink abt all these.
childish coward non-cock fightings.
dey r some pple who cnt find other gals.
nid to steal from pple.
steal frm pple its ok.tis one steal frm deir OWN FREN.
oh well tat jaja wat to do rite.
she stole her brother's gf..n if she steals' ours,
i dun tink its much of a big deal to her.
luckily she did not steal any of mine.
except her blardaic frens.
nvm la..dey want to steal,take lah.
bsdes,i dun love them.

junk sd i am lyk chill wen i broke up wif malin.
but deep inside,
im cracking.
i still tink of her.
n wonder why break up.
d REAL reason i mean.
sucha lame excuse she gave me.
haiya.
nvm lah.
shall not for in love till d end of tis year.

u wanna concentr8 on myself,
study n mug lyk mad.
i NID to go nyp.
enter skool of health.

orite...
bye.

hmps..went to outram tt blardy HSA to pay my smoking fine!
walked so far!
amazing race
lols..luckily wardah accompanied me.
althou shes not much of help,
we ran together to d hsa halfway.
cz we tot it closes at 430.
tt stupid clerk larh lied to me 430 it closes.
but its 5pm!
hmp!
nvm..its ok.
n in d middle of d journey...
uh..haha.stop stop.

hmps..n den yarh larh...
those 2 counters tok to me.
i noe larh i have a friendly face.
n d man adviced "aiyoh..u dun smoke lah..u so young.u msut be 14 or 15.dun spoil ur organ.must live healthy u noe.."
n den d woman one sd "ure very pretty lehx..smoke nt gd.."
PRETTY?!!! =D
I corrected him i am 17 years old!
n den dey were shocked!
i noe larh..if i ride bike or drive a car,
24/7 kena stop by traffic police!
hahaha...

bored.no one onlyne except hui ping,berline n duno whose tis idert.
haha..
tis loraine ah..lyk nagging me mans.
lyk mother sia.nvm its cute!
oh yarh..

haiyarh..my poor arm.
bobo n ash "vandalized" my arm!
dey drew stupid shit while i was sleeping in class.
stupid creatures!

i passed ss mock exam.
one ting to say to tt nurmah
FUCK U!I CAN PASS W/O UR HELP BLARDY SHITHOLE!
those who passed,she congratulated.
wen my part,
she just gave d paper.
yah!my paper wif her stupid COFFEE stains!
yucks. blardee idert.
she tot i flung my exam,
cz she owaes scold me.
for her,she said who owaes kena scolded,
will fail.
fuck u larh idert.
im not lydat lah!
go n ask mdm aini larh.
she embarassed me scolded me in front of d class.
but for mid year,i got highest in class!
blardee fools.
not mdm aini.
its tt nurmah!

hmp..cnt wait.'
my poor frens at blabla...
haha..wish to be wif dem.
but i shall just do my hw n study..
orite.

till tmr

[im not strong enarf to carry on wif my lyfe..without in my lyfe,im totally helpess.pls cum back]

my love for u will never end.