sugar hard.]]

ahhhhh

maandag, oktober 25, 2004

You're so near yet so far...



Hello
Can you hear me?
Am I gettin' through to you?

Hello
Is it late there?
There's a laughter on the line
Are you sure you're there alone?

'Cause I'm
Trying to explain
Something's wrong
You just don't sound the same

Why don't you
Why don't you
Go outside
Go outside

Kiss the rain
Whenever you need me
Kiss the rain
Whenever I'm gone, too long.

If your lips
Feel lonely and thirsty
Kiss the rain
And wait for the dawn.

Keep in mind
We're under the same sky
And the nights
as empty for me, as for you
If you feel
You can't wait till morning
Kiss the rain
Kiss the rain
Kiss the rain

Hello
Do you miss me?
I hear you say you do
But not the way I'm missing you

What's new?
How's the weather?
Is it stormy where you are?
You sound so close but it feels
like you're so far
Oh would it mean anything
If you knew
What I'm left imagining
In my mind
In my mind
Would you go
Would you go
Kiss the rain

And you'd fall over me
Think of me
Think of me
Think of me
Only me
Kiss the rain
Whenever you need me
Kiss the rain
Whenever I'm gone too long
If your lips
Feel lonely and tempted
Kiss the rain
and wait for the dawn

Keep in mind
We're under the same sky
And the nights
As empty for me, as for you

If you feel
You can't wait till morning

Kiss the rain
Kiss the rain
Kiss the rain
Kiss the rain
Kiss the rain
Oooooohhhhh
Kiss the rain
Oooooohhhhh
Kiss the rain

Hello
Can you hear me?
Can you hear me?
Can you hear me?
Can you hear me?

vrijdag, oktober 22, 2004

There are many things tat i wld lyk to say to u but i duno how...

#oo1 - when were you born?
25 nov 1987

# oo2 - where were you born?
Spore General hosp

# oo3 - what was your nursery teacher's name?
i'm too smart to enter nursery.Nursery is just a piece of cake!

#oo4 - what was your first pets name and what
was it?
Erms..3 or 5 goldfishes? I got sick of it after 2 days n cried because it is sooo depressing to take care of fish.They swim n swim that's all.Well duh ya la its them rite. FOr me it is boring la to own fishes.Dumb creature.

# oo5 - what was your worst accident?
hmps..worst? Well,i don't know. Imagine at the age of 5 your leg went into a turning bicycle wheel bcz ure too careless and ure brother totally freaked out and was too dumbfounded? U fell of the big bicycle at the age of primary 3 and ur leg got pricked my thorns?(I love big bicycle la tt y.Im tomboyish.)Or, imagine ure at full speed,goin down the bumpy,rocky,pebble-lic hill wic is at bt timah, wen ure hand almost lost control of the handle bar but u managed to grab it,just when u tink ure safe, ure pedal hit the big tree and u got flung off the bicyle.Yea..i mean FLUNG!! Flung,and the first ting that landed is your head and it was kinda got dragged,and the front of the helmet broke,your wrist went numb,your knees n legs scratched.At that point of tym u tot ure dead or paralysed and freaked out bcz knowing u had forgotten to bring the helmet imagine if u went off biking w/o the helmet n ure thankful for your other bikers fren for lending it to u?Its like u owed your life to him.seriously. When everybody went shitty scared "Are u ok are u ok?" And all u do is just stare lyk in a trance unaware of the surroundings n stood up laughing cz ure thankful ure alive n not handicapped or watsoeva? Knowing that u have to continue the journey amidst all odd plus hating the last part which u have to carry the bicycle up a flight of big wide stairs? Also, a bicycle accident
(pulau ubin) where the path is not even,its covered by sand,pebbles and GRANITES!! when ure in full speed,u went to the wrong path,as in,the path is deeper.U did not know what to do and u swerve to the left,too late to realise that ure gonna fall of the bike? In a mere milliseconds, all u tink of the fall wun be so bad.Just when u fall,u thought ure ok. Afterall when u wanted to pick up the bike, blood from ur left knee slowly trickles down after that its lyk as if u open a water tap?it was alot and u freaked out cz its gory to see as ur skin looks lyk its bein slashed deep? Now whats left now on my left knee is the scar.Not so big,but it doesn't look normal.Cz i diden want to go to the doctor and have the wound stitched.


# oo6 - what was/were your favorite cartoon?
smurf!i have a smurf stuff toys!i love smurfs! teenage mutant,cap planet,animaniacs,pinky n the brain, little lulu, cartoons frm warner bros:tweety bird,sylvester,daffy fuck,bugs bunny,donald duck. Scooby doo. Akazukin Chacha.Oh now i love the..ump..Fairy?something lydat frm nickelodeon.I shd ask my 25 year old sis what is the tittle.She noes every cartoon tittle.She's knowledgeable than me incartoons. (I'm sorry..most of the cartoons is/were old..i watch cartoon wen i was young.Not now.I min..not much.My knowledge on cartoons is limited.When u talk about the latest cartoons, all u see my reaction lyk "Huh?" "Got meh?" "urh..i duno".Then i will start to ignore whatever u said and talk to u after u ahve finished "abt your cartoons" stories.)

# oo7 - who was your first best friend?
i don't want to name her.Fake fren.

# oo9 - who was your first boyfriend/ girlfriend?
girlfriend.

# o1o - what was your favorite song when you
were in primary five?
Garbage-only happy when it rains/when i grow up.
Guns n roses-sweet child of mine/november rain.
Green day-Basketcase/time of of your life/when i come around.(mostly from the kerplunk n dookie)
spin doctors-two princes.
The cranberries-zombie/salvation/forever yellow skies/free to decide.
Oasis-wonderwall.
Nirvana-Come as u are/polly.
Radiohead-Karma Police.
Serious im nt jk i listened to all these. Cz my elder brother influenced me his music stuffs. He was lyk 15 or 16 lydat when i was primary 5. He's into these jammings la forming his own band.No defunk i tink.Ha. Ahh.. i still remember him pretending he's some professional guitarist. Cz he played the electrical guitar in my hse.. duno wth..with amplifiers wat hell.Ahh.. sometimes i feel it is a shame for those people who go crazy over mxpx or radiohead or ramones or wat nots band which exist lyk around 7 or 8 years before their tym? I mean its ok to hear but they boast around. Its like, HELLO..EVEN THE FUCK STARHUB is not that slow as those punkrawk fuck wanna be.Please b ashamed of urself.U noe ureself.Gross. Just go and listen to rnb n hip hop shits la instead.



# o11 - what was your favorite movie in
primary two?
i rememberd i watched casper the frenly ghost.Ha.

# o12 - what did you want to be when you grew
up?
grew up?!! When i was young i wanted to be a bartender.

# o13 - what used to be your favorite color?
Lime green,hot red, bright red. Still is.

# o14 - what was your favorite subject?
primary school? Mly.

# o15 - did you ever wet your pants at sch?
No..but infront of my hse cz reached home cnt tahan liaox.

# o16 - did you ever get sent to the principal?
kindergatern. Fighting.

# o17 - did you ever steal anything?
yes! kindergatern steal alot of erasers to play eraser wrestling tiny.Ha.

# o18 - what was your worst fear?
cockroaches,creepy crawlies,snakes.

# o20 - did you ever suck your thumb?
ask my mom.

[ p r e s e n t - ]
# o21 - what time is it?
1319hours.

# o22 - what's the date?
21 oct 04.

# o23 - what grade are you in?
sec 5

# o24 - who is your best friend?
close frens.

# o25 - what is your favorite movie?
my sassy girl,last samurai,troy,gladiator,drumline,stormriders(Aaron kwok is hot in the movie.he got purple higlighted hair)

# o26 - what is your favorite song?
many larhx.

# o27 - do you have any pets?
my dad.he barks!

# o28 - if so what are their names?
yet to be named by me.

---------

# o29 - what is your favorite subject in school?
recess and go home. Reading period=sleep. Chem/phy/history/ss=chatty chatty. El=party. Maths=Hafta pay attention. So yea.. its lyk we go to school only study maths.wth.

# o3o - what color of hair do you have?
pink n purpleblack.

# o31 - what color of eyes do you have?
dark brown.

# o32 - do you still watch cartoons?
no.

# o33 - what is your favorite tv show?
the oc.

# o34 - do you go online often?
ya!

# o35 - what's your worst fear?
o level.

# o36 - what's your favorite color(s)?
bright colors.

# o37 - what state do you live in?
tokyo!!

# 38 - do you have a bf/gf?
no.

# o39 - what's your favorite type of food?
spicy one. Seafood lover! Want eat snails?!!Cmon..suck suck.wahaha...

# o4o - do you drive?
drive people up the wall.

[ f u t u r e - ]
# o41 - what do you want to be when you grow
up?
nurse/work in a dental mobile van!hehe/pasty chef/social worker/

# o42 - do you want to go to university?
if my career is guaranteed.

# o43 - do you want to get married?
marry me?

# o44 - if so at what age? if not why?
MARRY ME NOW!!!!!!!! GODDAMMIT!

# o45 - do you want to have kids?
yea.

# o46 - if you do drive what kind of car do you
want?
tuscany,hyundai santafe, any sport car or MPVs.

# o47 - at what age do you think you'll live to
be?
im immortal.

# o48 - where do you want to live when you're
25?
somewhere near my ayumi hamasaki.

# o49 - what movie do you want to see next
saturday night?
any strip shows.can i be the extra??

# o50 - are you happy?
duh! im a happy spirit!

# o51 - what time do you think you will go to
bed when you're 70?
no tym.busy making love.

# o52 - do you think you will have the same
friends as you do now?
I didn't know that i'm god can predict the future.

# o53 - do you think everyone will be jealous of
you?
everyone loves me!! hail me!!
+++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++
I shall make a vow,
i shall stay clear of tis computer.
Hehe...internet is taking over my life!
Watch me as i will break my vow.
Haha...
O's coming.
Ah.
I wanna go nyp!
Maybe diploma in nursing or diploma in dental therapy.

I just re-downloaded my long long 1 year plus mth lost fav song!
Hehe..by feeder-just the way im feelin.
Is goo goo dolls dead?!!!
How can my fav old tym fav band nvr make an album?!!!
Oh i miss their songs.


*//
Love in, love out,
Find the feeling
Scream in, Scream out,
Time for healing
You feel the moment's gone too soon,
You're watching clouds come over you.

Torn in two,
You close your eyes for some place new,
Torn in two

And I feel it's going down,
Ten feet below the ground,
I'm waiting for your healing hand,
One touch could bring me round
I feel we're going down,
Ten feet below the ground,
It's just the way I'm feeling.

Glow in, burn out,
Lost the feeling
Bruise in, you bruise out,
Nurse the bleeding

Torn in two,
Each time we bruise

And I feel it's going down,
Ten feet below the ground,
I'm waiting for your healing hand,
One touch could bring me round
I feel we're going down,
Ten feet below the ground,
It's just the way I'm feeling.
Yeah yeah, it's just the way I'm feeling.

Two different views,
As words confuse and break
I can't get out,
There's no way out of here,
I can't get clear.

Love in, love out,
Find the feeling.

And I feel it's going down,
Ten feet below the ground,
I'm waiting for your healing hand,
One touch could bring me round
I feel we're going down,
Ten feet below the ground,
It's just the way I'm feeling.
Yeah yeah, it's just the way I'm feeling.

donderdag, oktober 21, 2004

Slash me...

Oh.. forgot to mentioned.
Lol..my sis gave birth to a baby gal!
On tuesday. 19oct04.
Below pix was taken rite after d baby was born.
Haha.
I call her MISS TAN.
Cz she's so fair n pinkish,
lyk cheena man.
Lyk her dad.
Oh yea..
TIs newborn baby funny sia.
Sis was breastfeeding her,
so i tok to the baby.
"U very pretty..lyk your mom.See your mom pretty rite?"
Wanna noe wat happened next?
The baby farted.
Wth.
Its like as if she is communicating wif us.
She cries so damn loud.
Haha..she's so cute wen she cries.
Hehe..i miss her.
Her face will be so red lyk tomatoes plus chillies.
Spose-ed the baby can be brought home today.
But she got jaundiced,
so the hospital hold her.
ARGH!!!!!
Poor baby... i miss kissing u.
Hah!
Oh..jaundice??YELLOW YELLOW!!
The simpsons.
Mom said her kids don't have jaundice.
COol.but i see myself as yellowish.
*sobs*
So,aint she cute lyk her auntie???
Hehe..

dinsdag, oktober 19, 2004

I carved your name in my heart.Forever & Always...

I don't understand why u can be sucha freak.
I detest the sight of u right now.
You're forever picking a fight on me.
Can't u be patient fer just a little while?
You think you're some big fuck huh since,
u've been mixing with those guys,
and talking about chicks?
Fucking the chicks,pretty chicks here & dere.
Why not it be a better idea,
u just play marbles than to irritate the hell out of me??
You're the one who started the fight,
and u accused me of being the harsh one.
One day,
the chairs will fly again.
This time,
A visit to your face!
This is me.


maandag, oktober 11, 2004

If I were a month I would be:
november.

If I were a day of the week I would be:
saturday.

If I were a time of day I would be:
330am (That is the time i always wake up if i wanna study or do stuff)

If I were a planet I would be:
jupiter.

If I were a sea animal I would be:
crab!chilli crab!ahh...

If I were a direction I would be:
lost (i always lost my way)

If I were a liquid I would be:
mercury. (cold cold)

If I were a tree I would be:
Lychee?? Oh yumm.

If I were a bird I would be:
I HATE CROW!!!! is penguin considered one??

If I were a plant I would be:
mimosa. (touch me not.i'll BITE)

If I were a season I would be:
winter. (cold cold..)

If I were a musical instrument, I would be:
trumpet. (skanky)

If I were an animal, I would be:
raindeer.

If I were a color, I would be:
limegreen. (ATTENTION ATTENTION!!)

If I were an emotion, I would be:
sassy. (anybody wanna sassa wif me??)

If I were a vegetable, I would be:
carrot. (carrot fer good eyes.good eyes to look at hot peeps.heh)

If I were a song, I would be:
alizee-j'en ai marre (Cmon..lets speak franchais today!!J'aime les jolies filles ! )

If I were a movie, I would be:
The last samurai. (tom cruise)

If I were a book, I would be:
Ryann's Biography.

If I were a place, I would be:
TOKYO!! And Egypt. OOhh.pyramids!! sphynx!!.

If I were a material, I would be:
plastic. (waterproof)

If I were a taste, I would be:
Hot.

If I were a scent, I would be:
Ralph lauren-romance.

If I were a word, I would be:
weird.

If I were an object, I would be:
matress (lets sleep!!)

If I were a body part I would be:
breast. (woohoo)

If I were a facial expression I would be:
frown.

If I were a subject in school I would be:
recess!!!!!!

If I were a cartoon character I would be:
keitaro. (is an anime. from love-hina. ahh..living in a girls dormitory & bein d only bung.cool)

If I were a shape I would be:
shapeless.

If I were a number I would be:
25 .
--------------------------------
26 question in alphabetical order
From A to Z

A - Age:
gonan be 17 soon.Argh..slow!

B - Brands usually bought:
i buy pens all the tym! Giordano,bossini. Myojo instant noodle. Walls icecream.swensen ice cream.FOOD!

C - Career in future:
cafe owner/nurse/

D - Dancing as a career??:
NOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!!!!

E - Easiest person to talk to:
myself.my own personal diary.

F - France or England:
France!! FRENCH GIRLS!!!! *runs amok*

G - Gunbound or Ragnarok:
hopscotch.

H - Hometown:
tokyo!!!

I - Instruments:
I play recorder.(been practising fer 6 years.pro oradi. frm pri 1-6) LOLS.

J - Jungle or Sea-side:
mountain top.

K - Kids:
babies.

L - lefty or righty
both.but prefer right.

M - Meat or Vegetables:
vegetables.

N - Number of siblings:
4.

O - Open Minded or Close minded
open minded.

P - Phobia[s]:
cockroaches,creepy crawlies.Hold anything alive in my hand e.g:fish,hamster.etc.Worms,Snakes,smelly b.o people.

Q - Quantity or Quality (for anything):
quality.

R - Reason to smile:
No reason.

S - Song you sang last:
wallflowers-oasis.

T - Time you woke up:
7am.

V - Vegetable you hate:
none.

W - Worst attitude:
sarcastic when angry.harsh jokes.

X - Xavier or Jean Grey:
Ryann or Emmanuel.

Y - Yolk or Egg White:
turtle egg. (Hoho)

Z - Zodiac:
sagittarius .
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primary dayz life
Message: Message:
1.You grew up watching He-
man,MASK,Transformers, Silver hawk ,Mickey
Mouse,
Ninja turtles, My Little Pony and Smurfs too.
[x]yea..except silver hawk n little pony.what are those?

2. You grew up brushing your teeth with a mug
in Primary school during.You will squat by a
drainwith all ur classmates beside u,& brush your
teeth with a coloured mug.The teachers said u
must brush each side 10 times too.

[x]I don't remember all i noe is i get scolded fer bein my own flavored toothpaste.Cz the minty ones are not "Delicious"

3.You pay 40 cents for Chocolate or
Strawberry
[x]i dun remember.i only noe i love smarties!

4.You find your friends with pagers and hp cool
in
[x]i own hp in sec1

5. Envelopes given to us to donate to Sharity
Elephant every Children's Day .
[x]ArghX

6. You've probably read Young Generation
magazine.u know who's Vinny the little vampire
and Acai the constable.
[x]I read Veronica and err...i forgot larhx

7. u were there when they 1st introduced MRT.
uwent for the first ride with ur parents & u would
kneel on the seat to see e scenery.
[x]I remembered i took alot of pix.Hoho

8.Movie tickets used to cost only $3.50.
[x]Duno.Watched casper when i was young!lol.

9. u longed to buy tibits called Kaka(20 cents
per
pack),& Ding Dang(50 cents per box), that had
a toy in it & it changes every wk,not forgetting
the 15 cents animal crackers and the ring pop,
where e lollipop is the diamond on the ring.
[x]I tink so..hehe

10. u watched TV2(also known as Ch 10)
cartoons because Ch 5 nv had enough
cartoons for u.
[x]I don't know le

11. Hardy Boys, Nancy Drew,e 3 Investigators,
Famous 5 & Secret 7 are probably the thickest
story books you ever thought you have read.
EvenSweet Valley High and Malory Towers.
[x]seriously,i don't read all these.i read fairytales!hehe..

12.The most vulgar thing you said was asshole
& idiot .THE MOST EXTREME WAS 'super
white'...
[x]I said 'u stupid dumb dumb'

13. Your English workbooks was made of
some damn poor quality paper that was smooth
& yellow.
[x]Torn & tattered cz i erased it too hard or it got cut into pieces cz i held it n it accidentally went into the fan.I laughed hysterically>

14. Waterbottles were slinged around your
neck and a must everywhere u go.
[x]i used it to wack people when i cannot chase them.

15. Teng-teng, batu lesung, chapteh, hentam
bola and zero point were all the rage with the
girls & boys too..
[x]Play masak2,teng teng.chapteh.

16.Who can forget Ahmad, Bala, Sumei and
John, eternalized in our minds from the
textbooks.Miss Lala & Zaki and Tini in Malay
textbooks.
[x]Stupid maths.Mom always go thru wif me about maths EVERY single day before goin to school.She will cane me if i don't understand.I wanted to burn the book.

17.We carry out experiments of our own to get
ourself badges for being a Young
Zoologist/Botanist etc.
[x]Lol...HAHA.Wanted to..but too lazy.I helped my ygr sister instead.She got a badge.HMP!

18.Every children's day& national day u either
get pins or pens with 'HappyChildren's Day
1993' or dumbfiles with Happy National Day1994'.
[x]Still is

19.We wear BM2000, BATA, or Pallas shoes.
[x]Bata.

20.You went to school in slippers & raincoat
when it rained, & you find a dry spot in the
school
to sit down, dry your feet, &wear your dry and
warm socks and shoes.
[x]HOHO!!how u noe?!!!

21.Autograph books were loaded with "Best
Wishes", "Forget Me Not", &small poems
like "Bird fly high, hard to catch.Friend like you,
hard to forget".
[x]THey write diaries man...!!dumb dumb.Those are stupid gurlish2 shit.Im not. LOL.

22.Class monitors & prefects loved to say "You
talk somemore, I write your name ah!"
[x]I'm well known.Cz my name is always written on the blackboard.Hah.

23.When bullied by friends..we tend to
say.."Teacher,u see he take my pencil"..
[x]I extorted this guy for a new pencil color if i helped to do his homewerk.

24. You brought every single book to school,
even though there was one thing called the timetable.
[x]I brought ABACUS!!LOL.Or my maths teacher will kick us!.

zaterdag, oktober 09, 2004

Groovin to alizee-j'en ai marre...

Oh hi guys!
I changed my template.
Did it myself.
Duh.
Nice??
Lyk ornot?
Lol.. nvm.. i lyk!
Hehe..
Did ya saw sum effects before tis blog load?
ALso the tittlebar?
Lol..
Now i feel happier changed the template.
So uglee the 'lightning bolt' template.
Besides,i love final fantasy..esp yuna.
And the background,i lyk the color.
Ok..taa...shall shake legs now.
Sick of figuring strange figure n numbers (maths la).
Maybe study history?
Lols.
I want to buy some snacks.
Argh..fattenin.
lols..nvm fasting month is nearing..
Coming to days near u!(hurr?)

i love alizee.i love alizee i love alizee.i love alizee.
i love alizee.i love alizee i love alizee.i love alizee.
i love alizee.i love alizee i love alizee.i love alizee.
(skips outs of the room)

vrijdag, oktober 08, 2004

Praise The Lord Ryann...

I wonder how is the atmosphere attending a funeral.
Never in my 17 years,
have i attended any funeral before.
My 2 grandpa n 3 grandma are still alive.
Longevity is that what u called it?
The only tym i remember was when i was 5years old?
My uncle died and we went to the cemetery.
I was a kid n was playing and running around the cemetery,
lyk a lunatic idiot.
I was kicking some tombstone which was not in place.
I made it lyk a soccer ball wif my elder brother.

This brin is really self-obsessed.
Praise the Lord there is someone more obsessed than me.
I only have 2 galleries of my pix,
n she had 3??
Oh man!

My head is spinning around,
slept from 2-7pm.
5 hours.
Nevermind,i should not be disappointed,
as i studied one hour yesT??
lols.
Lied to mom yest,
got no school cz of self-study after d prelims.
Haha..n i managed to rest the whole day.
This morning crept out of my bed,
i was lyk a lost cow,
wondering what day is it and why the hell am i awake.
This is my everyday morning routine.
I will wake up and alot of thoughts will be running thru my head lyk:
"What days is it??Saturday?? eh wait.. urh..i duno.. got school?"
After a minute of pondering,
i finally managed to noe wats the day.
Every morning i wake up,
hoping it is a saturday morning.
Oh..tmr is saturday.

Fuck it im having hiccups.
I refused to hold my breath,
which is a way to stop havin hiccups.
I duno..it somehow lyk fun to haf hiccups.

Please take note that my blog is getting lame n lame.
Or maybe, it is already lame.
I have no nice stuff to talk about?
Lyk wat to talk about?
Talk about lovers?
Lol..i dun own one.
And somehow i restricted myself from lookin at some blogs.
It is a way to prevent myself from cursing their blogs.
I can't read too mushy stuff.
Yuck.
eew.
I gtg n have a shower now.
Shall stay at home tmr.
Wat a fattening lifestyle man im havin.
Shall start to do some squats.
*winks*
After o-level,
gonna buy a new pair of inline skates.
Skates my fats away.
BYE BYE BYE.
I AM FAT.FAT.FAT.FAT.FAT.FAT.FAT.
I hope i wun become anorexic.
I feel so depressed when they say i put on weight.
N i feel lyk kissing anyone who says i have slim down.
I should not be taken in by my ygr sis's comment.
She is jealous of me since the day she was born.
Ahhh...wats so nice being so thin lyk pole?
That is for her la..she said im fat.
If she stand beside the bus stop,
u noe dere is tis pole,
if she flag the bus,
the bus will not stop.
Bcz her body n d pole lyk combined together.
No diff wat.
She can go to hell fer all i care.
Why must she get jealous of me?
Just bcz my relatives n aunties uncles,
all praise me pretty and she jealous.
Crayzee... im not pretty.
i am FAT.
I love my elder sis...
Oh... oh..

Sori to bore u guys.
Bubbye.

*//You're watching, my heart being, so close to you,
your bleeding thoughts.
Open wounds still breathing
You're my everything, you're my everything.
I.L.U.

woensdag, oktober 06, 2004

traumatized by ur silence...

long time never write in here.
i am too lazy to write.
nothing interesting have been happening.

am in the classroom.
very boring.
everybody is talking about this graduation night cum this wednesday.
i seriously have no idea what to wear.
to hell with it.

//close your eyes let the world pass you by.i run away with you.