Read my mind...
Tis entry sposed to b eon 18th august one.
Oh..today skool sucks man.
i tell u.
Firstly i reached skool just in tym!
Wat the hell.
The bloody prefects went "QUICK LA!!"
i mean,
if d pupils wants to be late,
let dem be la sia.
No nid to shout lyk tarzan every morn.
Are u paid to behave lyk tarzan?!!
Summore very damn rude sia.
Stupid SKOOL DOGS!!
BLACK DOG LA.
HATE SIA.
Every mornin want to enter skool,
abt 6 dogs will be at d gate,
4 dogs around the foyer n ya.
Other than bein tarzan, dey oso are ushers isit?!!
Yea,
had to see vice principal abt retakin mly o.
Tat Mr goh la asked me see tt kong cheebyes.
Asked me to wait..lyk abt 10mins sia wait.
n den he brought me to mit tt kong cheebye la.
he asked "so how..?"
Kong cheebye went,
"ahhh...let dem be.we told dem oradi still stubborn.dey dun get deir poly deir probs la"
Bloody hell ah u talk to me lyk tat?!!
I waited fer u n u tok lyk tt fuck ah!
Kanina sia.. if only u are d vp.
if u r some amoy outside,
i give u a tongue lashin ah.
She tink she so gd isit.
her face lyk nyonya pasar one.
kns.
Pronounce Singapore oso duno.
She pronounced 'Sing Gah Pore'
idiots.
Also,
i was reading comic during physics.
i admitted it was my fault,
but was so engrossed.
i dun care he confiscated it,
but he dun haf to snatch d comic sia!!
snatch infront of my very OWN eyes.
is my comic ok!
n i love my comic alottt sia.
wen he snatched,
i wanted to tear up sia cz i take care of it properly manx!
wat d bloody fuck.
i was so angry he did tt.
i was fuming mad.
n den he came to me and verifiedmy name,
he asked my name agn,
im lyk "wat blardy fuck sia..u got my name oradi u ask summore!!"
i did not answer him.
cz if i open my mouth,my hand will just walk.
i was tryin to control myself real hard,
and yea..i did not want to throw the chair at him,
for doin tat to my comic.
i rili will throw the chair siax @ him.
i did flung a chair at burhan b4,
for pissing the hell of me.
he smacked my back sia,
n den he laughed.
he took it as a joke.
i hate those kind of beating jokes.
wanted to chase him but is in d class very troublesome,
so i just took a chair n flung at him.
i can reach my violence zone when im bloody pissed to d core.
wardah,emily n i walked to the canteen,
i asked her lah abt d present tingy.
she said not clear sia,
so i asked agn.
she went screaming infront of me.
woah!
relax la..i ask wat.
dunid to scream at me infront of d crowd too.
she went "duno dun ask la!"
i went "duno tats y ask la!!"
n den yah..i too lazy la to quarrel back.
bcz i will scream at her,
duwan scream at people.
how can i hear her properly wen the skool is damn noisy.
is recess sia.
wat the hell.
got back ss paper,
failed sia!!
HOW CAN FAIL MANX?!!!
is 9/25.
idiotx.
nvm la..she give test on wednesdays.
wednesday is my lazy day,
so i cnt put my heart n soul into it.
oh well.
and also sumone slammed the phone on me too.
wat d bloody hell.
ahh must not get work up la.
heck kare la.
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Oh its Ump dad's 49th bdae today!
yayy!! *confetti*
and to brintha a.k.a brinjal raider,
happi 16th bdae to u!
My elder bro a 4 pg letter to dad.
Woah.. heh.
i oso want write.
Sori ah if my el bad.
Heh.
Dear Dad,
Firstly i would like to wish u happi 49th bdae to u.I am sorry i did not get u any presents. Do u remember the time when i was young u taught me how to ride bicyle?
I was so eager to learn and u motivated me to go on and ride,
despite many failed attempts?
Do u remember how excited i was when i finally able to ride with 2 wheels,
and i let out my hands off the bar n hit the wall and u laughed at how silly i was?
Do u remember during the fasting month,
U would bring me to the small mosque(which now where my school was built).
I was so excited riding on your scooter(u don't drive that anymore),
the mosque was right up the hill.
U told me to wait for you outside while u performed your prayers.
But i never listened to u.
Instead, i ran down the hill myself,
and went home.
I did it to scare u and give u panic.
It was my lil mischivieous ways.
Do u remember those times when after your work,
i look forward upon your return?
Knowing that you will buy little treats for me,
and spoilt me,
after that we will take a walk at the park.
I used all my sly ways to get what i want.
U used to buy me crayons all the time,
either because it broke or i purposely broke it,
and i asked u to buy for me.
I wanted to sleep beside u at night,
but when u woke up the next morning,
u will never see me beside u,
because i ran away to sleep wif mom in the room as your snores creep the hell of me?
When i was in primary three,
i failed my maths damn badly.
Fearing of mom caning me,
and u told her not to cane me?
u taught me how to learn the Quran,
but i refused to learn n read because i have many things to talk to u.
U will give me a spank & yelled at me.
I was supposed to practice in my room,
but i ended up sleeping until the next morning.
But i was very young then.
U always motivated me to do well.
Even though i hate to learn or speak in Arab Language,
because i cannot really understand them,
and skipped the class.
U told me,
"Even if u duno.Out of 10 words,u know one is ok"
U asked me what do i know in arab,
i said "I"
And u were pleased,
although i find it stupid.
But things changed when i got older.
I hate to see the sights of you.
There are times when i am afraid to go home,
fearing that you will scream at me and beat me.
U lectured & nagged at me but i never listen to u.
I even went out of the house without ur approval,
and very defiant.
When u come back from work,
i will pretend that i'm already asleep because i don't wish to communicate with you.
Also i hate it when u kiss me (Fatherly love)
I admit that your words are very harsh when you're angry.
U beat me to discplined me but i took it as u don't love me anymore.
Everytime after u have scolded me or beat me,
u will come to me and look very apologetic and tried to make me happy,
sometimes by giving me money.
But i hold on to my pride,
i did not take the money,
unless when u wanted to yell at me again.
Although you are fierce and scary,
i know deep down inside you care and love me.
Once when i went for my NCO Training Camp,
before goin, i thought it would be fun,
because you will never be around.
But it proved me wrong.
The Sirs and Ma'am were not apologetic as u.
That is when i realised you are better than those dogs.
When i got back from the camp,
u were pleased and excited to see me.
U hugged me tight and asked how was the camp.
You get very angry when people step on me or scolded me.
You wanted to beat Taufiq for teasing me,
and u went to school to complain about him.
I did not want you to do that but u did to.
Whenever i showed u my results,
if its very bad too,
u did not yell at me but motivated me to do well.
U always believe in me that i can go far and says im smart.
When i topped the class in sec3,
u were very proud of me,
but mom was not.
She told me that i can do better.
I cried when she said that,
i don't know how smart she wants me to be.
But u were too contented already.
When you were mad at me that time,
u asked me to find another father.
But now,
i do not want another father.
You have done a great job by taking care of the 6 of us now 5 after sis married.
U motivated me to do well in my studies and have faith in me.
Other than sending us to school,
u taught us about God & religion.
You did not make us forget about our after-life.
When i could not pay my handphone bills,
those outstanding bills which accumulated until $500,
u paid for me because u do not want to see me in court.
And when mom cut my allowance for using too much.
u told me to tell mom not to cut my allowance,
u will pay my bill secretly.
i was stunned at that point.
And yeah,
i admit i was a stubborn and bold daughter.
But now i have change,
i mean i still am changing.
i won't repeat those stuffs i did years ago.
You're my only father and i do not want another father,
althou last time i wish i have another father.
Yeah..
I am sorry for all the mistakes i've done.
Once again,
happi 49th bdae to u..
And i love ya.
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Sori guys fer tat wrong entry.
Its 245am..want slp.NItes
