*note:this entry could lead to further depression n prolong boredom.please kindly scroll to the bottom in hope that u wun suffer from these.thank u .

my tummy pain arh...
haha..today diet man!
lol..
i reached home,
sleep until 630.
stoned on my bed until 715!
lolz..took 45mins to wake my system.
went to bathe!
yayy!
n den,i on the fon wif bird!
after tt,i got sleepy..
im not saying she a bore lah..
but i dun lyk to tok on fon
n evrytym i tok only,bery sian ah!

i did my malay compo!!
wahee!
lyk debate sia me.
he gave the tittle "the community tink tt friends whom are the same age could lead to social problems wif teens"
its malay compo.i just translated the tittle.
sori bah my malay n el suck!
lolz..
i debated lolz, non-literally,
wrote front n back of page until finish.
i HOPE i pass man!
tat mr som bin dom bin tom MUST give me atleast 35/50!
lolz..jk..
i wrote tat parents shd understand these teenagers.
cz the gals is goin to the stage of womenhood n the guys guys not womenhood larh~
n dey nid freedom.not so too much freedom,
n dey nid to be trust,n parents shd understand the situation of their teens.
cz dey have pressures frm frens,skool n if deir parents pressure dem, dey will turn to their frens cz dey feel tat their frens cn understand dem.
n even if dey noe smoking is wrong,dey duwan to smoke,but their heart all angree n to overcum,dey smoke,drink all etc!
lolz.. i duno..if tis kind of tittle,i lyk!

i still remember.
ss so boring sia..tat nurmah owaes stuck in unit 1!
abt the senior citizen ageing population.
n she asked wat to do wif the senior when dey are more den thent he birth rates.
wanna noe wat i say?
i said "throw dem in gas chamber lyk hitler did!"
mdm nurmah shocked.
lol..i dun min it wat..
cz i h8 my fatehr.must do tt to him

argh!
jz nw got house meeting.
boring.
i chose soccer n softball!
BAH!!
tt mr najeeb MUSTMUSTMUST select me female soccer ok!
i told him oradi.
cz last year i joined soccer bah!
n he lyk pest evrytym asked me hw soccer.. blehx.
lizard ah he!
shoe lyk ali baba..so big harhar!
he wanted me to join english debate.
NO NO NO
i am so evil..
yayy..i noe hw to write my name in thailand!
haha..kanokphan taught me.
lolz..
she said shes frm a gals skl int hai
dere got alot of single sex skool
ahiyo so kool!
but narh..duwan gals skl..
bad surrounding
distraction.
tmr i shall scold burhan arh.
now his words spread oradi.
n tt bear oso kols me handsome boy
dun lyk larh!

tmr got 90 mins of free period.
haha..no art bah!
yayy!i am hapi i dropped art!
i shall bring my discman!
n den if dey all busy body want to hear,
i shall say "japanese songs larh!"
haha..n i shall see who wanna hear.
i can hear alone larh!
so fun..bah..crap.
btw,bird,mandy moore is not hot la...
i find tt kristin kreuk is hot!!
yayy..n ayumi n me.
well me,is excluded int he hot list.
lolz.. haha sori ah bird,
diff pple got diff taste bah..
lolz..
i lyk those mix2 kind!!
cheryl fox ah!
i love tokyo!

wHy !s +HeRe a|wAyS m!SuNdErS+AnD!nGs bE+WeEn Us?..(15/01/2004, 18.48pm) says:
i thought u got gf sia
dementophobia->voyage says:
er xin is wat?
dementophobia->voyage says:
i no gf larh
dementophobia->voyage says:
got lah pple want me
dementophobia->voyage says:
but i duwan lah..
dementophobia->voyage says:
y u tot i gt gf?
wHy !s +HeRe a|wAyS m!SuNdErS+AnD!nGs bE+WeEn Us?..(15/01/2004, 18.48pm) says:
u so yandao wor
wHy !s +HeRe a|wAyS m!SuNdErS+AnD!nGs bE+WeEn Us?..(15/01/2004, 18.48pm) says:
y ppl want u u dun want them
dementophobia->voyage says:
lolz..duwan lah skared hrtbrk bah
dementophobia->voyage says:
n..tis year olevel..

-smiles widely- erh.. those cock eye only will say im gd looking(ryann is in denial).
RAHHH!!

*this is the higlights
wat ar..
this kenny,he angree wif mr tan cz his comic got confiscated,
he went n banged his head on the door!
so hard summore.
siao tar por!
n den..he wanted to jump down.
lyk,he want to put his other leg up the railing.
haha..seems lyk his comic is his life.lyk me too..
haha..
siao..
n den we the whole class made noise.
zak shouted "MURDERER!" rahim shouted "CHILD ABUSE!!"
n den we went, WE WANT KENNY!!WE WANT KENNY!!
we skare him.
uc an see his face.he so skared oradi. panic!
wahaa..
after tt,we went to kenny n becum the fire-starter.
we went "kenny report to the principal!" "kenny tell mrs tan!" "kenny.do u want us to beat him for u?"
lolz..
haha...

oh floor ball todae!
kewl.
but i got hit by d stix.
injury!
lolz..nvm lah..its a game man!

physics class test jz nw.
the tt stupid mr tan let us use our hp as a calculator.
DUMB MAN!
most DUMBEREST.wif the thousands of S's n t's!
dey all sms-ed copy answerm
n in d middle,
tis faiq showed me tis cupple oral sex.
haha..no wonder the guys owaes look at deir hp.
so tis is deir fascination.
i managed to copy the formulas frm my physics wbk.
haha..
summore wat i wana say..?
hw can i forget wat i wanna say?
o'oh.tis tells me im aging..not young anymore.

Im listening to ayumi-voyage lyk duno HOW MANY TYMS!!
ahiyo..i lurve tis song.. lala.. if only i am a tokyo girl!
a japonais bung.. ahiyo... woah 0_0
ash n junk sd if have sex wif jap pple,dey very noisy ah moan.
AHOHOHO..u bof must see porno rite?? i dun! ;p
i only lyk dem mah..i neh say i wanna have sex with dem.
ahiyo..

my head feels so heavy tis morning.
was very moody in skool,
cz i feel lyk wanna faint!
so heavy..not sleepy lah..
i duno.. ahiyo..

chatting wif tat pearline agn!
ahiyo..her internet speed one kind ah.
she sumtyms reply fast,sometyms slow.
haha..must be lah.. her internet not gd.
her nick 'aquamarin' frm under the sea..
so its different lyk us,we live on land.
haha jk..i owaes lyk to bully her!
haha..

tis morn,heard a sad news.
WARDAH WHY MUST U TELL ME EARLY MORNING!!!
and my sis's news.
shan't say here!
wat ah.. tmr i wanna put on gel ah.
i duno wear the heck is my wax!
aarghhh!!
if i noe my bro brought it to camp,
i am so gonna chop his dick!
oh well..i shall not..
lolz..

i duno wats wrong wit tis person.
she lyks,bungs,drags,gays,passive.
anudder one of mother hen's fren.
haikx...

wat shall i sae now?
i wanna sing..
my fav song..
i shall learn to sing tis!
i only noe the chorus jer.. cz tats the part i lyk..
bokutachi wa kono nagai tabiji no hate ni nani o omoudare mo minna ai motome samayou tabibito nan daroutomo ni ikou akiru hodo ni

so nice rite?!! ahiyo.. of cz lah..my gf sing wat..
i wanna chg new layout.
so sian ah see tis ayumi's face.
i want chg to anudder one of ayumi too!
haha..

i m so irritated wif burhan lah,
he kept calling me handsome boy
he said u handsome boy oradi must act lyk boy.
wth.
nvm..i can tolerate these..

tata

[aishiteiru..]

ahiyo!whre's my links???
lost oradi?
oh my..tis is the most saddest part in my life.
eh got holland v now!
its 11pm bah!
siao ah tis mediacorp!
at nite show holland v?
aha..wateva..
i cnt w8 to watch waterboys.
why?
cz i love when pple speak in jap!
as long they speak in nihongo,i lyk.
lolliez!
bird bird!! BIRD!
i shall tell u a story k?!
abt a bird.i use sign language k bird!
lolz..u dun understand nvm.
i shall sign n speak too.
but dun beat me ah bird!
u owaes beat me bird..
abusive ah u!!
lydat who want u?
abuse pple only ah!
haha jk

my dad asked me want eat not?
lolz..how cum he so kind todae??
i duno he got such gd heart.
haha jk.

HI!
aiyoh..my leg pain..boo hoo!
i very sad lah...
my mom scolded me for bein concern!

was in the bus.
called home lah after got my sis sms.
she asked mum wat sickness.
i panic lah
my mom neh fall sick one bah..
called home..ygr bro sd she fever.weak.resting on bed.
ahiyo i worried lyk mad.
cnt calm down!
summore took bus 8!
ugh irritating!
no wonder i kept having tis wurrying feeling,
not veh calm tingy inside me..
ahiyo.
ran home w/o using the umbrella
despite the rain larh.
went her rm n asked,
U sick?u want me soak towel?take temperature k?
u noe wat she said.
SHUTTUP UP LAH!I WANT TO REST.GET OUT.

haiks..sad.tats wat u get.
sms-ed my sis "maybe im irritating n she dun bother to tok to tis nurse la"
lolz..haikx..i reali wanna be a nurse.
but cnt lah..ltr pple sick i wurry.
butmust change their diapers summore.
ugh..but nvm!its helping dem,n i'll feel very hapi wen dey r cured.
ahiyo...sad lah tis mother scolded me.
i tell my mother!eh nono..she my mother want tell mother for wat.
haiks..
yea..correct tis song i hearing 'silence is easy'.
i shd just kip quiet..its easy for my mom.
i wonder how my mom can tolerate me.curious idert.
forver asking questions.24hrs toking.
lolz..
yea..my mom said im evry noisy.asked here asked dere.
n my tis auntie cnt stand me.
haha.. im a curious person bah!
cnt blame me!

ahiyo..sad lah.
duno lah y lyk tis.
she oni scold me mah.
lolz.. i duno la..wen im concern,pple scold me,i sad.tt y.
haha..
nvm!
lolz..i let 2 cigs!
jz now bought cigs!
gave 5 stix to ash.
2 to my tis pri skl fren.
anyhw saw me n asked "u gt cigs?"
lolz.
wait ah..i count.. u rememebred i gave 2 to ash wen we smoke.
hmp.. i smoked 11cigs just now?!!!!
AHIYOH!!
lolz.. haha..

bought my ayumi vcd!ahiyoh..
not so hapi.y she not pretty in tt concert?!!
argh!
nvm.
wat i wanna say ah?
nvm..shall save money.
tis bird goin to johor tmr?!!!
why d heck!
bird,dun leave tis tokyo bird!ltr tokyo bird got no one to tok to!
haha..
she's bird.im called a tokyo bird.haha..


tats the tokyo bird n bird!!
haha!i so uglee... boohoo...sad sad..want to die!
see lah my hair lyk pussy hair.
haha..neh put on gel tt y..
haiyah i lyk lazee to cut hair lah.
want grow center parting..but spiky hair easy to style lyk now..
bah.
lala..

i want to help mom clean the kitchen..
argh..must sweep,wipe the table n wash dishes.
ahiyo..
nvm lah..argh..I AM A BUNG!!ahiyo..nvm wateva..
n den do my hw!
yayy cnt wait for tmr!
wanna noe y?
cz recess is at 10am!
first recess!
not many pple!
yayy!!
orite tats dumb!

u noe,one day i am gonna scold tat blardee nurmah(hist tcher)
she evrytym scold me for no reason.
i neh tok,she scold me.
siao char bor.
she stupid sia.
duno wear scarve properly,n clothes never iron!
i IRON my uniform ok!
even if its not str8 enarf,i iron ok!
ugh..
if she says im gonna fail,
i will show her my n-level result.
i get 2 ok for comb humanities!
U neh teach me,i got band 2.hw good is tat?!!
haha..
ugh...
leg pain..

Bye

[bokutachi wa shiawase ni naru tame kono tabiji o yuku.dare mo minna ienu kizu o tsureta tabibito nan darou.hora egao ga totemo niau]

HI!
pple.pls watch the last samurai
I'll give it a 9/10!
very good!
its not full marks cz,tom cruise dun look handsome in tat movie n the jap gal, yutaka not reali chio.
if only dey had BEAUTIFUL jap woman.
heehe...

those who loves to watch fighting story,
esp me,i love those dey use swords all those ancient technology!
haha..!
but the sad part..
haha got pple weep.
heh.

ahiyo,tis bung ah,her gf chio arh!
ahiyo.. *jealous*
haha...nah nt jealous...

i shall go to my sis hse agn!
can always get to go free movie!
if only those shops n skating placed are opened,
we had gone to inline skating
n i get to go ice skating.
ice skating!
nah..inline is stil the best cz im gd at it!
i nid NEW blades.
my bro in law wanted to buy me tat heelys shoes!
for wat i want??lolz
i only go for inline skates!!
i hafta w8 3 mths to get his bike.
cz rite now he's using so much money to open a shop.
ARGH!!
3mths w.o a bicycle!
ahiyo..depress depress!

[keu-reoh-ge twe-gil mae-il ki-do-ha-jyo .I...wanna kiss, wanna dance, wanna be with you .nae-mam a-na-yo.neo-mu tteol-ri-neun-mam....t'eo-reo-noh-go shi-p'eun ma-meul~yo.]

well...
todae i learnt hw to tell a story using sign language!
how gd is tat eh??
i forgot how the story goes..but if i read dem,i will noe...
its interesting..
learnt it in the bus wif sis.
we wanted to go inline sk8,
budden,we tink it is close,cz u noe wat day rite?
not gonna wish tat.
lols..sorry for bein kinda racist.
cz i feel,for us,
those deejays dun go arnd saying 'slamat hari raya'
n dey go boast n wateva shits abt cny.
hmp sori for those who dun agree wif me.
aight2..i shall wish
hapi ching chong new year!
hapi?
lolz..
well..i duno..i dun feel aniting!
but if i am bad to those pple,
im lyk insulting my grandma whom is a chinese,adopted by a malay family!
lolz!
i shall declare myself as jap!
japanese gal!
wateva...

i am pissed wif my ygr sis.
i duno HOW many billion tyms,
she asked me abt msn!
how to chg nick,
n kept asking if her fren onlyne,
den got write onlyne..
n duno wat other rot questions.
i got angree n yelled STUPID AH U!!
i dun usuali scold her stupid.
she dun accept the word stupid on her.
she tinks she is so clever.
wateva ok lil sista.
if ure clever,i dun care.
i wun get jealous.
nt lyk u.
just bcz im prettier den her,
she hates me n calls me fatty.
atleast,
i prefer fat den skinny pple.
she wants to diet.
she's only pri 6,want to diet.
skinny oradi..30+kg.
skinny whre got pretty sia!
oso neh mean fat2 pretty.
but acceptable lah..
ee-dee-yert.
she's so egoistic.
my elder sis cnt stand her jz nw..
we asked her why she got problem,
she refused to tok.
my sis gt fed up.
me,i jz kept quiet n pretend nthg is wrong.
blehx.
ego gal..
im 53 kg,n my frens dun blve i am 53 cz i look lyk i'm lesser den 53kg.
lyk 40+.
lolz..haha..big bones i guess.
dun tell me d other reason.DUN RUB IT IN.

i haf the urge to leave tis blog.,
n continue writing in my other secret blog.
hmp..shd i?
well maybe..
i just dun lyk sum stuff...
well nvm den..
we shall see..
cnt wait to cycle tmr!
shd i jog tmr?
hmp wateva.
i wanna go n tok to my sis!
or maybe tell her tt story by singing,
she will be proud of me for picking up so fast.
lolz!
sign language is fun n easy!
try it!
taa...

Tis is part of the story i signed,
"there was once a bird who loves cheese... ".. wateva.. lolz..

bye..
i wana go home n listen to tt voodoo remixed ayumi song.
but i duwan go home until my bro is back in camp.
duwan see his face.
he treats me lyk as if im invisible...
wateva damn..
he noe how to take my tings!!
den break it..duno pay back..
idert..my hp all cz of him!
oh well wateva..
frm now on,
am not gonna share my tings anymore to any1....
i feel lyk buying a book..
hmp..a non-fiction bk of course.
why the hell i love reading those painful n sad stories?
sadistic huh?
well..i love those stories wic potrays deep heard feelings..
haha...
lolz..
bye!

if only i can sing tis

songpu-reo-un-ga-yo
keo-ri-e su-ma-neun
yeon-in-deul so-ge-seo
hon-ja-i-gi him-deun-ga-yo

saeng-ga-kae pwa-na-yo
sa-rang so-ge-seo
eon-je eo-neu ttae-do
haeng-bo-kal su
i-da-myeon-yo

*Whisper- Be my lover
cheul-geo-up-ge chi-geum keu-dae-ma-ne
sa-rang ch'a-ja tteo-na-bwa-yo

Be my lover Oh! sa-rang-seu-reon
nu-gun-ga ham-gge man-na-myeon
You are the only one. Boy! gal*

we-ro-un-ga-yo
a-mu-do mo-reu-jyo
keu-dae keu ma-eu-meul...
i-jen yong-gi ka-jyeo-bwa-yo

I'll be loving U!! -
Will you be My Friend? --
tta-ra hae-bwa-yo
Why can't, Oh Why?
mang-seo-ri-ji mal-go
ta-ga-ga-seo mal-hae-bwa-yo

*Repeat

Whisper - Be my lover
cheul-geo-up-ge chi-geum keu-dae-ma-ne
sa-rang ch'a-ja tteo-na-bwa-yo
mweol ki-da-ri-na-yo

Be my lover Oh! sa-rang-seu-reon
nu-gun-ga ham-gge man-na-myeon
You are the only one. Boy gal!

Only one!
U are the only One!!
Charminggorgeous One!!! (Boy)(gal)
Only One!
U are the only One!!
Charminggorgeous One!!! (U are the only one for me)
Only One!
U are the only One!!
Charming One!!! (My Darling)
Only One!
U are the only One!!
Charming One!!! (Just A to Z)

(Rap)
na-man cho-heun-ji....
keu-dae-ro cho-heun-ji..
to-mu-ji al su-ga eobt-jyo..
Baby baby Boy Oh?? Oh??
na-do mo-reu-ge......
sae-gge-man-ge t'a-neun mam
Can't you feel my Heart?
Look at My eyes!!
keu-reoh-ge twe-gil mae-il ki-do-ha-jyo
I...wanna kiss, wanna dance, wanna be with you
nae-mam a-na-yo
neo-mu tteol-ri-neun-mam...
t'eo-reo-noh-go shi-p'eun ma-meul~yo.

*Repeat

na-reul pwa-yo
Whisper - Be my lover
cheul-geo-up-ge chi-geum keu-dae-ma-ne
sa-rang ch'a-ja tteo-na-bwa-yo

Be my lover Oh! sa-rang-seu-reon
nu-gun-ga ham-gge han-da-myeon
You are the only one. Boy gal!

Whisper - Be my lover
cheul-geo-up-ge chi-geum keu-dae-ma-ne
sa-rang ch'a-ja tteo-na-bwa-yo --
mweol ki-da-ri-na-yo

Be my lover Oh! sa-rang-seu-reon
nu-gun-ga ham-gge han-da-myeon
You are the only one. Boy! gal

acherli,i hate tis song cz its pop.lolz..nvm lah.. its nice.once in a while listen to jtechno.

wheex...ayumi rocks again!! i wanna chg layout out.but no matta how beautiful those other designs are,i will only be satisfied ONLY if its an ayumi layout!! haha... well.. my tat other abandoned blog,i've restored the layout back. lolz..neh use oso want to do.. haha..tat final fantasy layout. i haven bathe ah!i shall bathe at 3 or 2pm.

i neh accompany my sister n bro to batam.af ferst i was delighted.but wen i heard dey want bring some more pple..n batam is such a boring place to go to, i decided not to go.

i want go tokyo!! i want go tokyo!! i want go tokyo!!! u shd noe y! heeex.. heaven!!

-come back soon-

hi.here agn.
the more i sit,
themore i get frustrated at tat stupid physics tan choon lye tcher.
how on earth can he be a teacher?!!
he CNT EVEN SPEAK PROPERLY,
n his VOICE IS SO SOFT!!
i hate it wen he uses his mic.
irritating sound came out from it..
i duno ah.
he sweats here n dere..
deesgarseteenk.
i still feel very angry abt me getting kicked out frm his class.
KICK LAH AS HOW U WANT!
i dun care.
eh wait..i care abt my education!

i should find some way on how to lyk..screw him
i feel lyk breaking his laptop ok!
shit dang asshole.
lyk wat ive been saying,
I DIDEN CUM ALL D WAY SEC5,
STAYING IN IS STUPID SKOOL,
JUST TO FLUNG O LEVELS!!
stupid bird brain.
no..bird is only for me n tat other bird.
i depress lah evrtym we having physics.
depress cz i dun understand wat he's teaching.
tis is so true.
from the 1st day till today,
i dun understand wateva he teaches.
i only noe, transverse n longitudinal waves.
n they travels all tt.
those r all courtesy of me..
for being so hardworking to acherli read.
haikx...sad lah..depress.
n history n ss,tt nurmah.
evrytym sshh-ing me.
not me oso she shh at me.
stupid tudong woman.
hate her.
nvm ah,she scold me or want kick me out,
i dun care.
i can study alone.
n chemistry,oso depress lah...
el MORE depress!
the only subject i can look forward now is MATHS.
my most hated subject turned out diff..
haikx..
depress ah..
duwan go for tuition!
i duno lah..
bt bird want help me.
its dangerous to study wif ur fren.
u'll end up doin other tings.
chit.chat.chit.chat.chit.chat.laughs.jokes.

wth

i'm goin to brush my teeth after i published tis entry,
i cnt stand smelly breath!
yucks.
n den..gonna play red alert i duno wic one..
the yuri or tiberian the red alert 2.. duno wat larh..
or maybe age of empire!
but age of empire,i'll get bored after playing it.
slow ah the game..chop woods lah.mine lah..all those old2 pple..
now we play red alert!! we have helicopters,planes!
stupid shit.i better play tt yuri revenge.
my ygr bro is cleverer den me..
he noes wat tis tank for..tis unit n wat shit!

gonna shower n read my book n go to bed..
stupid hols i noe slp earli.
skool tym,duno slp.
but i slp!!
i am so hapi no skl..
away frm the boys.
tis irritating burhan kept calling me handsome boy.
how dare him.
wen teacher called my name he yelled out
handsome boy.
away from those 29 boys..
noisy..all they produce is just n-o-i-s-e.
away frm tan ai lin!
away frm yap weng ha who wears the skirt below her tits.
wadde.

y m i suddenly having tat kind of tots?!!
its over. lyk in dot dot. .
haix...

had a nitemare/dream.
it will be a gd dream if those characters are dere.
i duno i remember lah..bt dun wish to be in detail.
i tink i am a teacher ah..or tat other person.
n den,my pupils or her pupils.
duno ah..dey surrounding us.
n i went on my knees n proposed?!!
lyk wat fuck ok..
WRONG PPLE!!
ARGH!!
y duwan put the character as my mom or wat!
den can shock me to death.
dumb.
lesbian marriages.
is god telling me i am goin a lesbian for lyfe?
i duno.
but turned out to be alamak..
nitemare..
lyk wat one earth rite..
the..
nvm..


-u can marry me but u cnt *ahem* wif me-<--i remembered only tat lyne frm tat nitemare.eew.

FARK YOU FAT BITCH!!

~birdy..oh sugar sugar..ure my candy gal..n u got me wanting u~
(143)

i'm pissed wif tis dog(my ygr bro) n pissed wif tis nadiah despo.
lemme paste..

==bAbyMaNjA==-- says:
who can u depend on?
--==bAbyMaNjA==-- says:
ur new gerl?
--==bAbyMaNjA==-- says:
den hw abt me?
dementophobia->youre the only one i can always count on..[indebted||iluvu] says:
no
--==bAbyMaNjA==-- says:
reali? den wads with dat nick?
dementophobia->wateva says:
y muz i tell u?
--==bAbyMaNjA==-- says:
nvm ah...if u dun wish to tell me i cant force u rite.?
dementophobia->wateva says:
.
dementophobia->wateva says:
erh..y u lyk despo lydat?
dementophobia->wateva says:
we r frens ah
dementophobia->wateva says:
u got ur bf,u go wif ur bf ah
--==bAbyMaNjA==-- says:
i noe la..i dun mind we'r frenz. im juz concerned abt u and tis is wad i get for being concern.
dementophobia->wateva says:
y u so concern..?
dementophobia->wateva says:
well,i appreciate ur concern ah..but dun fall for me k?
dementophobia->wateva says:
i'm sick of entertaining all these stuffs
dementophobia->wateva says:
thx

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stupid despo. lyk no other guys or bung in tis world.
of all people,she picked me for wat?
i'm sick of entertaining all these stupid stuffs esp frm her.
so despo fucking cnt stand.

i cnt w8 for new year. i wanna go on a vacation!! yayy! go sis hse lah.
where else?!!

Hi!its 10.10pm.Hrm..am sleepy.
its always lyk tis wen im here.
evrytym sleepy.
but wen im in sis hse,
i nap for only 1 or 2 hrs n i'm awake.
but tis,even 24hrs of sleep,
its not enarf.

tmr..gonna go to bbq.
i shall faster go home.
duwan ah..all those people i dun lyk also r dere.
not i dun lyk lah,but those i dun rili clique.
hrm.. wateva.

tmr is el common test.
wat shit!
haha..
i cannot wait for ss structured.
i duno y i prefer structured den source based.
cz if i can remember those facts,
easy to pass.

yest my darling bird2 "sent" me to skool all da wae frm bt. batok!
so sweet ah... -muacks-
hehe
n den,we "toured" around spore.
we went to bedok,tamp,yishun.
n went back to my sis hse!
we bof were so tired,
we napped for 2 hrs!
bird bird...bird miss bird...
why tis stupid ygr sister lyk shit ah the voice??
yell yell. siao char bor!

just now during art class,
wardah n i were very noisy.
irritating us.
duno ah..
we larf2,sing2,hear mandarin songs..pop songs.
lolz..POP!!haha..tats wat u get wen u fren wif such pple.
haha..but i dun mind.
anyway,yest american award,
i realli feel tat clay aiken
is better den ruben.
if u pple disagree,u can fuck off.
i dun nid opinions.haha.
well,cz,wen clay aiken lyk hrm,
hw to say ah...tat ruben's "oh..." is very deep lyk bass.
lyk those jazz kind. but clay is better.
je can tarik his voice...
but too bad,he look lyk gay2.
but the gay the more i love it.
haha jk.. nah..

just now,
wen i wanna enter skool,
i totally forgot abt my low socks.
wtf n kena booked.
lyk hello,wat d fuck is it wif tis skool?!!!
wen u enter the gate,
wait ah lemem count,
prob 3 outide,4inside.
yah..arnd 7 or 6 prefects will be standing by at d gate,
to catch ur socks,tie wateva shit!
LYk fuck man the skool.
i noe they have huge number of underdogs,
dunod to have huge number of dem standing by at d gate,
early morn rite.
if deir face pretty or yandao can larh.
tis one arh.. ah shall not say man.
ya n den tis female underdog,
said to me "go dere pull ur socks"
she said lyk in the fuck tone.
rude tone. totally irks me off!!
i lyk wanna yell back at her.
not cz of my socks.
but cn she lyk hello,BE POLITE!!
wtf...lyk want bash her up.
please imagine tat u woke up at 5.30am,
quickly bathe n egt ready.
6 am,ure out of d hse.
took train frm yew tee intrchg to jurong east.
jurong east to eunos.
arnd 45-60mins ride?!!!
n den took bus to skool.
ure so tired n fuck up..
n tis underdog so rude to u.
irks me off.totally!
face lyk neh bathe lydat.YUCKS!
dey should look after their facial appearance.
ugh.i totally hate prefects underdogs.
stupid ting to join in.
but i dun mind a corrupted underdog! =)
tmr.. i shall wake up at 7am!!
yayy!!

aight..i wana do my maths...
n den slp..
tmr..den i shall tink of wat tym meet dem.
i feel lyk not goin....
but i shall cz duwan to disspoint those pple.
as long as i show my face,
can liao.
den huei jia!
i want go back my sis place!
i love my jijie!!

-lend me some sugar.i am your neigbour-

I'm so pissed,
migraine..anger..sick.. all together.
wat shit is life eh?

i was browsing thru sum blogs,
wen my irritating ygr bro irritate me.
he sat on the chair n rock2 shake2 all those.
i was having a fucking migraine n he did tat!
plus,hje kept disturbing the mouse.
i told him to go away n i'll let him use the comp.
wat fuck ah..i used the comp for abt 5 mins only
n he came to me.
he was using the comp frm 1pm till just now.
futhermore,yesterday he was ont he comp all day all nite
n i dun even get to use it.
he's here now.argh,just smacked him!
well done ryann.ure so patient to him atlast,u getta beat him.
i got angry just now so i pushed him very hard,
until he got flown away.
he hit the fan.
good good
yayy yayy!i love it!! i'm loving it.
he lyks to anyhow frame.
i tell u,i will beat him until he bleed,
but i have a heart not lyk my stupid father.
i wun kol him my dad.i wun acknowledge him as one.
i just kol him HE.

This idert is irritating me.
i am typin n he is pressing2 the computer.
below his chin got scar.
aiyah i feel sorry for him.
ah ryann dun be soft-hear.ted.
he just now hold scissors want fight wif me.
COME COME!!!

yesterday i'm so blardee pissed,
over small tings tat HE bashed me lyk as if,
i bring down the whole family's name,
or i'm pregnant or wat.
just a matter of 50cents tra charge,
he bashed me.
now i have migraine ah..
at the back of my ehad pain n my lips the inside sopwllen.
argh..fuck...
i hate tis life.
im going to fly go my sis hse.
even thou the journey will be a 90mins one,
i dun care.
as long im away frm tis house...

bye evryone.

i just did sumting to the blog header.
now my entries wun cut across tat ayumi's name.
I'm SO SO SO SO DEPRESSED!!
I NID SOME FUCKING SONG TO SPICE MY LIFE!!
since tis comp,my files,my years of collecting songs,
those precious feelings..those chats i had wif those special pple,
wich i kept,ALL GONE!!
All thanks to my dad. give a round of appluase for his brilliant work! -cheers- -yayy-
one word,DUMB.
he wanted to clear all those cookies larh..
cz tis idert comp evrytym got porno pop ups.
it msut be my brudder who goes to such sites.
i admit i dun go to such sites.
argh!!!sad lah..all my songs gone!
there's only wait ah i count,
only 7 songs in my comp!
pathetic rite?!!!
depress lah all those songs lyk wanna die onez!!
play some rock one or wat!!
lemme list,
dido-life for rent
nelly furtado-powerless
ayumi hamasaki-fly high(euro mixed)/seasons
enrieque-maybe/escape
now tis stupid kazaa.
argh!!y tis bung toking to me??
i duwan tok to her rite now.
cz im writing.
nvm..ignore her 1st.
den later after i fnsh writing,
i shall say,
Oh sorri,i gtg nw.i nid to slp.tata!
bastard sia me.
tis bird2 msg me.
aiyah ltr read.
i dun lyk to be interrupt wen im busy doin sum stuff.
ok wat i wanna say ah..
oh the kazaa.illegal.i knew oradi long tym.
if wanna dload frm irc,
irritating ah wait for queue!!!!
i hate to queue!!
i hate to wait!!!
argh argh argh.

shuddup ryann.

aight... today skipped lalala.. bof of us went lalala n met ash. i shall not disclose wat is tat lalala.its not dating or watsoeva ok. did nthg much ah. just rot...n study for awhile.HALO!!did i just did some revision?!!muahahaha... tats not me.no no..its not me..i dun do such stuff.well,acherli i did.argh i duwan to face anudder major exam!!NO NO!!hrm.. also,i can't wait to get out frm the stew-pit skool.cz,i cannot stand see some people face which i possibly cannot avoid.lyk tat sec3 asshole.duno wat is she trying to be. a butch?!! is she a tomboy?!!she's so dees-garse-teenk wif her tat hair n her short skirt.her legs are so fat n urgh!i HATE HER!!(my frens shd noe who),n tis sec2 gal,despo.. n sum others whom i cannot mention.cz i duno who is reading my blog.. n link..die sia. Just now,tis sec2gal,sms me.duno wat shit. n she sd "our children the number 12". Wth.So i replied "wat children lah devil?!!" crazee despo.i dun lyk lah attention.i dun lyk any1.i dun fall in love easily. if dey get hook wif sum1 else oso i dun mind cz i dun care.except one.. haix..bird... bird,u stay in the cage k..be gd bird.ltr if u got stolen,adoi.. susah aku nanti

orite..tis entry is gettin nowhere.my tmr list;

1)wake up to skool.MAKE SURE ITS 630am.fuck ah..i dun haf an alarm clock. anybody wants to make some donation??
2)rot in class...crap wif tat zak agn.forever 'i say a putty tat.' 'i did i did'
3)i shall not hang out wif dem tmr cz i wanna go deposit some money in the bank n den slp at home..
4)erh..after tat,do hw i guess?study?Read?

argh..dun lyk lah.tis is SO not ME man!

i wanna go clean the kitchen,iron my clothes n slp..ta!

kotoshi mo hitotsu kisetsu ga megutte
omoide ha mata tooku natta
aimai datta yume to genjitsu no
kyoukaisen ha koku natta

soredemo itsuka kimi ni hanashita
yume ni uso ha hitotsu mo nakatta
La La-i

kyou ga totemo tanoshii to
asu mo kitto tanoshikute
sonna hibi ga tsudzuite ku
sou omotte ita ano koro

kurikaeshite ku mainichi ni sukoshi
monotarinasa wo kanji nagara

fushizen na jidai no sei da yo to
sakimawari shite akiramete ita
La La-i

kyou ga totemo kanashikute
asu moshimo naite ite mo
sonna hibi ga atta ne to
waraeru hi ga kuru darou

ikudo meguri meguri yuku
kagiri aru toki no naka ni
bokura ha ima ikite ite
soshite nani wo mitsukeru darou

bird bird... bird bird... bird!! pok pok kek!

just woke up frm slp.duno la...jz nw slpt frm11pm.lolz. i got a tutor!!yayy! her name is bird bird!bird.bird.bird! yayy! lolz.. i hapi bird bird teacing me. ervy week n pinch her cheeks,touch her forehead!yayy yayy!BIRD BIRD!! DODO!! fishball!

roswteiydofic.

leg pain.i want go slp2.. bed bed..here i come.come what may.may i love u.u until the end of tym.tym now is 2.59 brought to u by kakak mai.mai kaki sakit. sakit tau my leg.leg i kesian.kesian u eh..eh..nak nangis.nangis cz leg sakit.sakit..sakit..sakit lah hati aku.aku tak tau lah why kaki cam ni.ni mesti kaki aku sejuk tau.tau!tau pon,still pakai angin.angin ni..ni lah aku ni bodoh sgt. sgt2 nyet ak leh angkat seh.seh..kawan aku name norseh.norseh siak name.name obit siak.siak ah..aku main2 lah.lah..mane name kawan aku obit2 nye.nye nye.. nye kan,ltr ada ugama lah.lah..alah.alah,aku pass tau naik sec4 ugama.ugama is very healthy.healthy living.living nation.nation i spore.spore is a small country.country sial peh ching chong.ching chong ni,i dun lyk esp si ago-go-go tu lah.lah de..ago-go lah..punk lah ape saje karot je.karot siak sial tu.tu ah..byk sgt ago-go-go de igt de punk.punk taik lah de tu.tu de ah..i tink dgr too much of avril lavigne.lavigne avril sux ok.ok ah peeps,gua dah kaki sakit ah.ah..shd slp ah me.me nk slp now.now i go to bed.bed i come.come pillow i lie on u.u...bye!

hey pee sweet say-vern-teen ash!!

yayy!

i found wat i want!
i owaes wanted to go to nanyang poly.
i shall take diploma in dental therapy or physiotherapy!!

YAYY!!i duwan take nurse arh..
its always standing
always on foot.
attending to those patients crazee up n down moods,
taking hypocount,
temp,
all those.
i've helped before!
but seriously,
its fun.

i feel lyk doin sumting.
argh!
but i wun.
maybe i shall.

ok!taa!

haha tis bird so cute lah!

'bird why waste time under the block? can larh lepak2 once in a while.. but not everyday.. but lydat ah bird.. later you'll regret.. trust me.. dun smoke2 so much ok? ltr if you die, who want me bird??? hee.. choy.. i sayyaaaangg you bird!!! dun die kie?'

we emailing n chatting on msn!lolz!!

YAYY!!
my comp not suck!
Can go blogspot n read my frens diary.
but i dun read word to word lah..lolz!

Today alott of tings!
wait ah.
ash just sms-ed me got tis bung stead wif drags!!
WOW!!i oso want!nvm..must choose shafie or his twin bro!
lolz..jk..

1)me n starlin neh fight anymore!told her lah "dun lah angree2 wif me.. i buy u macdonald ah.." Lolz..i so bad siah.Pple angree i say lydat. Must slow talk wif her,i not kay siao one.I patience wat..n evrytings resolve. .I duwan fight2 wif pple.Later become enemy,stare2 den fight,i duwan lah..lolz.Excepct tis particular ching chong bung lah! I see her,i kill her ah!

2)woke up 7am to skool.LYK HELLO?!!15mins to get ready n bathe all! sial ah..i ran to skool,lyk almost kena asthma attack sia!haha..i no asthma lah. But lyk cnt breathe ah.must be tat bag.tmr i chg bag ah.i bring the sling bag! Duno got not n whre i put!

argh..i want go pangsai ah...brb.

yea i m back.sori for so long.lolz.
im listening to dido-life for rent.
haikx.seriously lah,i have no intention to b in a rs.
tatz cz im gonna be SO DAMN FUCKERING bz wif my art!
LYK HELLO!!
A1 BOARD TO BE READY WITHIN ONE MONTH!!
3Months to draw ont is stupid dun wat size BIG BIG board.
By the end of april must finish paper1!
wat fuck sia.i hate drawing painting.
stupid skool cnt afford buy stuff for art.
forever decorating the skools with trees,
n seriously the skool looks lyk a zoo.
i noe ah we all monkey.
no nid ah decorate2.we dun appreciate such surroundings.
stress ah lyk tis.ONE MONTH 8BOARD AH!! lyk want drop sia!
but my languages not tat power.
i can score for combined humanities n science.
if i drop art,o-level pass those two only?pantat arh!
but its lyk amazing.hw the heck i can score 2 for combined humanities.
must be those few days being a gd student do homeworks,
n last minute history revision which i shall call it a memorising.
memorized almost 90% of evry history chapters.
i duno how i did it wif one day.
lolz!the menemonics helps lah.lolx.
hafal quran tanak.hafal satu buku history nak.sot.
siak ah ko ryann!

haikx.. i shall bring my bro's accident pix.
if i show tcher,she sure will go "he never die?"
lolz...accident must send for scrapping.
toooo tooo..bruok oradi.
cnt ride anymore.mirror all broke,
the metals tingy all came out.LOLZ!
maybe death haven cum for him lah.
haikx.
jz nw i saw my neigbour.
she poor ting.her mom just passed away.
she's only sec 2 or sec3.
WHY ALL OF OTHER PEOPLES MOTHER,
WHY MUST HER MOTHER DIE?!!!
WHY?!!!!!!!!!
WHY LIFE LIKE TIS?!!!
seriously lah,i lyk want cry for her.
she n her four siblings dun deserve tis kind.
she now must be incharge of the housewerk.
shes 14 ok!! handling all those housewerk!
the only gal after her sis got married.
she got a pri6 ygr bro n sec4bro n tis one in ns.
her mom cnt die!!cnt lah!!!argh!!
i can still remember her face.
its just all too sudden.
her mom so kind..thoughful,,patience..n evrything gd.
before she died,she had to rest on the bed,
rest2,she cnt open her eyes.
u noe,alive but dead.tat kind ah..
for 5 or 4 days lah.
n den wen her siblings all were talking abt her,
all tak abt her gd stuff.
she's realli gd lah.kind2 all those..
n wen dey talking abt her,
her tears just rolled down.
i guessed,she can hear but she just so weak to do anything.
haikx.. got tis granny lah she lives next block.
n she so kind.she helped to buy breakfast for her,
sumtimes send her some food.
she sent to us too!!yayy!
n althou she cant cook wen she's sick,
she still gives food.
but canned one lah..
alah CANNOT DIE!but dead oradi.
i shalls top.
later i sad cnt slp whole nite.
she was discovered in the last stage of breast cancer.
no hope..haikx.

i want stop smoking ah.i duwan have breast cancer.duwan wear binder all those. but i dun wear anymore wat!lolz. haikx.but my breast so mini sia. jempot2 je.. haikx.

3)back to story. after skool,we all lepak wif d minahz! HELLO! WE HAVE MINAH FRENS!!WE RAWK!! lolz.haha..but dey not those minah lyk cheebye2 one. dey rili kind.dey dun kay siao in skool one.haikx..evryday lepak wif dem smoke2.siao ah..lyk tis how..argh..n den we all got no cigs left ah.we wanted to buy bt cnt sia.skl u.we saw joey.he bought for us.dat boy sia..haha shall not say lah.he was in a daze lah after tooking sum ketamine.lolz!the minahz,chiao oradi.joey n us all walked to mc.joey n his fren met deir frens.ash,junk n me went mit khai dere.we joke2 siao..lolz..

alah lazee tok ah..

bye

-so wad im fucking bad luck now? thanks alot ryann! so much for like being nice to me...if u fucking didnt like what i did to ash u could have told me straight to my fucking face alright! if u still don like it stop being nice to me or acting nice to me!! thanks alot.. well if u didnt knoe love dont last forever love is fucking blind maybe i was blinded by that damn love alright! "ya i wont hate u no matter what" fuck u man! fuck de words that come out of ur filthy mouth u know i didnt mean for this to happen and i don like to hate people..but this is just too much...i cant belive u said this about me on world wide web...well wait it doesnt fucking matter..lies is all that speaks of u..ya i know its my damn fault..i guess i just "stepped on the gas" for that freaking relationship ure just a gift horse in the mouth...now dont go shifting ones ground alright.. like u said..." i cant call u a bitch or anything cause i will only den b saying it to myself" ur just like de snake in the grass...you just seem to take pleasure in running me down right? ur not one bit close...fuck u. -
taken from starlin's blog

oh well,firstly,i would lyk to say,its my pleasure for thanking me.i noe im nice. lolz.crap siah u ryann. haha. Lyk ive been repeating over n over n over n over n over agn.TO HELL WIF U FREAKSTERS!!THIS IS MY FUCKING BLOG.I LYK WAT I WRITE.I BITCH AS MUCH AS I WANT.I DUN GIVE ANY SHIT.CZ TIS IS MY FUCKING BLOG!-drums.headbangs- lolz.

But hello lady,i dun pronounce ur name in my diary.So,u cant blame me.U tink u the only one in the world who lyks the number 7 is it?!!! THe number 7 got register ur name?All i said was,
"ash!sial ah,within brape wks or days,
de dah ade bf baru sial!
our prediction is true,
n the evidence is up dere already!
sial ah!!"

Lemme translate in EL."fark ah ash.within days or weeks,she got bf oradi" .Did i call u slut?or bitch" .Lolz. U broke up wif ash,i dun mind.I'm fine.But den, within days,u got urself a new bf oradi??DUn tell me,u chatted wif him for one day,next day stead?!!All i said to ash,dun stead wif gals who lyks the numebr 7 anymore.Cz her 2 ex loves the number7! Alah susah ah ckp english.

Kejap eh. YANG KO nak maki2 aku apsal??ko ingat ko byk besar pe!baru barely sec3,dah bukak kepak pe!dah pandai nak marah kakak2 sec5!Aku bilang ko eh,ko tak suke wat i write,ko gi belah ah.Aku tak suroh ko bacer diary aku ok.Ko igt suke2 pe maki2 org?!!Dah baik sial,aku tak letak name ko panjang2 kat diary aku ok.Ko mesti berterima kasih byk2 kat aku ok?! Atlst aku ckp sal numebr7,bukan satu dunia tau de stead dgn ko!Ko igt,kite nye org,klo stead,announce satu dunia pe?!Ko maki si ex aku jugak apsal?!! de tak buat salah katko,ko marah2 de kat diary de.Aku bukan take sides.But, mak ko seh(lemme make clear.not ur mom ok.just a phrase). Mak ko seh, org tak bersalah sial abeh nk marah2.Ko lah yg snake.Aku tak snake.Aku bunny, makan carrot n sayor!muahaha..oh aku luper lah,dah sec3,dah jadi upper sec. dah jadi kakak2 sey!!weewit! Ok ah kakak sec3,jgn marah ah babe. Cool ah.CHill man!jom ah light! Lighter please!Mau london ke marlboro? Anyway ah sis,i tell u frankly speaking.Ini ckp fact nye sey. Takde belok2 or snake2 ah.Ini ah.Macam gini.If ape aku write kat diary aku n ko tak suke kan,ko anuh mouse ko,gi kat right hand on the topp,nampak ade cross tu,tutop ah.Just a click n evrything's gone ah.Ok ah kakak.Ampon byk2 ah. Mintak makan minom halal ah. Tak baik ah gadoh2. Gua chao dulu ah babe!CHill ah?

LOLZ!muahahaa...lolz..

alamak..konek sial aku ckp!

'You are found to be a person who loves to love. You prefer emotional decision more then mantel decisions. You consider life just to enjoy; you are the one who is perfect to call FLURTIES. You love to increase the list of your friends and beloved???s.
You have a number of dreams but you never work hard to make your dreams come true which is the biggest drawback in your nature you take everything much lightly'.

I'm flirty?? Oh please! -beams-

i tell u,my stupid comp cnt go to other blogspot
only can go blogger.com
wtf sial!

maybe its the setting or wat ah..
i shall configurate it later.

i'm goin to clean the kitchen,
n do my homewerk ah..

evrything lyk blur ah..
haha..

i wanan have a new layout.
but tis tym,
all d pix will be by me!
but i nid photoshop 7.0.
argh..

i have an idea
i want a girl's face,
in a rage.
her eyes potrays her anger and all those stuff,
n she lyk swept her hands n hit the bottles,
and the bottles will be lyk almost falling down!
Lolz tats lame sori arh.

tata!

-if my life is for rent and I don't learn to buy .Well I deserve nothing more than I get .Cos nothing I have is truly mine -

hi guys!
its 4.11am!
im still here!awake.
hw am i gonna slp wif tis STUPID RUNNY NOSE,
n tis itchy ear!!
fucking irritating manx!!
i hope i wun gt ear infection!
hw m i gonna breathe wif one the left side of nose hole!
wat fuck.
argh!!
i wanna go bras basah only lah later to buy bks.
i duwan buy uniform ah,
lazy ah!
sorry peeps,im in a bad mood now.
tis 3rd hole sucks ah!
the ear stix kept falling out.
non-virgin hole.
lolz.
ITCHY!!!ITCHY!!IF I SRATCH LTR ALL BLOOD!
I WANT CRY SO ITCHY CNT STAND!!
argh for fuck sake dun itch2 lah!!!!
argh!

haikx..i nid to drink smoke now.
ARGH!!
i shd be gettin sum slp..
slpy now.

bye!

gone-_mathcbox_20

sori.tis entry shd be on 2nd jan at 2015hrs.bt the blogger is superly-screwed!

Argh i hate it larh! wat fuck sia tat stupid woman dun put the internet password!
im typin in wordpad now.. shit ah..fucker.
told kids shdnt use computer.
nonsence only.tat stupid ygr sister,
wen she uses the net,
always got porn pop ups.
n mom dun let us use the internet freely
cz she's afraid we might do tat.
of cz tats her fav dotter,
she truly blve in her.
duno lah wateva.
if me,she will throw me out of d window.
i dun watch porn.
see d pictures only for wat,
not shiok.
lolz.
anyway,i dun watch porn online lah
erps..i did watched b4,
bt i find it disgarseteenk.
LESBIAN ONE PLS!!
lolz! lesbian one more gross!

first day of skl,
i find us,the sec5,very lame.
tats wat big bird agreed to!
i kena caught by tt stupid mr pussy patrick loh!
cz of my earholes!
they sd,one ear,one stud marh!!
my left ear,got 3 holes,
so the 3rd hole i put stud,
n those ear-stix!
TAT ONE CANNOT OSO IZIT?!!!
kanina lanjiao chao cheebye!
my right one oso kena maki-ed by him.
cz the left one,is the stud normal type,
the right one is the stud but zip type arh!
he said "u go office!tis is not fashion show.."
i debated wif him jz nw at the quadrangle..
nonsence!! lydat,dun haf piercings lah!!
stupid idert.
tis is 2004 ok!!not the 90's n 80's!
he's still wearing his stupid tight bellbottom trousers,
which makes his dick invisible.
serious!not joking.i cnt see his dick!
i'm not pervert lah..
but tats wat my frens sd!
yucks!
our class 29boys,10gals.
Will make up a class of gays!
lolz!
haha jk.
my reg no. is 9!!
ash is 7!!
*cheers (3 cheers n 3 cheers n 3 cheers for ash-y!!number 7!number 7!number 7!!)
ash,i told u..ur life,will only involves 7..evrywhere will be 7!
after school,we all went to fag!yayy!!
heard a disheartening news,
n i shd be,watever-ed!
rite?
yea yea..

*sings Ya nada me importa
Ni los sueños
Que parecen una estupidez
Si no estoy contigo para que?
Siendo medio loco
Dando vueltas
Y te busco y no te puedo ver
Para que la vida? Para que?
Para que la vida...

wanna noe the meanings?? its..
Nothing means anything to me anymore
Not the dreams that are all silly now
If i can't be with you
Then what is life for??
Going half crazy going in circles looking for you but I can't find you
What is life for? What is life for?


im goin to mit ash ltr!we gonna chill as usual,fag..
i shd stop smoking arh!!but no..smoking is fun!lolz..
o's ah!!ARGH!!! i dun lyk to study... well,who loves to rite?
hehe..hrm.. my tummy feels awful.
mut be tat chilli! i tink i cnt eat tt sambal belacan!
lolz..ltr my tummy fls awful.one of a kind!
tmr,am gonna buy skl uniform & sklbks!
i've yet to start wani's blog!
she wants me to design her blog!
argh..bt wif tis kind of computer,
stupid shit,i cannot do lah.
i'll get piss-ified!
oh my,wats wif my english??
haiyah..wateva lah..

hrmm..bro in-law told me,
in few years tymdey gonna move to batam!
gonna set up a sum sorta resdtaurant..or cafe dere!
business!woohoo!
i never wanna be in tis business tingy,
but nw,im interested.well,partly.
i asked him "wow,u gonna expand ur cafe.3 cafes!! can i be the manager in one of d cafes??"
he sd yes!
i was so happi.
until he told me "manager,u must do account.."
i forgot lah..but ACCOUNT?!!MATHS?!!!
Lydat i duwan lah..but i want!!
cz all hail ryann!she's goin to join in the food business!!
tts y i agreed!
n the shop will be under her name!
wheee!! hrmm..i wanna drive a sport car dere,
they sd,duwan lah..wat for want nice2,
dat place lyk wat only,
n at the most,they will steal my car or wat!
orite,so i will drive a mercedez passengers van!!
yayy!!I AM GOIN TO DRIVE A VAN!!HOP IN THE VAN N OFF WE GO!!CRUISING TO THE LEFT.CRUISING TO THE RITE!!(craps)

this wed's episode?
grins.
gotta watch it man.
geez.
this guy's seriously cute.
any girl who gets him is a lucky bitch.
lucky lucky bitch.
love him love him to bits.
-taken frm nowa's blog
Sheesh!bird,u turning str8??no more living a lesbian life??
Hurhur..lolz..

-imissyoubirdbirdbaby..

i wish i have tat chanel 48 scv!
I wanna watch takuya kimura!!
Japanese people are sooooo gd-looking.
their japanese gals are soooooooooooooooo hot!!
i love dem! ayumi hamasaki is one of dem!
japanese guys is so handsome too!hehe..
i love their language!!
korean guys too,
but nt as gd-looking as japs one.
korean got alot of drags n gays!
hehe..did i just said drags n gays???
lolz..sounds sexxy!
dun gt da wrong idea.
i jsut lyk to see dem only!
ok..guys,i wanna go to the toilet,
and brush my teeth!
n den,gt ready to mit ash!!
tata!

grooving 2-
ayumi_hamasaki-_Seasons_

Hi!
Tmr skl starts.i duno wats my klaz.
ah wateva.
i'm so angree! fuming mad!!

HOW CAN SHE DO TAT TO ASH???
HOW TAT JERK CAN DO TAT TO BIRD2??

I tell u,
if i see tat jerk who did tat to bird2,
i shall flatten his dick,
pull out his dick,
and chop off his fingers,
i'll break his neck,
until his neck ccan turn 360 degrees!
my poor bird..
u so poor ting..
we the trios same fated
i miss u bird..

and tat woman hw can she tat to ash??
just to avoid confusion,
nora n ash gt nuthing btwn ich other lah.
tat woman is other pple!
ash!sial ah,within brape wks or days,
de dah ade bf baru sial!
our prediction is true,
n the evidence is up dere already!
sial ah!!
ash,jgn stead dgn pompan wif number 7 anymore ah.
bad luck rite?
haikx

anywae world,dun larf at me.
i was in the toilet pee-ing,
wen i realized i haven bathe frm morning!
lolz!
i want bathe now ah..
hrm..maybe after ive eaten!
ok taa!