R	Romantic
Y	Yandao
A	Amicable
N	Nice
N	Naughty

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Haha..if u guys trythis quiz, u will get a crappy answer. The results above are changed by me.hehe.. orite i noe i'm so da BHB. Nvm la... mei ren ai.. haikx.

Ok..im so da tired after an outing to bugis wif bibi,ash & meu. At ferst, spose-ed to go toa payoh to accompany tt bibi for interview. But wen i look @ her, shd see hw she dressed. She wore 3/4, dono wat shirt n roxy slippers. HELLO?? Lydat go interview? I not tt "big" la..but aiyah.. if want a job, atleast must have some presentation rite. Lydat who want..even face pretty wear lydat for wat. Tmr she wanna go 'modelling agency'. If i find out she wear slippers, cap n her football jersey, i scold her. Lydat want to interview to become model? A model must have a good presentation, good image n also CLASS. Rite? dono la.. but i tink tat if u dress nice2 even tho u look lyk dustbin,u still look good. NOt lyk me..wear nice2 still ugly. ='(

Noe wut..i shd stop improvised my blog. I just added my pix, n if u guys scroll near my pix or any of d pix,u'll see atleast a msg.TRY NOW OK!! yea..tis DHTML is mind-boggling. ESPECIALLY when u dun have microsoft frontpage or any ting la lyk html toggler. I created tis wif stupid codes and duno how many billions or trillions i kept 'previewin' my blog. Kinda irritating.But i love it. ALthou i hate computers.

err...MT Olevel.. aiyoh..so scary. I am so so so scared. had butterflies in my stomach instead of food!Tis is the 2nd tym seating for national exam. 1st tym was Nlevel. level wasn't tis bad so scary. My heart i dono la how fast it beat. But nvm..i diden panic. paper 1 was full of "world". yea wen i woke up in d morn,i feel lyk shitting... yucks.. den stomach ache..oh man..dere's still 5 more papers to go.. I hate to see tis 'guy' in the school la. Fucking fucking argh! lyk wanna smack him.

My waist is aching..been sitting straight since 3 hrs ago. Was having fun dancing wif the techno songs wearing only my sportbra & shorts. And dad had to spoil it. He returned home n i had to put on my shirt. =( Want wear sportbra to slp but nah..cz later my sister wil knock la..my parents la..wth. Speaking of knockings2, my dad,mom,irritating sis woke me up for school. Plus,wardah.She called my hp. I did not pick up,she den called my hse.Woah!4 alarm body human alive talk-able dial-able clocks.Wateva form u can express it.If slp wif sb so the windy-ey can have "THOSE" thought!!! *suffering from severe chronic sexual deprivation* jk jk. Wahhhhhhhhaaaaa...aight aight. shd control myself. -sings "been a notti gurl..real bad so n so..done too many tings a gurl shd noe"-

its hurting to see the one u love/like moving on wif someone else.WHY CANT I BE THE ONE FOR U?!!! CANT U SEE THAT I AM HERE & OWAES WAITING FOR U??? <---pls remain in your seats pls.Tis one for fun.Duno la..

Im just a little impaired

Tis should not be happening.It will just stay the same, as per normal.Its dangerous.Its like running down the hill, either u brk any part of ur body or u might be just fine.No worries,no sadness,no anger.She does not give a fuck about u.She's busy wif her new crush.She's so exciting wen her new crush say 'hi' to her.Forget about it.U have so many things to worry about.Go on Ryann,be happy on ur own.So bless u ryann.

Sexayyyyyy

Effort man create the new layout. I am happy wif it. Missed changing the layout.

Yesterday was meet d parents meeting session. I almost fall to the ground n snore. Boring talk. Vp n Mr syed gave speeches. They have alot of mis-pronounciation man. I dont even noe hw to spell. Frm mr syed 'question' he said "QUEY-SHEEN". wth. Vp, 'institute' is "INS-STEW-TOOT", 'maths' "max", 'technology' "teh-no-low-gee", 'english' "ink-grish". ALot more la.. which i cannot remember cz i was so darn sleepy. Oh, there's this one word Vp pronounced wrongly. I was larfing.. i burst out larfing but must not be very loud la.. later got scolding. Those who were attentive, laughed too!

Mom busy scolding me wen she found out i passed 3 out of 5. The whole class was staring at my mom. Some of my frens, gave hand signal tat my mom got so much to talk. She talked to Mr som(mly tcher). Complained tat my mly b3 is very bad. She wants me to get a1!if A1 she go school la lydat. But rest assured, mr som, he sides me. He said "yah.. i noe.wen the pupils hand up their homewerk, i will write down their marks and they will noe abt their progress". He look at me wif the "dun wurry i wun tell ur mom look". Cz,i did not hand up his homewerks! he oso said, the highest can get is either A2 or B3. Still tat woman groans. yackety-yack. I was embarassed man. I wanna scold her but no,must act guai.

Mrs tami mohan,she only spouts the good sides of me. Well, i am good ok! hehe..

(our turn.mom sat down n i approached mrs mohan)

me:teacher, my mom said u look young n pretty.so u must say good things about me ok.

Mrs mohan laughed at me.hehe...she said to my mom "This gal here is cute n funny".

I happy lah she sai im cute!!haha.. *floats in the air*

SOme sentences/phrases i can remember she said,
"U must work hard n if u enter poly no teachers will treat u lyk we do.they will be so teacher-like. they wun treat u lyk baby anymore..they will not see u so cute n will treat u lyk baby"

"this gal here is very bright and have so much potential"

"she is very straightforward & if she do not lyk sumting,she will voice out.but tis is not gd for her"

Mom said to her "my dotter actually do not want me to come"

Mrs mohan said "oh yes..i noe.. she is afraid tat tis teacher might be around".

Mrs mohan talks about my Science. So i told her tat i passed physics but failed chem. She was shocked "i tot its the other way round.u all complained abt ur physics teacher n u manage to pass?".

My mom should atleast be proud la. ATLEASE got 11th position wat. That woman hopeless la..i got 1st in class 2 yrs ago she not happy wif the result and those top 5th n top 10th in class oso no thapy. Dono hw much she wants me to score.

Hmp.. the talk yest,i only highlighted the 'School of health'. If want to enter,cut off points 15-28. The intake maximum is 700. Orite,i shall work hard for my grades. If who noes ah,god so kind i managed to get the such points n if i dun enter the school,i burn the school! Vp said sometym CCA can be considered as a special admission.For e.g if we r band n very gd in playin it, the school might take us cz the school needs such talented pupils or even choir. THen me in ST JOHN?? Wat talents?? marching?march for the country NDP?? Or cooking? I'm talented for burning myself! Oh nvm.. i shall tell dem "i noe hw to bake cakes!" Aiyah.. myabe join chatec la.. i love to bake!

everybody is useless.i'm finding out the reason why im still here.

my june holiday, i duwan to spend boring time by walking n hanging out. i want to cycle!!! i shall bring a map, water bottle,some cash, a cap n cycle! its fun to cycle. if only i am a guy,i will cycle in & out of d tt forest. i've cycled dere b4 wif my bro in law n his frens. its u noe bt panjang? yea.. frm bt timah,we cycled all d way dere. but not easy. up n down d hill!! scary.. sumore got dogs.. strange big dogs,its lyk maze,must be careful cz got d drainage tingy.if we fall in,die. shall not risk my life. i dun even dare to enter tt place by my ownself. where can u go frm cck wif a bike?i dont know d place much tats y.. i only noe how to cyle to cck n yew tee. i forgot d route to 'Kranji War Memorial'. Shall not go dere alone. *Scared* scared lost my way n i might end up circling around tt eew!! NONO. I want to cycle frm CCk to pasir ris! BUt no one wants to take me. Asked bro in law nephew. He useless crap la. He dono d route too. He only noe bike up the hill, go down the hill, do stunt, go down a flight of staircase wif his bike only. His bike super shiok la.his seat woah. his bike cost 7k. Wat can u expect? *jealous* i want his bike. his bike suspension n tyre so good n bouncy. if u jump down frm 4th story wif tt bike,it will not wreck.cz d body is hard n strong. i wanna practice going down a flightof staircase wic is infront of my sis hse,d swimming pool dere. but i m scared. hello.. its so d blardy high. If u walk n trip oso, u will break ur neck. wats wif a bike man. but ah!it sure fun. boring la go down staircase wic os not tt high.. the one high is at erms.. d park near my sis hse.. bro in law frens dared me to go down tat small flight of stairs. juz cz dey tink im a gurl? so, i proved to dem i can realli do it. dey shocked la. good. good. the only person who believe i can do it is my bro in law. wif ryann,anything is possible! can dare me do stunts la but nt carry or eat those ycuky wormies or cockroaches freaking pests. =) Oh oh..i wanna go ice skating agn! but the place is so blardaic small. waste my $$$... i can sorta spin wif it okies! hehe..

also,i want to go hiking,take cable care..go mount faber.. fort canning..lau pa sat..n enjoy d nite by d boat quay. i want my sister to do tt wif me. but aiyah.. she damn lazy la.. she gt baby summore. if me,i just go oso. my mom even go to werk everyday wen she's expecting me. even the day b4 i was born. aiyo..smangat.

some things don't last forever

Goobdye Miss Pe tcher. Duno wats her name. No wonder she gave us 'time out' chocolates. I'm so smart to guess she's goin to uni. im gonna miss her! she's so fun n kind. i will not forget the days(two lessons exclding d re-test she pei me to run wif ain.i diden fail la..just ran wif ain.so Miss pe tcher oso pei us.We challenged sprinting. The 1st sprint i won,but d 2nd one,i lsoe by few steps only.haha) we ran together & she supported me during 2.4km. she motivated me 'dont stop ok.u can do it' every stop ok she said tat. oh n during the practice, she ran wif me. so nice of her to pei me to run. haha.. who would do tat man?? also during d softball practice. all of us were scared to enter tat particular toilet cz of many 'strange' stories. i'm not tt scared cz i nvr see b4 wat. maybe the ghost is scared of me.ha. dey all so scared, joycelyn,kanokphan n mei qi. Because of dem, our pe tcher r scared too. we went around the school to check those toilets which are opened. but all r locked. she helped us to open the toilet. n the fun part, wen we wanna lock back d door,she said "eh u all!!wait la for me..scared lehx" haha.. she's sucha shortie! =)

u say u want a bung? n u telling me tat.. wats ur motive man. hmps. ex-crush. strange how can we lyk ich other. i diden do anything ok.i dun seduce people.heh.*wonders*

Take away from me.This monstrosity .'Cause nothing to think is.Not gonna solve nothing tonight.Ask me for what am I living.Or what gives me strength.That I'm willing to die for

is it love?

mesmerized.awesome.gorgeous.hottt!badan baik! sungguhhotnbaik.com.sg WOooooooiiiiittttt!!! LEPAS!!! If i had trip infront og sungguhhotnbaik.com.sg , duno wat to say except.. 'woooooooooitttttttttt lepak!!" -hand gestures-

Myself, mai-self, me, i, i n i..

Ever came across ur mind tat ur heart is d strongest muscle in ur body? I think i just did. I find that the heart is unique & special. Very very special. Without the heart, it will not pump 'oxygen' & nutrients into ur blood to cope with ur daily activities . Without the heart, u will be lyk a zombie. U wun feel, sadness, happy, excitement, anger, despondent ,love n etc. Without the heart, each human will react n behave the same way. A kind heart, care for one another, a loving heart, will share their love n spread warmth to every single human being on earth, a heart of stone is very cruel, selfish "animal" person. Hmp.. I wonder how can the heart beats 60-120 beats per minute? In 1 minutes, dere is only 60 sec. If the heart takes 1 sec to pump a beat n if 120 is d maximum, calculate how many beats the heart pumps every milli-seconds.Woah, the speed to pump the heart is GREAT!Enough of that, the heart pumps all ur blood in ur body 500 times a day & 5 litres per day. If ure ill, ur heartbeat will go as high as 140heartbeat n pump up to 15litres per min. U can call it some powerful machine. 500 product 7 days, the heart has been pumping 3500 times of blood in ur body. Bingo! If you want to calculate a year,lets say we just round each month 30 days only,forget about 31st n 29th. Voila! It has been pumping 180 000 times.

Lets put it in tis way. One day,one fateful day,one fateful evening which u have been looking forward for some festive, ur wedding nite, a date or somehow?And ur heart just apply "sick leave".It refused to work n say "Si bei sian eh.. Kanina la tis body..one day pump d blood 500 tyms. Every day werk! Hen lei sia.. want rest.. lets go chiong ah!" How would u react? Is it the end of ur life? Prepare to collect ur death certificate!!! Surrender ur IC to the nearest police station. Wait! Before you that, it does not mean u will die. This is my own theory. U might not agree with me. The purpose of pumping blood is basically to pump oxygen to the rest of the body including the brain(duh). If no oxygen is pump to ur other veins n gets to ur brain, ur brain will not function & lose signal. Due to this, it causes death. And within four minutes if blood does not reach to the brain, it will lose signal & the whole body will just shut down.

Alright..time for me to sign off. my bed is calling me. This is just another of my boring entry.I think i am talking sense now! heh >.<

Never quite as it seems

"To run" or "not to run"? Those are those werds,which kept repeating in my head. I wouldn't want to lose a race. Year after year of wining,except for the last year. Too heartbroken, ran with an empty stomach,without breakfast,n meals d day before. I wonder how it is possible for me to run half of the reservoir without stopping. Suddenly, my stomach made a big fuss, throbbing feeling. I guess my stomach has been producing too much of Hydrochloric acid. Tried very hard to run. To no avail, i stopped every few steps. I was so weak, i thought it is the end of the race. My performance might have surpasses other best athletes. One after another started to cut me. I could not do anything except to watch them literally saying goodbye to me. I was crushed. When i was walking, i could not accept what was happening to me at that moment of time. Not getting the top 25th position. It was a good start, but it did not end lyk how i wanted it to be. The head which hang high just now, sank into a pool of letdowns.I Don't know how will i react if i have to suffer another lost. I hate disappointment. Much to say,fear of rejection. I've never been rejected before esp,my love life. I got who i want & she's mine.

I'm not boastful,but it is the truth. If getting her requires so much task, overcoming a certain heights of obstacles, i don't want to pass it. Even though not being near her is impossible, but she's just a dream to me. I'll let her slip. I would not want to suffer a heartache. I love myself too much, even if i have to self-mutilate, i won't do that. I won't hurt myself purposely. I don't think i deserve such pain. Studies is what holding me back from loving. My future is what stopping me from wasting time. Excel in studies & dreadful CCAs. On a brighter side of note, this is the 2nd last day of my CCA. Goodbye marching,footdrills & those moanings of not wanting to attend CCA. Even if passing maths is like joining a lucky draw contest & hoping ur number will be drawn out. I want to be one of those fews to be pick. Failing by 39 marks of maths Mid-year. Although i don't understand what 'trigonometry', 'probability', 'algebra', 'vectors','Sin, cos & toa rules' has got to do with our future porfession, i should bury a fighting spirit.

All that u served to me, no longer will i drink it in.

Walk thru my door

tis stupid zakiah is so irritating la.
she sd tami mohan(my tcher) kol-ed my hse,
no one picked up d fon,n she suspects truancy.
her problem lah ok.
frigging liar.
she lyks to pull legs.
tmr morn must scold her.
mom was awake until 930am,
i woke up at 930am.
so,dere's no wae mom wun pick up d fon,
esp in d morn.
if she nvr pick up oso,
she would have told me.
stupid fool!

had nightmare yest.
dreamt i was dead.
in a room,so dark.
i cldnt move,
n i hear people talking n praying for me.
i tried so hard to move,
buti can't.
i wanna cry n get out frm tt tragic,
but cnt.
i tot i was REALI DEAD!
duno la,
i managed to read some prayers,
n thank god IM ALIVE!
it skared d shit out of me.
duwan to die now!
lemme turn str8 n have sexual desire wif men ferst.
ish ish wat m i toking?!!!
nono..i mean,bcum str8 lah.
u all dirty minded freaks.
waha!
b4 dat,dreamt of ghost.
but managed to read some prayers too.
evrytym wen i have nightmare,
i managed to read some prayers,
n im snapped back to reality.

im so deprived.
anyone can help me fulfill my desire?my lust?
not sex lah!! (ahiyoh..wat a ting to tink)
i mean,i desire to ride on a bicycle!
swimming,n running.
oh nvm,next week gt x-ctry.
dono want run not.
cnt wait for hols la.
want to cycle...cycle cycle...
cycle...cycle...cycle...
want to rollerblade!
but duwan to rent la.
smelly.
dun lyk.

gtg go watch smallville!
hehe..so pretty kristin kreuk.
aiyah! dey must std together in d tv la,
atleast have some nice stuff.
been waiting fer it.
but atlast,dey will la.
read d episode guide!
haha..
ok bye!

I wun love someone who is a two-faced.
liar.
thrash.
ugly.
hate hypocrites.

I only passed physics,comb humans n mly!
But d report bk wl only show i passed mly n comb humans.
chemistry,i am so ever stupid careless-SY.
yucks!wat english m i toking??
if i had not been so careless n lazy(save ink),
n tt stupid gan had not been so strict,
i would have scored 11/15 for chem practical!!
WARGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!1
*Cries*
i really feel so lyk wanna cry.
*dissapointed*
i shd werk hard! hingga ke mara daginggading.
regretted not studying for chem,physics n other sub.
if only i had studied,
i can do all those organic chem qns.
aiyah! althou school marks nt important,
but atleast,if i can overcome tis obstacle,
maybe i can pass *toot*.
hopefully.
must pass el,maths & science.
n i can wear d nice white dress!(NURSE UNIFORM BODOH!!!U TINK I GO OUT WEAR DRSSS?!!!)

comb humans,
those who owaes passed,
some flung.
tt saffiah markings so strict sia!!!
i wrote all those crossrefrence la,contextual knowledge,
she cancelled it!! IRRELEVANT!!IRRELEVANT!!DID D SOURCE WROTE TAT
wth!
nvm,atleast i passed,
if she failed me,
i tell my uncle find her n stab her.
he noes her cz teachers wat,
n tt woman last tym a librarian.
no wonder in-charge of library.
kenny's assailant!

my june hols,
i have make time-table!
evry morn,must go run atleast 8 rounds arnd d stadium.
evening,go run agn!
next day,run in morn,evening must swim!
next day,run in morn, evening or nite go gym!
next day,run in morn,go cycling!
saturdays must go bt timah bike!
but aiyah.
duwan tok.
if i diden get to mountain bike,
i will play if d monkeys dere.
dey're brin's stupid frens!
HAH!

want go ntuc now.
bye!

tmr wun be goin to school.
apply sick-leave.
will be sick.

my prev entry got deleted.
thx to tis ever intelligent comp,
hang agn.
if want hang,go hang urself ah!
stupid computer.
if only i got d money,
i wld have bought a new one,
n throw tis thrash out of d window.

watched troy just now.
luckily i used d axs station to book d movie.
i dun lyk queuing,
n waiting.
just now wanna buy popcorn n drinks,
i almost wanna yell at d cashier for being so slow.
stupid fool.

troy was gr8!
but not as gr8 as d last samurai.
haha.
i love deir weapons,deir horses,archers,d way dey fight, n ESP deir armour!
i wanna wear deir armour.

atlast,
achilles died,
while trying to save uh.. i duno d gal's name(maybe briesis).
d gal was almost killed by agamemnon.
achilles saved her,
but Paris shot him wif his arrows.
d gal tried to stop him,
but to no avail.
sorri lah kol her d gal.
deir name nonsence2 la,
i cnt remember.
d gal is d cuzzin.
yes yes...
achilles killed prince hector,
d paris brother ah.
cz hector killed achilles cuzzin,patroclus,
whom he tot is achilles himself,
cz he dressed n d way he fight is lyk achilles.
n den achilles sought revenge.
he went to d palace alone.
he combat wif hector.
he won, n he tied hector's leg,
n dragged him to his campsite.
its very low morale la.
da helen pretty.
acherli dey fought cz,
paris,took helen away frm menelaus la.
menelaus asked his brother for help,which is Agamemnon.
king of sparta la tt one.
dey went to greece fought wif d troys.
menelaus angry lah cz paris stole his wife,helen.
yadda yadda.
dey came,wif many huge fleets!
haha..
n dey gd at fighting.
achilles,n his soldiers in his fleet,
dey make lyk those kind,
where dey will be in a grp,
cover demselves wif shield,
so no one is able to shoot dem.
ya..
tats all I can talk about.
In d end,
Troy was defeated la.
Paris-orlando bloom.
Achilles-brad pitt.

Yest fridae was irritated wif burhan.
He really ticks me of these few days.
I shall go to him ask him to shuddup n tell him I hate him for bein such pest.
Good for him.
He kept asking me he want cut V n wants to do spike,
He asked nice not.
His face dussnt suit him larx..
Im too lazy,
So I jst sd "yaya can"
I told him I want cut hair,
He die die dun lemme.
EXCUSE ME MY PROBLEM LARS!
He asked me to be a real girl n grow my hair long.
I shd be thankful for having such fren.
D matter of fact is,
I lyk d way I am now.
N if I am a real girl too,
I duwan to have long hair.
I want to be d modern gals!
Spiky hair lyk those pink type.
Yest early morning,
Im so tired la carryin d stupid bag,
Which is so heavy even if I just put in my file.
I wanted to sit down,
He already asked "u got bring gel or wax"
U noe lah,if ure tired,
U got no mood n u will go lyk d firm NO.
I said lydat,
N he said "I just asked want angry for wat..go lah u.."
If I want to pick a fight,
I would have scolded him,
" shuddup la.fringe so long,how d gel/wax want to hold ur curly stupid fringe FIRMLY.NO MONEY TO BUY DON’T USE AH!"

speaking of picking a fight,
reminded me of just now.
Was walking at d interchange goin home la.
Tis Catholic JC gal,
Bumped d side of me very hard.
U imagine la,
U were walking n looking arnd,
Suddenly a freak just bumped at u SUPER HARD which u can feel d effect,
N just walked away never apologise.
HELLO!!I would have pulled her n yell at her
"EH ASS!!NO BASIC COURTESY TO SAY SORRI IS IT? WHERE'S UR FUCKING MANNERS?!!STUDY SO HIGH GO JC,BASIC MANNERS OSO DON'T HAVE.NO NEED GO JC LA.EVEN ROAD SWEEPER NOES BASIC COURTESY OK!"
I am so blardy pissed ok.
I would have done tat,
But u noe la its crowded dere,
Duwan to cause anudder fight.
But its not TAT very crowded until u bump at people,
N diden say sorry.
I would have said sorry too but she just walked away.
STUPID HELL.
GO JC FOR WAT IF U DUN HAVE BASIC COURTESY.
JC never teach how to say SORRY isit??!!!
Nabei. Lanjiao ah she!
I really REALLY wanna pull her to d side n give her a yelling.
Teach her some lesson since JC,I min,tt particular school la CJC,
Diden teach d word 'sorry'.
Blardy ass!
Aiyah regret lah never go n give her a yelling.
So stupid of me.
Bastard.
U noe d place is crowded,
Walk slowly la so not to bump on people very hard.
If want walk so fast,
Next tym run lah instead at d interchange,
Or ask ur father make a way so u can walk alone.
U tink u alone only want to go to ur own destination,
People oso got deir own destination.
Even an old uncle bumped onto me,
Apologized.we apologized at da same tym.
Shithole CJC gal.
Not happy ah!

Bye!

garbage rules big tym!

listening to garbage-when i grow up.
love tis song since i was in pri or pri 3 la!
i duno all these genres cz i just listen to wat my brother sings or beat d drums or electric guitar.
wen i was young,he played tis electric guitar.
noisy arhs!
n he owaes sings cranberries songs n i love it!
haha.

err..today pon-ed school.
woke up n my 1st tot "i want food!i want curry puff"
i wld have gone to d shop.
but i am cash-less.
haven withdraw cash. >.<

noe wut,
hafta mit *fred* 1545 @ redhill.
i dun lyk redhill.
nvm..shall mit her at city hall.
noe why,
cz eunos, paya lebar, aljunied, kallang, lavender, bugis n tada!! CITY HALL INTERCHGE!
City hall interchge.passengers goin towards orchard,yishun, please alight n transfer to d next platform. city hall interchange-tert tert tert- <--close door!
eating n drinking is not allowed in this train.thank u for keeping d train clean,for d comfort of all passengers

i cnt wait for june hols!
err..must study.
but im elated wif d tot of staying over sis hse.
infront got stadium,swimming pool!
everyday can go n run.
lead a healthy lifestyle unlyk now.
hehe..AND!!can take d train!
wheex!

i want to go shopping todae!!!
arghies.
nvm nvm.. shall just window shop.
oh..i want go esplanade!
bt tt freddy dun haf camera!
how sad.

shall get my butt off tis comp.
where's freddy?
duno reply sms isit?!!
duwan mit u den u noe.
hoho jk.

stupid liar

went east coast.
swam wif junk.
ash n junk's mom sat down.
dey had a talk dono wat la.
we busy digging holes.
junk found a dead small fish.
stinky fish.
we digged until my butt can fit in,
deep enarf.

he is such a whiner bitch.
like i fucking care abt his life.
so wat if he's not as fortunate as mine.
two words "TOO BAD"
HAH!

need to find summore frens.
hope,i wun mit any liars in futures.
liar frens,dey just burn u.
frens dun lie.
frens tell d truth.
frens will not come to u wen she/he is sad only,
frens share deri joy n sadness.
this *toot* came to me weneve she's sad.
leaves me wen she's happy.
noe wut,
im sick of her.
n wen she told me abt her probs d other tym,
i'm lyk "hey..wateva"
see.. i may be a bad person.
tats cz i hate people lie to me n step over me.
d next tym she comes,
i will just ignore her.
probably she noe who she is.
if i ignore ur sms-es,
tats u man.

enarf for tonite.

sleepy eyes

am very very sleepy.
mom watching tv.
got oldies song.
makes more wanna zzzzzZZZZzzzzz.
shd i go to east coast?
shd i not?
my eyes wants to go to oink-land.
my body too.
my legs wants to get on the bike n cycle to the jetty,
back n forth..ten thousand tyms.
if i get on d bicycle,
i sure go crazy,
n leave everyone behind.
as usual.
haha.
im a bad cyclists,
i lyk to manouver wif my body.
i hate to brake.
tat fiq bike,
tat tym wanna turn,
turned wif my body,
n d pedal touched d ground.
stupid me.
tink racing isit?
sleepy!
nvm..
must kuatkan smgt,
i shall bring uh,
towel,body lotion,n my fan!
not fergetting my shades.
i will die w.o my shades.
my eyes will just fry.
hoho...
oh..bring cap la..
i lazy to do my hair.
hungry!
shall quickly eat n pack.

my blardy phlogger cnt werk.
atlast,i REALLY nid sumone wif html.
haha.

adios!

Mother's day history

Hello guys.Welcome to another session of "History Wif ryann". Do u noe,why mother's day is held annually. Do you noe where it originated?Well,in conjunction of mother's day,i will be sharing wif u viewer abt the history n origins of mother's day.
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It started in Rome and became a United States national holiday less than 100 years ago

You may think it was all started by Hallmark in an effort to sell cards, but that's not the case at all. Mother's Day dates back to the ancient Romans and made its way to the United States in the early 1900's and finally became a national holiday in 1914.

The earliest tributes to Mother's Day date back to the annual spring festival the Greeks dedicated to Rhea, the mother of many deities, and to the offerings ancient Romans made to their Great Mother of Gods, Cybele. Christians celebrated a Mother's Day of sorts during a festival on the fourth Sunday in Lent in honor of Mary, mother of Christ. In England the holiday was expanded to include all mothers. It was then called Mothering Sunday.

In the United States it started with one woman named Anna Jarvis. Jarvis was an Appalachian homemaker and she organized a day to raise awareness of poor health conditions of her community. She thought the day would be best advocated by mothers and called the day "Mother's Work Day".

When Anna Jarvis died in 1905 her daughter, also named Anna, began a campaign to memorialize the life work of her mother. Anna remembered that her mother said there were many days dedicated to men but not for mothers. Anna then began to lobby the politicians of the time to support a day dedicated to mothers. Anna Jarvis talked to many politicians including Presidents Taft and Roosevelt hoping they would support her campaign.

Jarvis organized a church service to celebrate her mother in 1908 and Anna handed out white carnations to those in attendance because the white carnation was her mother's favorite flower. Anna Jarvis' hard work began to pay off five years after that service in 1913. The House of Representatives adopted a resolution calling for officials of the federal government to wear white carnations on the day many began calling Mother's Day, the second Sunday in May.

Finally on May 8, 1914 President Woodrow Wilson signed a Joint Resolution designating the second Sunday in May as Mother's Day.

"Now, Therefore, I, Woodrow Wilson, President of the United States of America, by virtue of the authority vested in me by the said Joint Resolution, do hereby direct the government officials to display the United States flag on all government buildings and do invite the people of the United States to display the flag at their homes or other suitable places on the second Sunday in May as a public expression of our love and reverence for the mothers of our country."

That was the first official Mother's Day and the tradition carries on to this day. In fact, Mother's Day has flourished in the United States. The second Sunday in May has become the most popular day of the year to dine out, and telephone lines record their highest traffic, as sons and daughters everywhere take advantage of this day to honor and to express appreciation of their mothers.

Well,we have reached to the end of the show. Join me again on "history wif ryann" next week,same channel. Goodbye and don't forget to give your mom a gift. =) Take care.

whoracle

*change her song*
tis techno song so irritating..
it goes lyk i "pap pa da dad pap pa dada" for million tyms,
n den it will go "ure poison....."
i wished i noe how to para-para.
so ching chong arhx?
nvm.. for fun sake.

lets listen to an old old song,
garbage-when i grow up.
aiyah..not shiok enarf,
wat shd i play?
haha.. tis is so unusually me.
lets listen to AGNES MONICA!!
berikan tepukan kepada agnes monica dengan lagu nya, bilang saja
madness.
tis is wat u get after studying history.
bilang saja bila kau mau.bilang saja bila tak mau.. katakan sejujurnya kpd dirinya..
aiyah chg la..
haha..yayy..
feeder-insomnia,
my fav band!

i tink i kept repeating,
tat latin goes ska song,
it almost lull me to slp.
*Screams INSOMNIA!!!!*
haha..

2dae shall just crap.
urr..oh just now bein a total idert.
ran wif wardah for her 2.4km.
i passed lah last week,
just ran wif her to give her moral support.
regretted running d last 2 rounds wif her,
cz she was oradi flat.
she sd she dun haf motivation to run alone,
esp d first few rnds =(
if only i had run wif her in d begninin.
shocked my her timing.
must ask her go retake,
she must win me.
hurhur..
oh..n den ran wif emily..
stupid woman,asked her to run,
she just walk n sing2.
siao char bor.
her timing?? 20mins!
worst sia.
wahahaha..
oh...d last round,
challenged sprinting wif d p.e teacher.
till now,i duno wats her name.
i won lar!!
she's jz a few steps only.
not bad lar hur?
hate sprinting.

fnished reading my love-hina vol11!
wanna buy d vol 12!
maybe i buy it after history paper.
cz i m afraid i will read it instead of studying.
haha..
i oradi listed wat i wanna buy on d nite of musical nite,
shades,
some non-fiction storybooks,
a polo t-shirt!
wow!!i love shades!
*eye-sensitivity*
i duwan to buy new clothes la.
cz evrytym wanna buy shirt,
my head n my heart will debate.
one say "dun buy la..waste money!"
one say "buy la..very nice la.."
wth.
but if i buy bks,
those 2 components will just shuddup.
haha..
i prefer buyin bks den to clothes.
haha..
bt i dun lyk lyk those bookworm kind.
i only read non-fiction bks esp those war stories n those sufferings.
not sadistic la.
well people, LETS FACE THE WORLD!!
the world is not those LALALA YA DA YADA U CAN WHISTLE N SING EVERYDAY!
the world is changing
WARS R EVERYWHERE.
neverending war lyk palestinians n israel-ian.
no countries r brave enarf to interfere,
n stop those countries frm killin.
d media showers will show d israels killed,
every head,dey will count n lyk make it big,
dey lyk telling d world "look!palestininans murdered these innocent"
but duncha noe,tat palestinians casualties n number of dead r more den d israels?
aiyah stop.
later d ISD will nab me.
haha..

want to brush my teeth!

orite,
lets get outta here.
ready guys?
ok..skank!

slamat tidur kekasih blog aku.oh blog-phia!smoga cepat kau publish critaku.oh blog-phia!blog sejati ku takkan pernah sanggup untuk meniggalkan mu.-sheila on 7-sephia. ryann on 7-blogphia

spiky hair

YESSSSSSSSSSSAAAAAAAAAAAAA!!!!
just showered!
dried my hair wif d towel!
now my hair is spiky wif d messy effect.
i love messy2... been along tym since i go out wif spiky hair.
hurhur...
next tym i go out kies?
Shall slp wif tis hairstyle tonite!!
i am so vain dat even if i want to go to bed,
i want to look very nice!
hehe
byes!!!!!

you're the only pill i take

been eons since i've last blogged.
went to fag wif junk n followed her to an electro shop,
we walked at tat park.
i brought my sis wksht cz wanna do for her.
on da wae saw bibi.
forever see her face.
gave her some stix..cz we dun fag much.
realized i lost tt wksht wen we reached d shop.
was so wurried.
went to 711!
d bumble bee yoyo $4!
so cheap-y!
tot wanna buy for my bro.
but arhx,he dun play all these.
i bought my love hina volume 11
*show off her comic*
hehe!! left anudder 3volumes.
shall bring those comics to sis hse.
can read durin my free tym n draw dem! =)
got no cash to buy,so had to pay by nets.
yea..we walked d way we came to d shop.
found tat wksht lying bsde d playground.
thank the Almighty!

hurhur had my shades screw replaced!=)
regretted not sending my oakley shades too.
nvm la..can buy anudder.
d oakley shades is in the bin oradi!
haha..
oh ya.. i need anudder shades!
hehe.. hmps.. i want those sporting2 one.
those oakley kinds.
tis one lyk those casual2 one.
shall save money.
cnt be broke on d nite of my shopping spree wif wardah!
had chem test just now.
studied 60secs b4 d test.
i got 5.5/12!
blardee fuck!!stupid hell.
i can do it larh,
but u noe me,too engrossed n excited,
forgot how to do.
but i remember d formula.
blardee shit =(

cme n maths lesson lyk cannot breathe sia.
surrounded by guys.
=(
maths cnt study larh.
had to share my bk wif faiq.
i dun lyk la sharing bks.
cz i want to focus oso cnt.
got maths hw,
shall try.
tmr if he wants to sit wif me,
i scold him.
haha.. im not stingy la.
i will feel frustrated if i dun understand,
n i will get slpy if i dun have anyting to do.

may 21st,
i will be 3mths single!!
eh..21st or 20 or 22nd?
i dono la.
dun remember all these break ups.
whee..wanna celebrate.
any singles wanna join?
realized,being single is not tat bad after all.
well,people tells me its lonely being single.
right now,i could not agree wif dem.
=)
cz,i have so many tings to do.
lyk studying maths!hehe..
*in love wif maths*
other den tat,
discover my inner self,
onlyne(bloggin n doin templates) not chatting ah,
spend more tym at home,
reading,
single n free can go out wif who i want,
no need to report2 where i go,
no need to sms very much(which i am IRRITATED.cz, i lazy lah sms people nowadays.resulting in losing contact)
more money for myself to spend on(always loaded lyk now.hurhur.infact,dere wun be a day i have no cents!amazing huh?)
no probs frm my parents,
dey dun find fault n scold2 me,
i will have no one to think before i slp n wake up every morning.

if attached i will have,
less tym at home,
not focus in studies(end up failing)
no tym to do hw,
less money,
less energy cz wanna go on dates,
scoldings frm parents of frequent goin out,
problems arises frm rs,
no tym for myself,
less tym to do wat i want,
no naps resulting in slping in class,
sky scrapper bills (sms n calls),
disturbance in studying i will tink of tt someone,
day dreaming...

so yea.. right now,d only ting wic is holding me back,
is education.
mdm wong owaes says "want chicks,get o-level.no o-level, u good looking onots,chicks duwan u"
hehe..
i study nt cz of tt la.
d reason is i want to be wat i want,
a nurse.
have bright future,
stable job,
a really really good pay.
lover?
lover in future arh,
not now.
i dun find it is important to have one right now.
hehe.. =)

err..tis bung so poor ting.
she got herself drunk,
puked,
she felt so restless after tat,
had to hold on to d lamp post.
den wen she cnt hold on any longer,
she collapsed on d ground.
b4 tat she screamed her gf's name,
she cried la of cz,
finally she collapsed on d floor.
she carved her gf's name on her wrist.
erps.. tats too much n severe sia.
melodramatic,can star in bollywood movie.
i dun do tat.
even if it hurt so much,
i only cried.
i just dun have d courage to hurt myself intentionally.

so enarf talking about love.
well,join me again on,
"talking cock wif ryann next week.same tym,same channel. bon nuite!"