Take me out from this nightmare...

Ahhhhhhhhh!!!
O-level is over..
WHee!!

So i've tot about what am i goin to do when i get my o's result.

In case if This Lord RYANNIKOV(haha,my new russian name!) should fail her o's and not make it to poly,
i want to take private o's.
Peep might say go ITE or ITC,
but heck,
their courses are damn boring so not my interest.
The only one im interested i nursing.
Or maybe take electronics?
Nono.. don't want.
besides, i won't study la if i go there.
Because i don't like the course i'm doing.
I prolly won't get nursing too.
If they say i'm wasting my time working,
prolly half of the year,
i don't mind.
I want wat i want and i'll find a way.
Maybe if i don't want to work,
i shall take Full Time Private O's.
That will be really study.
I think the schedule is 9am to 5pm daily.
Oh god no life.
Haha.
So the only thing in mind left is,
ITS EXPENSIVE TAKE O'S.
I TOTALLY TOTALLY DESPISE THE WORDS,
"I GOT NO MONEY" or "EXPENSIVE".
For me,
if it gives you a bright future,
it is not a waste investing in it.
Money??
I shall ask my parents to pay for me.
I think they don't mind.
Ya la..i know they will scold me,
but,
we have to make ammends.
Or,
my sis can support me.
But,
i don't know about her investing,
Now that she got a baby.
Hmp,
yea.
Hee.. i wanna join school of health @ NYP.
Maybe ump,
Diploma in Physiotherapy,
Diploma in NUrsing (have not confirm if i want).
Its been my childhood dream aspire to be a doctor or something lydat.
Hee.
Or maybe Early childhood @ NP.
If SP will be Optometry.
But,
all i want need science.
Shits.
I tink i screwed up CHEM paper.
Hmp..
I don't want some course got to do with computer.
Although im good at it,
and html-ing,
i don't like computers.
I don't know why i hate computers!

Well for the time being,
my long vacation,
i have not plan wat to do with my life.
I better start planning or i'll be in a depression state until cry.
Just lyk the june hols.
Cz im sick of cycling2,onlyne,outing and all.
Must find a new hobby!
I thought of signing up for "sign lang" course.
But i have my sister who can teach me manx!
She said she's going to pay for me.
Nah..cannot be dependent on her.
SHe's quitting her stupid banking job.
She hates doing sales.
If me sales?
Haha..i'm good with talking!
Serious manx!
Sometimes i hate my mouth.
You know what,
just now went for a haircut at the usual salon,
i know more about that hairdresser!
He actually got a wife,
a 5yr old gal,10mth old baby,
stays serangoon north.
And more.
Nono..i did not asked him alot.
We just talk.
You see,i hate my mouth cz i am too sociable.
My aunties n uncles love me cz i'm ougoing.
Oh well... follow dad's traits.
Ahh..
should i work?
I'm LAZY LAZY LAZY!
But if i work,
get money.
What to buy?
Sori la..i don't really shop.
Shop for food got...
Eat and eat.
But if i wanna work just to pay for driving or motor license,
i don't have to!
Can ask my dad to pay.
My mom gave me the green light.
Atleast better what dad's paying for me,
than paying for my stupid uncle!
He asked my uncle to learn driving,
and he wanna pay.
Cheebye.
FOr god sake,
he's already married wif 3 kids,
an NTU graduate n duno wat graduates and earn prolly almost $4k as a teacher?
his rank is higer than any normal teacher.
Besides that,
his wife also is a teacher.
Its enough wat..

boredboredboredboredboredbored.

where's my darling beautiful niece??!!!
FOr i am ryannikov and thee shall give my niece to me.

Wish i Could shake your tree<--i heard that lyrics somewhere!Waha.
Can i shake your grass?!!
Wahaha.

Aite!
I shd be in my cuzzin's house.
BUt i told mom i wanna study for tmr last paper!
WOOOHOO!!
I SMELL LONG VACATION!!
BUt i'm not studying my darlings.
Instead,
went out to mit ash,yan n kat!
Ahh...

Firstly,took a cab with yan to aljunied.
They wanna go jamming.
Was blowing my nose,
and a pool of blood came out manx!
It shocked me out.
ALOTTT OF BLOOD.
Haha..thank god i brought tissue.
So it bled bled bled.
Hah!

They jammed.
Me?
I was somehow playing bass,keyboard n drum.
Ok2,i duwan to say much.
Duwan be poseur.
I don't jam.
Just for fun play2.
But it was fun la play drum.
HOOHOO.

So we took pix,
outside the place.
Walked to da mrt n dropped at tamp.
AHhh..we wanted to go to some cheap fastfood,LJS.
But instead,we went to BREEKS.
Ohohoho....yum yum!
Ash n i made a pact.
We shan't find love.
Just wait for it to come knocking on our door!
Hehe.
So i'm dreaming,
its ok if i don't have a gf,
as long i have money n stuff,
i am happy.
Ahaha!
Then,yan went to sort tings out with her gf.

Blablabla...
THe three of us,
lepak somewhere.
Fagged...crapppppppppppp.
All day long.
7am to 7pm.
Unlimited crap.Crap all u want to!
EH SEJUK LA NI ANGIN!!
BODO LA!
TAPI AKU OFF KIPAS NI,PANAS PLAK.
AHh kooonek!
Haha.

Yan went to sengkang..
WE waited for kat.
THen blabla...
I'm home now!

So this monday,
tomrrow,
i won't be blogging as much la.
I'm on a long vacation at sis house.
Just find me at choa chu kang north 5,
If u wanna by mrt,
alight at yew tee.
OHH YEW TEE KIA!!!
But her house,
no net access.
Coz they are busy people.
ANd the baby is lyk only 1 mth 2 days?
Wat?Baby play internet?
Lol.
This is wat i planned to do at sis house.
Daily chores.

1)7am,run atleast 3 rounds around the stadium.(knowing my laziness)
2)Ater that,shower and go to sleep.
3)Wake up blabla... FREE.
4)Evening,go gym!(but i feel funny la exercise alone)
Duwan2!take that out.
I shall do cycling.
Hehe..cycle2.
I still don't know the way round.
I know how to cycle to LOT 1!
wahaha..dumbo!
Nvm..shall read a map.
SHall cycle everyday.
WOrk that muscle!
I wanna buy inline skate.
Hmp..we'll see.
My inline skate broke,
i jumped from here to there...
Ahhh!!
If i am bored,i can bully the my niece!
Make her cry.
HOHO.
want kiss2 her.
Erh... Bored la.

Shd i get a contact lense?
For fun..haha.
Hmp..but my eye go crazy if sunlight enter my eyes.
Haha.. i haven buy shades!
Oh..nvm..maybe i shd get a pair of colored lense.
For vanity purposes.
Specially from ryann.
Ahh..light brown one,
Since my eyes is dark brown!
I love my eyes.
But i hate eyebags.
DUMB.
Nvm..go facial!

Tmr gonna have a haircut.
THen buy contact lense!
Can take picture!
Wahaha..dumbo!
Oh i can't wait for ash bdae treat!
yayy..tat is now wat i call frens!
haha..ure only my frens if u treat me food!
For i love food.

I'm so bored.
AHh..nvm..shall watch ayumi hamasaki's MTV wic i bought.
Haha...
Did i tell u guys,
that some freako gurl msg-ed me in friendster in japanese?
Ok2 la..shd not call her freako.
But...wat the hell?
Watashi ryann.Aishitei ayumi hamasaki.Konek ku kecewa! Ajinase!ichiban!Kinokuniya!
HAIK HAIK!
Sayor se sayo nara!
For i love sayor.
Tapi tak suke sushi.
SUshi bacin.


p/s:My bdae is cuming soon.THis 25th!
YAYYYY!
Oh god,i feel old.
When want turn 18 ?!!!
idiot.

There's something about u babe..

Ahh!
I didn't know my wish came too fast.
In the prev entry i said i wanna buy a new sneakers.
ANd..yeay!!I got a new converse shoes.
Ahh..its a stencil one..bright red on color.
I can spray stensils on it.
Cool Stuff.
Not me who bought it.
Sis bought fer me.
Early bdae present!
HOOOOOOOOO HEH!
Plus,ah remb i told u guys we're goin to bank?
Ahh..went to maybank,
sis opened her dotter's/my niece bank accout.
She said cz its a foreign bank,not easy accessible,
which means she dun haf to queue fer so long.
Yay!
So..was sitting beside her while the lady processed the book,
i was feeling lyk ecstasy.
Haha..cz i'm having a blocked nose.
Ahh..too bad the lady is not CHIO!
The beside her counter is quite ok.
She looks lyk berline!
Ahh haha!
I tot mostly bank ladies/office one pretty??
Nvm..i shall search for one.
HEEHEE.
Just see see only.
Oh back to it.
I applied for debit card.
Can just sign sign when purchasing!
Hoo..!
When i work,
i shall apply for visa!
I want that UOB mini visa.
But..visa pay interest all those.
Wasting.
Oh well.
There's a UOB mini debit too!
The mini card is soooooo chio!
THe maybank visa is nice too.
Its Luminous card!
AHH NICE BALLS!
Later,this thursday,
i will turn 17,
shall apply for another debit card.
haha..DBS one!
But..erm..so many card fer wat?
Nvm.
So if i don't have money,
i got many banks to withdraw from.
That means i won't waste my money on junk food.
Hehe.

Oh..@ banquet,
talked2 to sis abt yest incident.
I forgot to mentioned,
that i was so angry i slammed the door hard.
Until the Knob lever tingy jammed.
So i cannot close the door.
But i managed to repair it this morning.
AHh..locksmith ryann.

me:I duno la..dad said take care of dog is better than taking care of me.
(sis got angry then.SHe was shocked.)
(i was eating my bowl of noodle n looked at sis.)
me:why are u dreaming?
sis:He thinks he's so pious is it?Just because he pray and go to mosque,he thinks he is perfect?Religion do not even teach to scold their kids until lydat or beat them until they're harmed.
me:ahh..he's lydat.Dad yest wanted to throw me out of the house.
sis:When?
Me:When he entered my room,he yelled at me.I jsut lie on the bed and he beat me wif a hanger,i did not do anything.i just lie down lyk a dead person.He said "u take your clothes and get out!!" Everytym,he scold me lydat.
sis:Why didn't you leave the house?
me:AIyah..i'm not financially independent n where am i going to live?
sis:I can support u.U can come my house and live with us.Next tym if he say that,u take your clothes and live with us.Nvm..this saturday onwards u stay with us ok?
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Ahh!!haha.. Why din i tink about that in d 1st place?
Haha..nah im not that bold.
Oh well.

Yayy..while walking home towards the parkway bus stop,
i bumped into Mary.
Stupid man,
go to school just to see her.
AHh..my old crush.
Scandal!
Wahaha..no la.
Its lyk,
we owaes look at ich other,
exchanging glances.
But i think i am snob la in school,
tat why one day she stopped greeting me.
I always wait for her to greet me.
AM i snob meh in skool?
SOmeone said i am.
Ahha..maybe i shd smile more often!


Ok taaaaaaa!

Emotional Baggage?No Way.

Urh..im sick of blowing my nose 24/7.
Ahhh..im down with flu,runny nose,sore throat..yucks phlegms!

I don't know what made me so super furious angry shit.
Alot of stuff ya huh.
Parents was screaming at me yest nite,
even though im in that ill condition,
dad wanted to throw a chair at me.
Ho.Im not scared.
I didn't know.
He wanted to throw the chair,
n i just stood there.
Angrily.
Aha!

Argh..why this stuff so long wanna upload one..
Yayy..im going out to parkway parade with sis.
Go to da bank.
Of all the places to go!
Hehe.
I need to buy,
1)Shades.
2)Sneakers.
3)Hair products-wax,gel,hairspray.

Ump..thats all huh.
Oh..need to cut hair.
1 more 0-level paper to go,
and anudder session of school(take testimonials and all),
and partay!
LONG VACATION.

So i've updated about,
RYANN TOP TEN WANTED FEMALE LIST.
(not in ranking order)
1)Kristin Kreuk (smallville)
2)Ayumi Hamasaki (singer.from fukuoka,japan)
3)Meredith (season 2 bachelorette)
4)Holly Valance (I think she's from UK?)
5)Christina Aguilera (Ahh!)
6)Anna Kournikova (Tennis player)
7)Cheryl Fox (CNA presenter)
8)Belinda Lee (Green Tea model,mediacorp artist)
9)Alizee (singer..u can see her pix,on d left side.She's the one can see cleavage)
10)Mishca Barton.(the OC)

Ok taaaaaaa!!

Ahh..my lovely niece below.

Emotional Baggage?No Way.

Urh..im sick of blowing my nose 24/7.
Ahhh..im down with flu,runny nose,sore throat..yucks phlegms!

I don't know what made me so super furious angry shit.
Alot of stuff ya huh.
Parents was screaming at me yest nite,
even though im in that ill condition,
dad wanted to throw a chair at me.
Ho.Im not scared.
I didn't know.
He wanted to throw the chair,
n i just stood there.
Angrily.
Aha!

Argh..why this stuff so long wanna upload one..
Yayy..im going out to parkway parade with sis.
Go to da bank.
Of all the places to go!
Hehe.
I need to buy,
1)Shades.
2)Sneakers.
3)Hair products-wax,gel,hairspray.

Ump..thats all huh.
Oh..need to cut hair.
1 more 0-level paper to go,
and anudder session of school(take testimonials and all),
and partay!
LONG VACATION.

So i've updated about,
RYANN TOP TEN WANTED FEMALE LIST.
(not in ranking order)
1)Kristin Kreuk (smallville)
2)Ayumi Hamasaki (singer.from fukuoka,japan)
3)Meredith (season 2 bachelorette)
4)Holly Valance (I think she's from UK?)
5)Christina Aguilera (Ahh!)
6)Anna Kournikova (Tennis player)
7)Cheryl Fox (CNA presenter)
8)Belinda Lee (Green Tea model,mediacorp artist)
9)Alizee (singer..u can see her pix,on d left side.She's the one can see cleavage)
10)Mishca Barton.(the OC)

Ok taaaaaaa!!

I didn't sell my soul...

If there is one thing i regretted,
is loving her.
Its all over.
Say goodbye.
Nah..i did not regret.
Well.


she:LETS JUST SAY I GIVE UP OK!
(the phone line died).

FUCK IT.

Wun elaborate the reasons.
I will get angry.
Lame reason.
Really is LAME.
I understand abt d rs,
but not the break up.
well.
How true a person's words can be huh?
When you're in love,
u can be too naive.
Ahh.

The Missing Handphone.

My phone?My handphone?
LOST?STOLEN?MISSING??HIDING??
I so don't know.
Why?
As usual,my morning habits,
i checked my handphone.
After that i put it on my bed,
went to bathe.
But that yesterday morning/aft,
the phone was not there.
NOT THERE.
Being me,
i thought maybe it fell under the bed.
So i called the handphone,
so that i can hear the phone ringing,
and can find it.
But,
ITS OFF!!
lyk OFF!!?!!!!!!????
Ok,
The BEST SO OOH OOOH AHH PARt,
my younger brother's friend went into my room,
he also SAT LYK SAT SAT SAT ON MY BED!!!
while i was bathing.
Alright!
He's alone in the room.
LYK OH SO COOL RITE?!!
CMON CMON!!STEAL STEAL!!
U FORGOT TO STEAL MY $195 swatch aluminium strap watch!!
ANd my $120+ swatch watch!!
ANd another Swatch Skin watch which is $120+ too!!!
And that Swatch love edition watch prolly $80+(cheapest watch) which dad gave me!
Alright,i own alot of swatch watch.
DUWAN STEAL?!!!
STEAL AH!! TAKE TAKE!TAKE THE BED ALSO!!
*fumes*
*note the sarcasm.

Ok..here's the funny part.
IF the phone slip or fell under the bed,
if i call it,
it SHOULD NOT BE OFF!
Alright,
maybe u can think tat,
"maybe,it fell and the battery came off!"
Save your dimwits MAYBE MAYBE.
My handphone is not those nokia ones came off easily.
I know it coz my handphone fell from on the top of the table,
and the height of two tables stacked together,
it IS STILL on!!
Besides,the battery is fully charged!!
ALright,
So i checked UNDER my bed,
checked lyk over 100 times!!
I took out the stuff from under my bed,
i even brought out the mattress,
checked behing all the table and under the tables,
my drawers and all.
STILL NOT THERE!!!!
Mom said the boy lyk rushing2,
to get home.
He went,
"hakim quick quick..i must go home!"

THe best part,
the boy's mom came to my house just now.
Cz i wanted to talk to her.
This is what she said which makes me feel lyk slapping her face.

I believe my son. (Lyk whose mom dun believe their kids?!!!Whose mom think otherwise about their kids?!!)

Cannot be..i checked his pants right on the spot when u called me. But its not there.(Criminals are smart.If they're not smart,why in the first place they create some crimes??Your stupid son must have hide it somewhere.Ok, if i am him also, i will hide it too. I won't show my mom. or maybe,sell it on the spot.)
My son is not that type..he won't do that(Read the 1st statement)

So it is like,
I wanted to drive that wretched family OUTTA MY HOUSE!
THe mom went,
"so how?"
I kept mum.
Because,i am the kind if i am angry,i erupt lyk volcano, and violent tempered.
I wanted to scream at her,
"u ask me how?how shd i know!u said its not wif u,its not even in my room,under my bed or everywhere.so who else would have taken it?Ghost isit?GHost want handphone for wat?SMS oso?!!Keep in touch wif lottery?!!"
I said to her,
"THis handphone should only be taken from people from the outside.Cannot my from the inside"
Cheebye..come my house just for that.
I wanted to carry that stupid boy,
and throw him against the wall.
So that he will tell the truth!!
If i can throw 2 chair at 2 people,
it won't be something new for me.
The boy's elder bro went lyk,
"maybe it fell then all came out?"
I wanted to smack his face.
He looks so nerdy want to talk.
MY HANDPHONE MY PROB.
Shut wif ur maybe's.
Oh i noe,
u shd just say,
"maybe im crazy la!"
Wth.

So i hated my brother's friends now.
One of the boys stole his dad's hp,
and sold it.
And got the money $400 gave away.
Got alot la probs.

So from now on,
i warned my brother.
IF i EVER see his friends in my house,
i will STRAIGHT away drag his friends and throw them out of my house.
I MEAN IT n I WILL DO IT.
I am lyk my dad.
He looks friendly and stuff.
But when he is mad,u don't want to know or be there.
So what if their mothers' wants to find me.
FIND LA!!
Not scared ok!!

THis morning,
i scolded one of his chinese friends.
GOOD GOOD.
Not scold but say.
Irritating..keep calling the house since a week plus oradi.
Im irritated cz i AM THE ONE who have to pick up.
I said to him "U don't always call my house ok.Hakim sleeping.bye!"

Mom said every things happen have a reason behind it.
WHen my hp lost,
all the secrets n secret tradings dey had was revealed.
Yaya..of all the things,
my hp la.
COOOL COOL!!
GOOD LA!!! MY HANDPHONE MISSING IN ACTION.
Got camera n video also.
crappy shit.
Ahh..duwan buy new hp.
Dunid use oso cnt.
Never die.
THe better.. no one can contact me.
I cannot say so my parents wun contact me,
cz my parents dun call me one.
urgh.

Until the day i found my hp,
i shall declare,
I,declare that my hp was stolen by a wandering spirits cz his/her family did not burn paper mobile phone that is why my hp was stolen.GOd bless the spirit