Sing me something new...

Today's the off day which means, i'm outta of that "popular town". Everyday of my life for these past few weeks, when i wake up, my mind says "Get up mai! Go to work" And my body just keep snoring away, and the alarm keep snoozing every 2minutes. I didn't dare to use the pocket pc as my alarm clock. Cos the sound just freaks me up. I will wake up at an 'alarming state'. Heh. There goes me literally dragging me to the bathroom. The part i hate comes to ironing my t-shirt and styling my hair. So sometimes, i go to work with an unkempt hair. So what? I'm going to work not to find girls. Next, I keept trying on what kinda shoes to wear. When i get down at CCK int, i hafta walk really really fast in case i miss the bus. No doubt, i always miss the bus without fail. TIBS hates me!

Hop on the 190 bus, i plugged my discman(my lost mp3 boo.) or either the pocket pc. Then when the bus enter BKE, i will tend to reflect on myself. Getting emo and stuffs. How i dread working. Wishing i'm a daughter of any king. No,that means i would be princess.I don't want to be one. Wishing i have all i want? Nono..i will take things for granted. Ah..forget about it. I just love things they are now.

Yesterday, i hate those 3 St Margs girls. Alright one of them is being friendly but actually choosy. Another was bein bitchy like "I hate strawberries. I hate strawberry sundae. Yucks". I was feeling all moody yesterday. I would have told that girl "Hello you! You don't like strawberry sundae? Then you should just stop being cheapskate using coupons to "buy" those stuff." The coupons if are used, only comes with strawberry sundae. Irritating hell alright. They just irks me off. One is, they are cheapskate enough to use so much coupons to buy stuff,second complaining how much they don't like strawberries, thirdly that bitchy girl said to her friends she don't like orange julius ice cream, lastly, one of them sees with her tits! She came and asked me "Do u have ketchup?" I felt like taking that bottle of ketchup and throw it at her face. Blame me for being violent, i just hate people who sees with tits or whatsoeva except their eyes. Some morons just ask Where's the straw. Oh god. If only they lemme handle the store, I will write "This is a STRAWBOX" Dumbfuck singaporeans customers. Rude and cheebye.

Im half excited and half nervous going back to school. I don't know why. Oh, Zara called me the other time. I would have been employed if i wanna work as full-time. Its a long story heh.

Sorry to those i've not been replying sms-es. I'm just too lazy & tired.

I need to go and have a haircut. Oh mom read my love letters from cupcake. All she said was "Why you and cupcake write love letters? Lesbian already?" I said "That one are just for fun-sake" (I had to say that). She replied "aiyerr..miss your touchh la..kiss la.. like that how to have sex. Where do u put ur fingers?" WtFF. That's all..

i miss you my imaginary cupcake.

I won't push too hard or break your heart..

Sleeping is just the best thing to do when i'm outta work. Diverting calls is the next best thing to do. I'm not running awy from anything or whatsoever, I just deserve to get a 5-star rest. My off days will be spent with, sleeping till late afternoon, watching tv, resting on the sofa, napping every 20minutes. By then its night time. I'd rather be left alone, to keep my mind at peace before they finally decided to go haywire apart from the working bustles. Uhh..

Yesterday told myself to head home straight after work. Each time I told myself to go home straight, there's always company. Mashaz and fyn dropped by. Then asked me to call them after work and walked around. Since i've to go wheelock to collect the watch. When i wanna knock off, Mary appeared outta nowhere. She waited for me, and we sat outside oj and fagged. Went to changed, and my colleague told me Carlos called. Called him back, and tadada. There goes Mary,Carlos and me on an expedition. From Somerset, walked to plaza singapura, to beach road and lastly bugis. By the time we reached bugis, i was very hungry, and mary was badly exhausted. Only carlos is the only one still energetic. Ate, and boy am I sucha happy freak. Walked around bugis village, boring stuff. Wanted to head home. Mary's bus came. Wondered why carlos didn't board his bus, he told me he still wanna walk around. Yeah.. so accompanied him again. He wanted to buy my sis pocket pc XdaII mini. Kept telling me if my sis wanna sell, sell it to him. No wayy..i'll be the first person to buy! =)

I need to go wheelock to collect the watch. Hmm.. i hope my swatch is not beyond repair. I love it so much!!



you will always be in my heart.

Oh my gosh..

Lame tittle. Referring to basement jaxx-oh my gosh song. HAHA. I love it.

I have two minutes to type what i want. Then i have to bathe. Off to work.
Ahh don't care..can turn up late. No its a bad thing.
Gotta take a train to work,
Cos i think orchard road is close?
3-4 Feb close.

Yesterday was my off day.
HAHA.
Supposedly i had to work.
Then i think aunt grace told kim,the operation manager
To gimme off!
For i've been working daily closng and midshift since last monday.
Spent yesterday at home instead of goin out.
Went out to eat with my niece.
She's becoming cuter and pretier.
NOTE: That's cause she's so fair fair fair i like.
Alright, i just love fair people larrrr huh.
She make me so angry yesterday,
She don't want to walk and
She will open her shoe to pretend it came off.
Then i will put it back for her, and she will grab me.
So hafta carry her.
Or she will slow down, and sit down.
And she will pretend she fall.
This kid ahiyo!
So cute.. i love her!
Shall go buy her more clothes and treat her good food!

Yesterday parents came over.
Sad thing lar huh.
Misunderstood, i guess mom wanted to cry too.
But nvm, she's like stone!
SHe's so strong.

I've been hearing stories about people with heart attacks,
Stuffs and all.
I'm so scared.
I will take the first step of quitting smoking
By cutting down.
Each pack must last four days.
Not two days.
My uncle's been breathless for few times.
Then found out 5 of his veins are choked.
He never smoke man.
Then had to operate or he will die..
Give him like few hours?
Now operated,
THe blood flows to his brain,
And they had to pump out the blood clot.
Now in coma for 3 days,
And doctor say 40% success,
ANd he might not remember things.
Might forget some past,
And hald body stroke,
Prolly will be bedridden.
SO SAD SO SAD.

Life is unpredictable. it is.
I know it.
The next day youmight be paralyzed and forgetful
like my grand dad and my uncle.
I don't want to die yet!!!!

Shit..i'm too lazy to go work.
Can't take cab anymore.
NONO.
Put a stop to this lazy lifestyle.

Pss.. shit my english is terrible today.
Heh i wanna work at ob!
Then i will wait for coffee club to play la gasolina.
Cause that's the only nicest song they play,
Plus that's the only place which airs music.
Carlos taught me how to sing.
Siao.

If you're leaving will you take me with you
i'm tired of talking on my phone.

You and me.

Not been blogging.
Look at the last entry's date!
Top off my mind, S, as is so common everytime i get fixated and obsessed. so i have in my memory, like some sort of mental masturbation, the nights she picked me up from work, the Lets rush for the last train.. The paragon visits waited till my shift's over, that stupid MRT incident where we're heading to marina bay from Orchard to get a seat & we were at dhoby ghaut station, the announcement This is the last train to jurong east. Passengers going towards orchard, woodlands & yishun, please board the train now. Affirmatively, we stopped at city hall & i ran up the stairs hoping to catch the train, leaving her to catch up on me(i forgot about her.faints) The late supper(2am) at bukit timah, the cab rides, $20.40 cab rides to marina sq. Stranded at town(missed the last train) with promises of lets go work together. or i will fetch you which sometimes didn't happened, the taxi driver separated us, and u cried. so cute heh. With her constant whinings i miss my mom.. The coming months now have a lining of hope despite the whole boc stint. But there is more that is possible, beyond what i used to be able to see. All i have to do now is not ruin everything like i am prone to.
Summarize of the past days/weeks events.

Went for dinner at Lau pa Sat.
Bought a top from Zara for my niece.
Bought a skirt for my niece.
Went for Zara Interview.
Been working at OB.
More friends from starbucks & BK.
Cracking shits with Carlos while working.
(Reason being, business is not well like LT,ended up singing,
scolding vulgarities to each other, he learning malay, me tagalog,
Calling Yani to gossip,sitting, jalan-jalan to Taka or centrepoint, eat bananas,
Apples, Ice-cream, drink our self-made Chocolatte,More hotdogs of course,
Nachos, oranges, any food.To top it all is smoke and smoke till you die.)
Smurfie been picking me up from work.
Jalan-jalan at far east, pacific plaza, Lucky Plaza any small or big areas of town.
(I've covered them all)
More work too of course;
Chicken-rice marathon.
Loving my niece.
Late supper at bukit timah with smurf.

I wonder why do I have to go to the bank if i'm working at
OB.And seldom goin to the bank if i'm at LT.
I wanna eye-candy that bank teller, WINNIE LIM!!
HAHAHAHAHA.
RARR.
I hear cuppy sharpening her knife to chop my head off!

Anyway, yesterday fetched cuppy from work.
We missed the last train!
There goes my money for the cab fare fer the third time this week!
It was a helluva fun.
I love my niece too much!
I wanna bring her to the zoo.
I got her a rose already,
She loves it and kept smelling it.
The next minute I knew,
She plucked the petals!
To my horror.
And I got cuppy roses too.
It wasnt that romantic,we passed by a florist.
Then I left her stranded there.
(As always my dirty tricks).
Got the roses secretly without she realizing I paid for it.
Then I hide somewhere so she will hopefully find me.
As predicted, she will get pissed and sit somewhere too,
Its like our hide and seek always failed.
More to like Hide and DON'T SEEK.
Tada! And firewors colored the night sky.

That's all.
Work tomorrow.
Been working daily since last Monday, 26/1/06.
No off days.
I hate it cos I miss what you guys watch/hears.
And I don't know any new songs since its of 1st Jan!
So I'm backdated.
There goes our fav "new hit" songs.
Carlos--> loves hung up-madonna
Azman--> My Humps- B.e.P
Me--> Don't forget about us & Don't cha.
Yan--> Wonderwall-oasis
Mary--> Push the button-sugababes
Our hits!
I prefer working at OB!I LOVE IT!!

P/s i just love that mtv far away by nickelback.
So sad almost teared.
Was imagining i was the firefighter,
Then i died, and smurfie is a widow.
Haha..some thoughts to share.
Always imagine me dying such horrible death.
Another one is the pearl harbour.
Alritght its almost 4am.
Gotta wake up at 930.

Take care.
you know I love you so.