Ayla...
I can't seem to write down my thoughts, that explains the disappearance. Besides i had to retrive my password because my memory is as old as an 80years old granny.
I've got no idea why my chest just gotta hurt,URGH!
Anyway, I've completed almost 80% of the drawings of an 'air engine'. God knows what the heck is that. The sad part of me drawing all these stuffs is, I do not know how should it turn out or in simpler terms, the assembly part. NEH MAIND NEH MAIND!!!
I have this little dream, somehow this should turn out. After graduating from this course, maybe i'll go to building services, mostly drafting of air-cond duct i guess. Actually, "Marine drafting" was actually introduced to us. I mean errr, we were suppose to be the first batch to try on marine drafting. Something to major in the 2nd year. Then yada yada, it didn't happen. It is a good career prospect. Like if we graduated from that, we can work in the 'singapore marine industry'. Doing rigbuilding, building vessels and etc. Sounds/Exactly like the national geographic tv; "Megastructures". Anyway, I want to take hairstyling course one day.
I badly wanna watch pan's labybrinth. But time is such a constraint for me. Maybe this week. Plus, I'm wondering what to get for shiks. The havaianas slippers for her was a waste of money. I should have try it before buying. It hurts because her feet is wider (HAHA BOO YOU!!). So we decided to use that slipper as a back up. Should her slippers get stolen, that's the last resort. Probably i'll get her another slipper or a shoe instead. I really like this particular slipper from adidas. I think it suits her. OK, WHATEVER IT IS I WANNA WATCH BEYONCE KNOWLES LARRRRRRR, "Dreamgirls". ?????
So lemme say, this crappy wisdom tooth just
HAVE to
HURT! And that "This particular someone" presence, just
HAVE to be the
very bestest & most wonderful & have made a bigger impact in my life . Although we have had the worst fights, ugly quarrels like those cheena aunties, screaming our lungs out, slamming the phone, infidelities, this has been worthwhile. You have been the most bestest, the very bestest, the too much closest friend to me cum miss gf. And life has never been lonely/bleak when you're here. I love the way things are now. I would love to wake up reading your message first thing in the morning. I would love to hear your nagging in the morning on the phone just to get my butt to school. I would love to have you messaging and interrupting me during my class though it is irritatingly cute. I would love to accompany you eat-out. I would love to go on more gym sessions with you although you like to tempt me like lets indulge on mee soto, KFC, fishball noodle, laksa etc while i'm on the treadmill. I would love to go on more outings with your family. Although you like to punch or pinch me, and you know i hate it, i don't mind cos its you. I would love to go on more cycling session with you on the twin bicycle even though you cannot sit still or balance??(haha sourgrape). I would love to go on more overseas holiday trip with you (the KL trip was not enough). The list goes on.
Well how can i avoid to grow old and mouldy and rusty with you, right? This person is no other than Nurul Ashikin Bte Zulfadli Bin Mokhtar. This has been the bestest 18months.